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Damn! I loved him so damn much in every way. All I wanted to do was make him smile even though all he ever did was to put tears in my eyes and if you ask me why, it's simple because I loved him for all the right reasons. I saw past his flaws and focused on the man I believed he were until now. Even as I am walking away I still don't believe I deserve someone better than him. I am leaving because I know I deserve better from him despite of what everyone says and despite he hurting me to me he is truly amazing. I just wished you could have seen it sooner enough through all the signs.
Thank you for making me fall in love again when I least thought I could. You came into my life when I have given up on love completely, reasons why? Because I have been hurt a lot of times by those I have being together with and loved so much. I have been hurt because I love too much and always go in with 100% of my heart and love but at the end I get hurt. I am that kind of person that when I get into a relationship I always go in with 100 and not 50 because 50 feels like I am either confuse whether I should give it a try or doubting if the love is there but with 100 I am sure of that. I have loved and cried my eyes out over the wrong people. Some people say that I have a heart of gold and some say that my future husband is gonna be lucky, but is it when I have cried and love all the wrong people that when the right one come I can't love anymore? You came into my life when I least expected to and at first when we started dating I never took it seriously cuz I thought u were one of those guys that play between two girls while you have your main girl beside you over there but I was wrong. As time goes by I get to know that u r not that type of person I thought u were. As time goes by I fall madly in love with u, u make me realize that not every guy is the same. You left a lot of pretty girls in the states and chose me that is in Sweden. I love you and always will. Please promise that u won't break my heart or make me to cry over you every night? Promise that u won't leave cuz I don't think my heart is able to take another heartbreak ?
Life is a journey which means breaking out of your comfort, if you don't break out of it, then you're not really in that trip that comes with life. Do things that you never imagined yourself doing like YOLO guys I wasn't much of a person who broke out of her comfort zone but now I'm just this new kinda person who is willing to try something totally different, I want to break free and just see how it will feel like..
How about this for a change try something new
Break out of your comfort zone
You never know, it might actually make you feel great..
That's my motto for this week What's yours 😉
People will always notice
The changes in your behavior
And attitude towards them
But won't notice or understand
That they're the reason why you've become
One thing you should know
I don't care about losing people
That don't want to be in my life anymore
I've lost people that meant the world to me
And I'm still doing fine.. So if you want to leave
I will hold the door open for you
Because I would understand that your part in my story is over
One more thing, sometimes we expect
So much from those we care about
Because we are willing to do
That much for them
The thing is
Not everything will go as you expect
In your life..
This is why you need to drop expectations
And go with the flow of life
There's this person who has my heart, this person I'll love him forever even when we are miles apart because I choose to love him in silence for in silence I found no rejection, I choose to love him in my dreams for in my dreams no one owns him but me. The smile on your face let's me know that you need me there's a truth in your eyes saying that you'll never leave me and the touch of your hand says you'll catch me whenever I fall for If I had a flower for everytime I think of you I could walk through my garden forever. If there is a question of he got it because it don't belong to anyone but him, if there is a question of my love he got it because it don't belong to anyone but him.
I am that one person who like to be different from others because I like to stand out amongst the crowd. Me being different from others is just beautiful because its hard for people to just predict me just like that. I always make sure that in whatever that i am doing i am always leaving people clueless with no sign of trace of what next to expect of me. then, will they only know that one person can make the whole town to be talkative than the way they were before. It is better to make people eager to want to know your next plan.
I don't want people to remember me for my pretty face or my pretty clothes and the money I had. I want them to remember me for the melody I had in my laughter ,the way I loved ,the beauty of my heart,the bravery in which I had and the kindness of my soul. I don't want people remember me for the way I looked like and I don't want them to remember me for what I had. All I want is for people to remember me for the words I told them and the encouragement I gave to them when they had no hope at all and then they will remember the sunshine in my smile and the stars that hid in my eyes.My goal is that after I am dead and gone, I want people to remember me for the person I was. When you remember me , it mens that you have carried something of who I am with you, that I have left some mark of who I am on who you are. It means that you can summon me back to your mind even though countless years and miles may stand between us. It means that if we meet again, you will know me. It means that even if I die, you can still see my face and hear my voice and speak to me in your heart. F or as long as you remember me, I am never entirely lost. When I am feeling most ghost like, it is you remembering me that helps remind me that I actually exist. When I an feeling sad, It is my consolation. When I am feeling happy, It's part of why I feel that way. If you forget me, one of the ways I feel remember who I am will be gone.
I feel that i am beautiful everyday even though people don't tell me that I am. I might not be beautiful in looks but I am beautiful just the way I am. Life isn't about finding yourself , Life is about creating yourself and that's what I have done. I have created myself to a point that only what I think of myself that matters because if I let people opinion get to me I might loose myself and what I think of myself along the way. The process of finding myself to where i was before might be difficult than I think because I've got to find myself first then everything else will follow. Discovering myself is always important to me because it is better to be alone than to become a person that loses her soul to the fear of loneliness.