I am still on the same topic and today and just want to take time and appreciate my son. I know he does not understand anything yet but I believe one day he will. This was to be posted on your birthday buT never got time to do so.
You turned 1 year old on the 16th of july, I was happy, I was filed with joy that cant be described. I can´t say how much I am proud of myself that I have managed to take care of you for a year. You where once a baby, a very small baby and you lived as a baby and I loved you as a baby, I treated you as a baby, did what a baby should do, and now you are a boy, you are very good and handsome boy, whom I love with all my heart and everything I am. You have to live as a boy, act like a boy that you are. Speak like a boy and do everything like a boy and grow up to be a man.
I want you to take a step at a time and learn from them so you can make something big, great and good out of them. You are a blessing and an amazing son to me. As a mother and a woman I want you to grow up and be a man that fears and loves God. A man that will love his mother, father, siblings and respect them, a man that will have respect for everything and everyone, a man with responsibilities. A man that knows his limits and boundaries.
I want you to grow up knowing the value of a woman and respects them and love them. It takes a good woman to raise a man and teach him to be good one. As your mother its my duty to teach you how to grow and be a good man and as for that I pray for the power of the lord to be upon me and help me to raise you up in such a manner.
"The best parent, in me you may not have seen. But the best son, you have always been. Having you as my son is the only way, I’d want to live my life again to this very day. No matter how old you become, I’ll always hold your hand tenderly… just like how I held it on the day that you were born. You are not just a son to me. You’re my life, my soul, my heart and most of all, the reason for my existence. Happy birthday my lovely my baby "
My beloved son, my one and only, the fact that you are my son will never change maybe that is the one of things that will never change in my life. I am a proud mom to have you as my son. I could never wish for any other than you. You are just a perfect son that any mother would wish for at anytime.
You bring out the joy which i never knew I had, you bring out the happiness from nowhere and you also bring out the anger that I never knew I could get. Yes I do get angry at you not because I do not love you but because you are also a human that makes mistakes over and over again. And as time comes in and out and as you are growing you are also learning from what I am teaching you.
I love you to the moon and back <3