Out of all people, I have to have a difficulty with socializing. I really hate it. Sometimes, I just want to be at home and watch tv while eating all the random pieces of food in our house. From every cake to every last piece of pickle.
But seriously, who ever invented the idea, that if you hang out with people you will become popular? Well who ever it was, must die. I just don't understand. I was so prepared. I came 2 hours early, and came with 400 rand. (For all Americans, Europeans and Englanders, 400 rand isn't an extreme amount of money)I planned what I was going to buy, but I ended up buying a lot more. Like a lip balm from lush that was 180 rand. And then food from Kauai and then airtime and then clothes from cotton on. It was so difficult. But the struggles are real.
Was that the only thing that went wrong today? No. not really. It was my two friends. Let's call them Katja and Jenna. They both are so close to eachother. And I have just begun to make friends with them. So, obviously it felt as if I was third wheeling. It was ruff. They kept making jokes about me, which weren't to mean. But inside, it still hurt. I know they were probably not meant, but I don't know. It really makes my self conscious sink. But not all went wrong. We ate popcorn, chilled in basements, set off alarms and hung out in lifts. Many times we were laughed at. And the alarm part? A whole different story. We went to the underground parking level to take selfies. They came out quite good 😂 But, without any warning or hint what so ever, we hear a loud ring. No hesitation, we spring from our feet and grab our stuff. We know we didn't do anything wrong, but we ran. And as we ran, step by step we thought the alarm was coming closer to us, even though that was physically impossible. I slammed my fingers onto the button that showed an arrow pointing up, and it wasn't long before one of the four doors began to open. We ran for it, hit ground floor and waited for the lift to launch. Before the doors were completely closed, I still noticed a group of people in a pick up truck heading towards us in their car. What they were doing? Not sure. I couldn't see to long. But what if the point of this story? Live while you are young and mess around before life's over.
Online me, heading offline xx