On December when I had a meeting with my doctor and like most of you know, I also have borderline which sucks!
So I'm bipolar and have borderline plus fibromyalgia
(conical pain in my whole body)
My doctor told me to take more anti depressive pills and it actually worked!
So he have finally changed my medicines!
The past months I've been very sick because of my disorders.
But I feel much better now and I'm more stabile!
A lot of shit has happened that I won't write here. It's private.
Only my family knows and my closest friends.
But I'm happy that I finally feeling better.
And I also sleep better, without sleeping pills and calming pills!
And I'm taking walks everyday, even when the weather is crapshit.
But it sucks that there is NO medicines against the borderline.
I can't do more than taking my anti depressive pills and medicines against the bipolar disorder.
It's going up and down of course but right now I'm normal and I'm very happy for that!
And oh! there is a girl who is talking a lot of shit behind my back.
I thought we were friends
But I have heard that she hates me without a reason!
I just don't understand her.
I haven't done anything to her!
This pisses me off a lot!
I have ALWAYS been nice to her.
I don't know if she's jealous about stuff. Jeez!
Anyway, I wish you all a great day!