I'm feeling better now at the moment and I hope it will last for a long time.
I even went to the mall by myself.
I have social phobia so I'm actually prod of myself!
Now I have taking calming pills and sleeping pills, slept for now 3 hours only.
And I think I'm in love with a special person...
Will never be used unfortunately, that's just a dream and a wish...
I have so strong feelings for this guy.
He makes me smile and laugh and we support each other all the time!
Sometimes feelings really sucks.
Love can be horrible...
'So wake me up when it's all over
When I'm wiser and I'm older
All this time I was finding myself
And I didn't know I was lost
I tried carrying the weight of the world
But I only have two hands
Hope I get the chance to travel the world
But I don't have any plans
Wish that I could stay forever this young
Not afraid to close my eyes
Life's a game made for everyone
And love is the prize