Woke up this morning pretty depressed and I don't know why.
Might be because I've been super manic for about a week.
It takes a lot of energy when you're manic.
The heart is beating faster, well the whole body is working hard.
Hard to explain but yeah my whole body hurts now because I haven't been able to relax because of that shit.
And to have borderline is a fucking hell too..
And there is no medicines against it and that weird I think..
So a mix of the both disorders is a hell.
Nobody should feel this way or have these disorders...
And I have no idea what I have done to deserve this.
I also have fibromyalgia, menas that you have pain in the entire body.
I will never be able to work again...
So yes that's just a fact.
And I am so fucking tired all the time too... As you can see on the picture below...
But not I'm thinking positive. At least I try to and I'm doing my best!
"A new day is coming, the time is now"