Right now, millions of mice, rats, rabbits, primates, cats, dogs, and other animals are locked inside cold, barren cages in laboratories across the country. They languish in pain, ache with loneliness, and long to roam free and use their minds. Instead, all they can do is sit and wait in fear of the next terrifying and painful procedure that will be performed on them. The stress, sterility and boredom causes some animals to develop neurotic behaviors such incessantly spinning in circles, rocking back and forth and even pulling out their own hair and biting their own skin.  They shake and cower in fear whenever someone walks past their cages and their blood pressure spikes drastically. After enduring lives of pain, loneliness and terror, almost all of them will be killed. This is supposed to introduce the topic without taking sides, but this is sadly what animal testing has become.

A lot of medical steps for wards has happened through the years thanks to animal testing, and the outcome has both helped humans and animals. But besides that we have made a lot of medical wonders,animal testing is still used for example cosmetics which isn't very important (even if some people think so).

During the experiments is the animals often suffering in tiny cages with old water and disgusting food. There is also very many ways to experiment without animals, so there is no need for using it any more.

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​Guess what? I'm really sick with a bad fever and a throat hurting as hell. 

Yesterday, my throat was starting to hurt and I "finally" got a fever during the night. Its awful! I feel dizzy and everything is giving me a headache. Just watching tv or watching any type of screen is really hard. Writing this is really tough, hopefully, I will be able to write what I want said in this post. 

I had a really hard time falling asleep, only to later on wake up at 3 a.m. I almost couldn't stand up, and walking down to my parents was almost impossible. In general, it was an awful night. 

This has also made my depression even worse and my thoughts about death is just getting worse. What I´m I supposed to do? 

I would write more but my headache is just getting worse, but I will try to write later.




I'm going to bed now.

Just so you know.

No nightmares pls




Hello my fellow humans

As said, I used to own two pet rats named Link and Ludde. They were my everything and I loved them very much. Sadly, they passed away this summer. I will probably write a lot about them on this blog, so you will have time to get to know them. But for now, here is some pictures ;)



Death - “the act of dying; the end of life; the total and permanent cessation ofall the vital

functions of an organism.”

Death is probably what scares me the most in this world. To slowly grow old, to later on "disappear". While the world goes on, and turn into something that I will never get to see. Remember those who died in such 1800s, they never got to see how far we have gotten and all wonderful we have made.

That I one day disappear, cease to exist and stop thinking, are among the worst ideas I have in a day. I can not escape them. In over a week, it has haunted me and I can not take it anymore, it's terrible.

One question I always ask myself is whether there is life after death. Im is not a believer, but I don't say that there isn't something out there. I even hope for it, even though I don't know why.

These thoughts scare me every day and gives me "uncomfortable" feelings in my whole body, even though my life hasn't begun yet.

What should I do?