So the Wednesday have come and we're in the middle of the week. I still want it to be weekend already, but not yet. Have to take a deep breath and get through these days first. It's real struggle but it has to be done.
Yesterday we had dinner in a Japanese place, I wasn't too impressed by the food but the wine was good :) A bit too good to be honest and today I have a hell of a hangover. Woke up this morning feeling like a piece of shit and soooo didn't want to leave the bed. It took me way too long to get out of the freaking bed. But eventually I did it and now I'm sitting in the office. Wohoo! Not! :p A lot of times it feels like a waste of time sitting here. Wish I could have the concentration to read a book or study something, but can't be still and focus for that long :S But it gives me time to play around with the blog at least :D
Going out for dinner tonight again, hope the food will be better though. If not, I'll probably cry. And I don't think I will have any alcohol tonight. Don't know if I can cope with another days hangover and then I'll probably be hungover as shit on Saturday. Haha! The no alcohol went well for a 15 days and then I got back on it.
For the sleeping pills part I failed and had a relapse a couple of days, but yesterday I skipped them again. So I will try to stay on this path and not go back to them. But it's hard when you're not allowed to sleep at all and also have people disturbing you during the nights. What happened with privacy?
Alright, going to focus a bit on work now. Or maybe just do something else? Will add in two old pics from this summer. Was supposed to post them earlier but it didn't happen, so here they come now!
And to you: I miss you. A lot! But you're confusing me so much. So, so much! <3