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Although having a proper domain and nice layout, I find this nouw platform easier to use than my blogger and it's easily available for me. But I'm conflicted between having a traditional platform that I've been using for years and even if I were to change platforms, I wanted something that is more streamline like hosting my own website on wordpress.org.

I'm so conflicted though. Having a modern design and availability of services is nice but long term, I have no idea how I'll be juggling between posts. I'm updating my blog everyday on my official blog "www.sheisreyar.com" but I still wanted to come here to say I should update here more. I don't want to copy and paste my posts here and there because I find it redundant and I feel it not very exclusive anymore. Last time, I just import my old blog here just to have some posts but this is what I feel right now.

Although I'm thinking of having an entire different collection of posts over this blog like my minimalism journey rather than just my beauty and life posts. So far I have no plans for this blog yet. If you want to read more of my content, please head over to my blog "www.sheisreyar.com" .

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School

School is tough but I'm giving my best shot to pass all the assignments and modules by April. If you noticed that I haven't been posting is because of school and my laziness to do my assignments properly. Accounting is tough. It has been one of my modules this trimester and it has been really tough to study. I like financial statements and I enjoy doing them but for the theory questions, I don't really understand what are the key points to really get the marks. Business Research is okay for now since it is more of theories and statistics. I really enjoyed making surveys for assignment 1 and I hoped I can get a passing grade or better grades. Organisational Behavior is fun. I really like to learn how one person's attitudes and personalities work on the organisation and how human behavior takes part in the business organisations. Managing Under Uncertainty is a okay subject but I don't enjoy doing the assignments. My marks got decreased because the teacher thought that most of our assignments does not contain certain expectations from teachers. Well, some of the points that the teacher was expecting was good valid points but some, not very logical. But well, since we are students, we couldn't really say much to the person who is marking and deciding whether I get a pass or a fail so, I'll just stop here.

Friends

School is boring. Maybe because I don't really interact with others in a proper manner. We don't really hang out and I feel like I'm being counted as just a girl who help others. Well, I want to be a proper friend with some people and if they don't seem like they want to be friends with me, then I guess there is no other way. These days, my life is just school, attending lectures for a few hours then go back home immediately.

During my bachelors, we hanged out after school, having dinner or even watch movies from time to time and life was colorful. Now, I'm back home half an hour after class watching movies or start my assignment for the week. Life became boring.

Why am I doing MBA?

My thoughts of getting MBA changed along the way because it's just a bit too tough for me to go through that emotion and anxiety for the whole year and I don't want that. I want to start working so that I can earn money for travels. I want to travel more. I want to move to another country where I work part time and focus more on what I really like to do and live a simple life. I don't want to pay $1000 just for a room in an apartment where I don't even spend that much time on.

Mental Health and Work

I guess, in a few days, 5 days to be exact, I'll be 22 soon. I'm excited yet I'm so under stress and anxiety to be actually happy and excited to be a birthday girl. Even though I'm 22, I want to take control of my life more and start earning money to live independently. I don't want to ask for money from my mother just to survive. I guess, it's not that easy to survive properly given the fact that I don't have any experience in any job expertise, I don't have much confidence in having a good career that everyone is expecting from me.

I want to live a simple life. I'm not asking for a total princess lifestyle who only depends on someone to live but I want to have a simple job with simple lifestyle. I want to learn more on the things that I love while working. I want to get back to coding and creating website. I want to learn more about video editing and creating things that I enjoy.

Blog and YouTube

Because of my poor time management, I put my blogging and YouTube as last priority even though YouTube and blogging is one of the things that I really enjoy doing. I still upload every Monday and Thursday on my YouTube channel without failing because I had filmed a lot of videos and edited them while I had time last month. But for blogging, I wasn't able to upload and I feel really bad. I have a lot of blog ideas that I want to write for this blog and I can't wait for the day to come where I have a bit of spare time to spend on my blog.

Relationship

My boyfriend was busy with his career and I'm happy for him. Sometimes, I think I get a bit lonely I guess. But, I have other things that I like to do without him so, I don't really act selfish in front of him. I want him to rest during the weekends so I don't really go out with him.

Since we don't really live other so either going out or going to his house and spend time were the only ways to spend time with him. But I don't want to disturb his family just to see him so I'll be a good girl who don't act like a child and act selfish just to spend time with him.

Since I'll be 22 and our relationship has been going towards 4 years, I've been hearing some marriage conversations from my teachers and friends and other people. People told us to get married soon, buy a HDB flat and have kids but I feel that both of us are not yet ready to start a life together very soon. I mean, some people don't spend 4 years being girlfriend, boyfriend to get married so within some standards, being in a relationship of 4 years is very long and needs to get married asap. Well, that is some people's beliefs but I beg to differ.

Yes, I can understand being in a steady 4 years relationship without much fights or break ups and reunite situations is quite admirable. For my case, I consider myself "a kid" since I am still in school, not working nor have working experience without income, don't know the world so I consider marriage and having kids is too "adult" to do. I'll probably get married one day but not so soon. Having kids will be wayyyy later in life or may not happen at all because both of us can't really stand kids hahaha. So, I don't really think much about marriage or kids these days but since I hear some people talking about it so that's my answer for now.

Right now, I just want to focus on passing my GCBA and get the cert, decide on whether I want to proceed to MBA or go job hunting. That's my main topic that I'm concerned so far.

These are the thoughts that I have during these weeks. Some very deep topics but I can guarantee that some answers will not be changed so fast. That's it for now. I'll talk to you in my next blogpost. Let me know what are the main thing that is on your mind right now in the comments.

Have fun and I love ya'll.

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It's been a while I publish a blogpost here on my blog as I was really busy with school. Being a master degree student is tough since the lecturers are a lot stricter and the subject that I was studying was a lot harder since I'm not familiar with them.

Well, being a procrastinator as I am, I always tend to do my assignments last minute and even though I have been wanting to change that habit, it's been a tad bit difficult to change it completely.

There are a lot of blogposts that I want to write as soon as possible but I think my hands are tied until April as I'm rushing all my five assignments which will be due in 3rd week of March.

If you want content from me, I upload every Monday and Thursday on my YouTube channel so please feel free to watch my videos. As for my blog, I'll be updating soon since taking photos and edit them are the most time consuming part of my blogging process. So, I'll make sure to find time to take blog photos and start publishing them.

Wish me luck, and I love ya'll.

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I was anticipating the release of Moana after watching the trailer during November. However, with the graduation and the visiting of my mother to Singapore made it a lot harder for me to make time to watch movies with my boyfriend. After my mother had gone back, I was busy with YouTube, this blog and after one month had gone by, I still hadn't watched the movie yet. Fast forward, I finally watched the movie today since I saw the movie on KissCartoon where I normally watch cartoons. That's why for today's post, I would like to review Moana.

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For movie, I absolutely loved it. It was really refreshing and it stood out among other animated movies from Walt Disney.

The one thing that stood out the most is the animation on the backgrounds. In Moana, the majority of the backgrounds are the ocean but there were few scenes on proper background and I absolutely fell in love with the backgrounds and the animation of ocean when Moana was young. 

Plot wise I'm not sure as I didn't know the background history of Maui and how it is associated with the heart of Te Fiti and the Demigod Maui. So, the plot itself is freshening and it is highlighted among the remaining movies Disney has created.  
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Character designs of Moana are not my style as they are more tanned skin toned with beachy waves hairstyle and men were covered in tattoos. I'm super used to seeing the old Disney movies so, it'll make a few times to get used to the movie's characters. But nonetheless, they are beautifully drawn has it own unique characteristics that stood out individually.

In the case of BGM, I really loved the soundtrack which I embedded below. I completely adore this song and I have been listening to this song for the past few weeks on repeat. 

The plot and the songs make a lot of people curious to take a peak into their culture and I think it is really an interesting way to expand the culture that not many people know. 

Well, overall, this movie isn't a masterpiece for me. I really loved watching it and it does deserve a few rewatches but it is not a movie that lasted in my heart as the Lion King movie when I was young. The overall rating from me is 7.5 out of 10. It is a good watch and I recommend you to watch it. It's refreshing but just not a masterpiece. 



If you want to watch behind the scenes, Flicks and the City has uploaded a video all about Moana behind the scenes with the cast.


Which Disney Animated Movie you loved the most? Let me know! Mine was the Little Mermaid and the Lion King.
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Today, I wanted to share with you my get ready video from my first day of university get ready. I did very simple makeup look. FYI, if you have followed my blog for a while, you'll know that I've already graduated from university and if you are wondering why I'm going back to school. It's because I'm now doing Master Degree in my university so, that's why I'm going back to university.

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