I've been super busy with work and uni. Next week is mid-term and I have lot of essays that I need to put on the schedule. I just talked to my maneger. Extra shifts for next week to cover others holidays. And My holiday request between the 14th and 24th of March just got approved. I am SO happy! I haven't seen my family sense the beginning of August last year for 3 days only! I can't wait to see my friends and family again. This gonna be epic awesome!! :D
Back to a life of studies.
LOTS OF LOVE xx
Well new and new. I just fancied a new fringe. So I took my scissor I the kitchen at made it myself. I think not turned out quite alright :P haha.
Lots of love xx
Today I got myself a sewing machine!! :) I like xx
Drawing made by my awesome little sister, Jonna :)
Check out her two deviantART profiles!
"You know, I do believe in magiv. I was born and raised in a magic time, in a magic town, among magicins.Oh, most everybody else didn't realize we lived lived in that web of magic, connected by silver filaments of chance and circumstance, But I knew it all along. When I was twelve years old, the world was my magic lantern, and by its green spirit glow I saw the past, the present and into the future. You probably did too; you just don't recall it. See, this is my opinion; we all start out knowing magic. We are born with whirlwinds, forest fires and comest inside us. We are born able to sing to birds and read the clouds and see our destiny in grains of sand. But then we get the magic educated right out of our soulds. We get it churched out, spanked out, washed out and combed out. We get put in the straight and narrow and told to be responsible. Told to act our age. Told to grow up, for God's sake. And you know why we were told that? because the people doing the telling were afraid of our wildness and youth, and because the magic we knew made then ashamed and sad of what they'd allowed to wither in themselves.
After you go so far away from it, though, you can't really get it back. You can have seconds of it. Just seconds of knowing and remembersing. When people get weepy at movies, it's because in that dark theater the golden pool of magic is touched, just briefly. Then they come out into the hard sun of logic and reason again and it dries up, and they're left feeling a little heartsad and not knowing why. When a song stirs a memory, when motes of dust turning in a shaft of light takes your attention from the world, when you listen to a train passing on a track at night in the distance and wonder where it might be going, you step beyond who you are and where you are. For the briefest of instants, you have stepped into the magic realm. That's what I believe.
The truth of life is that every year we get farther away from the essence that is born within us. We get shouldered with burdens, some of them good, some of them not so good. Things happen to us. Loved ones die. People get in wrechs and get crippled. People lose their way, for one reason or another. It's not hard to do, in this world of crazy mazes. Life itself does its best to take that memory of magic away from us. You don't know it's happening until one day you feel you've lost something but you're not sure what it is. It's like smiling at a pretty girl and she calls you "sir". It just happens. These memories of who I was and where I lived are important to me. They make yp a large part of who I'm going to be when my journey winds down. I need to memory of magic if I am ever going to conjure magiv again. I need to know and remember, and I want to tell you."
- Robert R. McCammon.
this song have been playing on my iphone quite a lot lately! :)
Dear blog, today I made a quick visit at John Lewis and bought some stuff for the sewing course. I also found this sewing machine that I would die for! I think they also had one in purple as well as I could remember it... It would be perfect to have one in my room.
At the end of my sewing course yesterday I was told that the people who wants to enter their garment for a fashion show got the opportunity to do so. There is no guarantee that your piece will be in it. However, I'll do my best and create and awesome piece for my final project.. That's hopefully will be in the fashion show. I am excited and focused.. Lets do this! Lots of love xx
Still feeling sick. Slightly feverish, but it's getting down thank goodness. Even though I just want to lay in bed I have to force myself to uni to make my sample skirt.. Otherwise I will be far behind with it when it have to be done in 2 weeks!! Stressed out. Not good. LOTS OF LOVE XX
Back from the dentist. They were very friendly and the dentist was very professional. Really liked the way they treated me. However, it hurts a little bit in my soul and wallet. After a massive filling that possibly can save my tooth for a very long time.. opefully. Otherwise I can lose my tooth within a very short period of time or in 10 years. It hurt a little bit, or quite a lot. And then the massive bill that I had to pay: 360 pounds. I wanted to sit in a corner and slober up to a assive cry. Have to do another filling in 3 weeks. Hopefully I'll have my salary at that time.
Time to play pokémon!
Lots of love xx
I was sitting in the lecture yesterday morning and listen about the 5 key for marketing in fashion, when all of a sudden I felt something wrong with my tooth. At first I thought some food got stuck or something, when I pulled it a big piece of my tooth broke! It's pretty close to the nerves, so it's very sensitive when I've been eating something. Above that pain and I had fever I had to work for 9 hours straight after my 4½ hours lecture. It was a struggle. I got an amergency appointment at a private dentist for today... however it will cost me about 120 pounds! What a pain in the neck! Something that I def didn't want to deal with, especially not now. Hopefully I can get a discount because I am a student. May the winds be with me. Lots of love xx