WOHOO! We're in Slovakia!

This whole trip and week has been hella rough (I stepped on dogshit, lost my suitcase in Budapest ++), but we made it! Moved into a new apartment with three other girls and WOW the flat is huge! Can't wait to be all settled in and become more familiar with the city, really liking it so far!

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This jacket used to belong to my mom - note used to. I randomly found it while cleaning and snatched it right away hehe. My mom used to wear it in her early 30s, so this jacket is probably as old as me!

Took a couple pictures at a friends apartment. I'm still a little uncomfortable in front of the camera as I'm more used being behind it haha. I legit got scolded at for being so stiff and awkward.. Oh well


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Woah, its been a while! To be completely honest - I pretty much forgot that I had this blog. So much for trying to keep it updated eh? My last post was in November 2016 (where the fuck did the time go?!) so heres just a quick update on whats been going on.

First of all, I've been having a passive semester from uni so I went back home to Norway mid February. Life wasn't too exciting at that time. I worked a lot and also got a new job at a nursing home as an assistant. I was super nervous because it was my first time having direct contact with patients. The place I work at is a short-term stay for rehabilitation so we get patients coming straight from the hospital. It's so exciting! Fast forward to summer; I went to Greece with the family, it was really nice. Got TWO tattoos! They're quite small, but its still a pretty big deal for me. Will probably make a post about it later. After Greece I tried to transfer university, but in order to be able to transfer I had to take an entrance exam. It went well and I got accepted so next up on the agenda is to move from Hungary to Slovakia!


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Before starting this I just want to apologize beforehand, this is going to be one messy post. As I'm writing this its almost 4 am. I've had trouble sleeping the past couple weeks and I don't know why as I stopped taking naps during the day (you guys don't understand the love I got for naps). It bugs me so much that each night as I try to sleep, I keep having the same thoughts in my head;

I know that going to medical school should be tough, but these days it just makes me feel miserable. The thought of being a doctor both excite and scares the sh*t out of me. I mean, saving lives and helping people sounds absolutely marvelous, but I keep having those what ifs in my head. What if I'm not smart enough? What if I'm not strong enough? What if this wasn't really my thing? And as dumb as it sounds, I'm scared I'm going to be a disappointment to everyone I know. What if I won't even be able to finish? My mother often asks if I'm sure I want this and I always say yes because I can't really think of doing anything else, so I know for sure that this is what I would want to do. This probably doesn't even make sense, but what if??? I'm so f*cking scared.

Ever since the semester started, I've barely gone outside of my apartment - got to make those rent money's worth you know. Jokes aside, I've been awful at taking initiative to contact and making plans with my friends. Even when they message I wouldn't keep the conversation going as I normally would. Why? I don't even know myself. I have the greatest friends and I appreciate them so so much, but I don't know why I am like this.

I've never really had this conversation with anyone - mostly because I will joke it off if we even get into the topic. And if you're reading this - congrats on making it this far into this nonsense post! You are one patient human being.

I don't even know anymore. I feel like I'm a worthless piece of sh*t, but it's ok. This whole thing is just a big question mark for me as well.

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Eeeeek!

I cut my hair today! Its probably super duper uneven considering I did it myself, but whatever. I've been wanting to cut it shorter for quite some time now, but never had the courage to do so. I also just dyed it purple and was a little scared that if I cut it, it would be all dark again. But as for recently, my hair started to break off after all the bleaching and me not taking good enough care (ironically enough, I cut my hair with kitchen scissors which is actually pretty damaging for your hair) it did not look good at all. The left side of my hair had way less hair than my right side! The whole process was pretty spontaneous so I didn't think of taking any before pictures, sorry about that!


I need a crash course for how to pose for pictures. Also I feel very awkward posing in my bathroom with my camera set on self timer

Hope you all had a good day!

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Hi and welcome to my blog!

As this is my very first blogpost, I guess I should introduce myself. My name is (obviously) Anne Mai, Norwegian born and raised. My parents are from Vietnam. I currently live in Hungary for studies. This is actually my third time trying to blog - I could never keep my older ones updated and I don't even remember my password for the log in. The reason I want to start again is because I need something to ease my brain off and I feel like writing would do so. I will write in english, but as it is my second language I will most probably have some writing errors here and there, please bear with me!

I am not too sure what I will be writing about yet, as I all ever seem to do is to stay home and listen to sad music, but I'll figure something out!

Oh, I forgot to mention the most important parts! My favorite color is black (I got asked if I was emotionally ok once, because apparently I was wearing too much black. I mean what is even too much black?!) and I absolutely LOVE everything with melted cheese on. Is it socially acceptable to add an emoji heart on a blogpost? No? Ok.

Anyway, I'm super excited about this blog! Let's see how long I can keep this going.

Love,


Anne


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