I have come to that point in life I just don't know what to do any longer..
I miss the feeling of being loved.. but at the same time, I'm afraid of commitment...
But at the same time... it feels so good being close to you..
Should I give it a chance or should I pass?
I'm afraid of being used again..
I don't wanna be someone's toy..
I wanna have the feeling of being free in the relationship..
but at the same time, I don't wanna be to free..
At least I have been self-harm free now for around a week.
I miss the feeling but I wanna be stronger than that.
This time I gonna win over you.
Even how sad I get and how dark my life gets.
It's time that I show who's the strongest.
Life sucks being transgender.. all that hate you get..
But at the same time its one of the best thing that has happened to me...
This is a wonderful journey.
And all of you that's part of this means a lot to me.
Thank you for being here!
So much have happened even without hormones...
The left picture is from when I started feeling transgender...
And the right is few days old.
If you read all this. i just want to tell you i love you.