Have you ever wondered if you're standing between 2 options in which both of them are "a must"?
My life is actually standing between both of them. I'm a student yet an athlete at the same time. People sometimes ask like "How can u manage ur time between studying and practicing?" "How can u manage to get good scores and complete those projects on time?". Well, to be honest, living a life as two is so freaking hard. Since both of it are my priorities. It's tiring when I came back from my training place which is in Pluit at 9:30 p.m. and having a biology/chem/physics/ science maths in the next day and also projects at the same time.
Lack of sleep is also a friend of mine. I got back from training place at 9:30 and came back home somewhere around 10. Then tidy up and stuffs till like 10:30 and finally start studying and did things for the next day. Probably it took me 3 hours to study for bio and 1 hour for doing projects. Not thinking about the homework since I can copy from my friends or I finish those in class. I only got 3-5 hours of sleep per day which is making me sleepy at most times.
What I'm confused with is, why do people always complained that my life is better than theirs? Is it only bcs of them looking at me travelling worldwide for comps? Have they ever wondered how tiring my life is on each days? :)
- nadya -