Feelings are a very difficult thing to talk about and deal with. It is so easy to just push aside your feelings and try to hide everything with a front. But in the end it only ends up hurting us, and never really fixes the problem if there is one. I…

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I feel like as of late my life has revolved around mistakes. My mistakes and the mistakes of others. Things like getting on a train, getting in a car I shouldn't have, riding the bus with the right person, have all been mistakes. Now don't get me wr…

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Shit. Shit. Shit. Do you ever have moments where you realized that things are way different than what you thought? Today I realized just how deep I was with this guy. The crazy part is I willingly walked into this. I willingly opened myself up and a…

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I have had a huge wake up call. This past month or so has been tough, I don't even know where to start. I've written about the passing of my friend, and everything else going on. And as much as I've said I'm okay, the truth is I'm not okay. I'm far …

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It hurts because everything was a lie. What's worse is I think I'd rather live a twisted lie with you than without you. You left me empty and lonely, sometimes I even wish you had never came into my life. I beg God to erase any trace of your touch, …

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I hadn't had a night like this in a very long time. Loneliness hadn't hit me like it did tonight. I am no one's favorite, or first choice, shit I don't think I'm even someone's second choice. I have no one I can really turn to, not close with friend…

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There's nothing and I mean NOTHING like the feeling of finally getting something off your chest. Because of the fact that I don't talk much about my deep-rooted problems, I write. It's a way for me to open up, to get things off my chest, and to be a…

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May. May has 31 days, only 14 have passed, how much worse could it get? I think this month has tried me in ways I hadn't experienced in a long time. Death has swamped this month, both figuratively and literally. It has tainted this month for me in s…

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There are moments in my life where I get so terribly sad. There is a weight and ache to my chest, I feel so old and tired, the air suddenly becomes so thick and I can hardly breathe. It's at this moment that I feel so alone, terribly alone and frank…

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I am 21 years old, I am an adult in all aspects, I am allowed to vote, drink, drive, have credit (which we all know is the most adult thing ever), and play games online without my parents permission. Even so, there are a few things which I may or ma…

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