New blog. New start. New life. New me.
I couldn't decide if I wanted this to be a venting blog or a memory blog. So I decided to make it a positive life changing blog. I'll be sharing memories. Positive things & changes just a me blog I guess.
So my first post is pretty much a whole new start, & that is because I'm looking forward to some new changes. While battling depression, anxiety, PTSD, & panic disorder. This last few months have been beyond stressful. But what better way to bring positivity to situation to attract positivity.
Jt found out/announced yesterday that he would be moving to sanaquin. Me with anxiety broke down into an attack today was filled with fighting & arguing. We finally worked it out & have decided to work harder so that I can move down there. I'm a little nervous & scared to get my hopes up, but I have something to work for. We found the perfect cabin house & I'm praying we get it.
I'm excited to better my self, & hopefully start a future with Jt & move forward. We may fight & get upset with each other but I wouldn't trade him for anything. We are a normal couple that gets into fights, but we work threw them. It'll be a year & 8 months coming up in a few days. If we have made it this far with everything life has thrown at us I know we can get threw anything.
I am also making changes in my business to grow for my self & my team, & my future team. & for my family.
Praying that hard work & motivation pay off. I'm willing to do anything to get me into the new house.