Hey friends! Hope you're having a great Monday! I'm having quite a bad day actually. Or both good and bad. Firstly I'm having a really annoying cold with fever and then I had to go to a doctor appointment this morning to check my hand that I've had problems with for soon 11 years. And the doctor decided to give me a cortisone injection, I've heard so many scary stories about them, that they are really painful, so I got really scared. Very chocked too, I had not expected to be taking that injection at all, lot alone today. I'm really scared of injections overall, and very easily faint... which I did today too after this injection. In three to four days the pain is suppose to cool off. So, I really can't wait for Friday cuz I don't know what to do with this pain in my hand.
The good news is that I'm featured in week 45's activities by the international bloggers here on Nouw! A very thankful moment of joy in my little bubble of pain here today! haha I think it's okey to feel a little blue from time to time, or rather, it's always okey to feel whatever you're feeling. It's time for society to burst the bubble of "perfection" and be honest about how we really feel.
To set an example, I'm taking premalex (a form of anti-depressiv pill) two weeks a month because of the heavy PMS I'm having. For years I've turned into someone I'm not during a period of two weeks a month. During that period I feel like shit, I cry myself to sleep and get mad at the people I love for no reason. It's weird how it affects the people I love the most, it's probably because I feel so comfortable around them. Either way, after trying everything possible, the doctor gave me premalex. And so far it has worked well for me. I can still feel blue, but not as deep. This pill cuts the edges away kind of. I've only tried it for two weeks though, going to start again in a week. If you would like I can write a review about Premalex in it's own post?
Okey that's enough feelings for today, for me. I think it's hard to open up like this. But I also think it's fucked up that I think it's hard... I mean we all have them: Feelings. Which is why I decided to write this!