Whenever I feel sad or anything that could drag me down I am more like a dog than a human being. I need to get out! It is not some weird kind of motionrelated obsession as it´s more of a soothing and warming feeliing to be surrounded by natures power. If it is some higher force giving it its incredible power or if it´s just me who is really drawn by its beauty. My relationsip with nature has changed throughout my intire life. As a child I would always play outside, I would run and hike the highest mountains with my parents. I would run, jump, hide and seek. I would be so knitted into nature I would´t possibly want to stop playing around. Well then my teenage years it was not so appealing to be out and about anymore. Lazy bugger... But I found my passion aagain and combined it with my love for taking pictures.
Yesterday I had an very interesting talk with this really lovely woman, who incouraged me to so many things and inspired me to actively hunt for motives and even if I have just my IPhones´camera. The bigger significance lies in what I want to say when I take a picture of one of my natures discoveries. Even stronger significance it has how I felt duriing the picture process. Including all these attributes into what she was forwarding to me, was so important and I got to see things differernt. She is truely inspiring and in general a really good rolemodel I feel. It arrose questions which I was more likely to think about all of a sudden...
Am I there yet? Am I at my goal where I wanted to be right now being outside? Have I arrived or did I even seek for anything?
What for some people might be a bag of stones and ice a slight glimpse of the horizion which could be the ocean, speaks pure power to me. Peace, power and an undescribable gigantic force with is yet undiscovered. It was good I went out that day for a walk and picture spree. I was preparing myself for one of the most airy and emotional moments to come in my life. It gave me strength from within that day and I am so thankful and blessed to were able to live this particular moments.