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I felt good and was happy until now..
Problems with my fucking doctor with the papers that needs to be send so I get my money because I can't work because of my disorders..
Gonna call that place who take cares of my money and paper at 14:35...
I have called my clinic and doctor since June about this but he couldn't meet me sooner than the 5th of December.
What the fuck they could have sent me to anther doctor, it's just a simple paper that says everything about my disorders!
Fuck!

I'm off to bed when I have talked with this person.
And I might not be here for the whole day/evening or night.

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So a new diagnosis, I'm bipolar like you all know, BUT I also have borderline... AND emotional personality...
Scheisse! Fucknutt!

I am so sick of this now.
I started to cry rivers when I was there.

My mom and my psychologist was at the meeting with me so that's good.

Feeling a bit manic and sensitive and depressed all this shit at the same time!

Anyways I'm going to bed for a while now...

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Now I'm depressed again..
gonna have a meeting with my doctor tomorrow or well today it's over midnight in Sweden...

I feel so lonely...

This is me for forever, one of the lost ones
The one without a name,;without an honest heart as compass, this is me for forever one without a name these lines the last endeavor to find the missing lifeline

Oh how I wish dor soothing rain, all I wish is to dream again, my loving heart lost in the dark hope I'd give my everything...

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Like most of you know I have like.... what can I say, converted myself to Spiritualism.
It feels so much better and I can feel the difference.
I was a satanist for about 11 years.

But not anymore!
I have always believed in spirits etc etc and I am also a medium.
Everyone on my mother's side have that gift.

"Spiritualists believe in the possibility of communication with the spirits of dead people, whom they regard as "discarnate humans". They believe that spirit mediums are gifted to carry on such communication, but that anyone may become a medium through study and practice. They believe that spirits are capable of growth and perfection, progressing through higher spheres or planes, and that the afterlife is not a static state, but one in which spirits evolve. The two beliefs—that contact with spirits is possible, and that spirits may dwell on a higher plane—lead to a third belief, that spirits can provide knowledge about moral and ethical issues, as well as about God and the afterlife. Many believers therefore speak of "spirit guides"—specific spirits, often contacted, and relied upon for worldly and spiritual guidance.

According to spiritualists, anyone may receive spirit messages, but formal communication sessions (séances) are held by mediums, who claim thereby to receive information about the afterlife."

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