Well, it has been awhile hasn't it? I guess I should tell you about what has happened in my life since I last made an apperance on this blog. i've found a new best friend called Jacob, who I have the privilege of being able to call my boyfriend. he's wonderful and treat me better than anyone ever has. He makes me laugh, feel loved and all things in between and im soo grateful for having that bundle of joy in my life. After a few years of suffering with mental illness and just being sad all the time, to have come to this point of just genuine happiness is an amazing feeling. Even though I know that I will drop down to that point again and probably not be with him forever,but at the moment I will saviour the time we get to spend togheter.
I Love him, I do. But my mind can't do anything else but to overthink and convince me not to trust him, even though I know I can. Which is sad to be honest, but I've tried to trust him more.
I took this picture on a sad evening in December and I remember it being so peaceful and quiet out there. A thousand thoughts of things that made me sad came that day but I didnt know what to do to feel somewhat happy. But now I do have that amazing thing in my life and I think you know who.
Goodbye for now xx