Whenever I feel sad or anything that could drag me down I am more like a dog than a human being. I need to get out! It is not some weird kind of motionrelated obsession as it´s more of a soothing and warming feeliing to be surrounded by natures power. If it is some higher force giving it its incredible power or if it´s just me who is really drawn by its beauty. My relationsip with nature has changed throughout my intire life. As a child I would always play outside, I would run and hike the highest mountains with my parents. I would run, jump, hide and seek. I would be so knitted into nature I would´t possibly want to stop playing around. Well then my teenage years it was not so appealing to be out and about anymore. Lazy bugger... But I found my passion aagain and combined it with my love for taking pictures.

Yesterday I had an very interesting talk with this really lovely woman, who incouraged me to so many things and inspired me to actively hunt for motives and even if I have just my IPhones´camera. The bigger significance lies in what I want to say when I take a picture of one of my natures discoveries. Even stronger significance it has how I felt duriing the picture process. Including all these attributes into what she was forwarding to me, was so important and I got to see things differernt. She is truely inspiring and in general a really good rolemodel I feel. It arrose questions which I was more likely to think about all of a sudden...

Am I there yet? Am I at my goal where I wanted to be right now being outside? Have I arrived or did I even seek for anything?

What for some people might be a bag of stones and ice a slight glimpse of the horizion which could be the ocean, speaks pure power to me. Peace, power and an undescribable gigantic force with is yet undiscovered. It was good I went out that day for a walk and picture spree. I was preparing myself for one of the most airy and emotional moments to come in my life. It gave me strength from within that day and I am so thankful and blessed to were able to live this particular moments.

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When I decided to get up today, I did not really intend to make the effort of being super motivated and incredibly productive. I wish I had more days like this where I just get outta bed and jumpstart my day as good as possible. Anyways I got up, caught my bus, went off almost missed my connection bus to my beloved nowhere, where I am currently living. It is not easy to commit to commuting while you have to juggle both two cities as well as work and education.

Actually right now I am procrastinating. I should be studying physics and preparing myself for the upcoming week which envolves traveling back to Gothenburg on either Wednesday or Thursday, going to college class on monday morning at 7.00, attening my uni classes in portugese at 13.30, working Thursday and packing for almost a whole week. When you are living kinda here and there you don´t really have the chance to settle down and give yourself some rest. You never know where all your things are and you certainly never have a single clue what´s gonna happen next week. If there is an appoinment to fit in - well good luck! But even if it´s busy and tough, I wouldn´t want it any other way at the moment.

When it gets tough I have the Imagine Dragons song "Whatever it takes" in my mind. I love the adrenaline rush off getting things done and achieving my goal.

Guess I should get back to physics. All the credits to my austrian physicsteacher... I don´t know a single sh**. I will get started then.

Stay motivated, cause it´s FRIYAY!

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