These past 2 weeks has been hell on earth, my biggest fear has came my reality on Friday October the 14th I received a call my dad had passed away , the amount of hurt and confusion I felt and still feel is a pain I can't describe I am so lucky for my friends my family and my boyfriend for the amount of support I have . Death is not an easy thing for anyone to deal with or something easy to get over - if you ever get over it. But, what I will keep in mind and keep with me until the end of time is how great my father knew I could be and how happy he wanted me to be so that is what I will strive to do. I got the news the same day I did my first blog post and it just froze me because I lost faith in the world, in god, in positive energy, and in my dreams. After spending time praying I realized that everything happens for a reason. Road blocks and what seems like the end of the world will come your way but the key is to remain calm and positive and don't stop, just go harder and make a promise to yourself and everyone you love that you will not give up no matter how little or how big whatever it is your working on. Keep going. We've all been through a lot and we've all felt like giving up and even stopped at stopped at some point, but you can and you will succeed. Never give up NO MATTER WHAT, when it seems like it's over it's just getting started , the fuel that my father has giving me is amazing and I'm so ready to work harder then I ever have and I'm glad you get to witness and share my journey right here , and I hope when you're reading this you know you're not the only one and giving up is never an option and there's no where to go but up. You control your energy and your mind. We're put here to be phenomenal ❤️ and that's exactly what we will be.