I'm not the happy person. I try to look happy and smile, but inside everything is just falling apart.

Right now I'm crying, and I don't even know why.

It should be easier if I talk about it, but I don't want to. I always close it inside me. My situation isn't even bad. I don't have depression or anxiety or anything like that. I just don't feel happy at the moment. I feel like I have failed as a daughter, a sister, a friend and in everything. And I don't know how to get this feeling away.

Do you have any ideas?

How do you feel? I assume I'm not the only one?

One thing you have to remember, never, ever, give up!

Well this was todays post, I hope you are all great! x



Heyy, my readers!

This is my first post and I don't know what to write about, haha. But honestly I never know what to do or say. I do and say pretty much things that doesn't make any sense. Like now I don't know why I'm telling you this.

Buut I'm gonna say a few things about me.

My hobby is choir and horseback riding.

I'm 13 years, and born 2004.

I love food.

I like music... dancing... youtube... gymnastics and well pretty much everything that has to do with other people on social media. My dream is to be a role model to someone one day (thass a reaally big dream ). The main thing I want to do is to make everyone feel good, and let them know that they are never alone!

When I see other people succeed in something, it makes me so happy, even though it may not look like that.


When I listen to music, I start jamming and dancing. Then someone comes in to my room. I try to be cool but instead I mess upp everything, and end up looking like a complete idiot. Is it just me, okay.

Omg, christmas! I love christmas, it's my favorite time of the year! Is anybody else exited for christmas?

But oh well, what did you think about my first post?

Thank you for reading! I can't wait to write more to you, byee x

( Not my picture )