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Hey guys! So today my second wig arrived in the mail. This one I ordered from TrendyWigs, a site I found on Instagram. It was a sort of a spur of the moment buy, because it was on sale. And I had Andres on the phone cheering me on. Aaaaand there was a discount code, in other words I just had to.

The wig extended my expectations, it's sooo soft, so so pretty, and it smells of lavender.

The wig came with :
A wig brush
Two wig caps one "skin coloured" and one black
Bobby pins
A hairnet
A little pocket of lavender

Unboxing the wig

The wig is very long so I decided to trim it a bit, to make it more natural. I also sprayed on some dry shampoo to get rid of some of the shininess. But like I said before I'm in love with this wig. It's perfect! I think I sat in front of the mirror for a good twenty minutes. 🙈

I feel so ethereal and badass at the same time, wearing it. I'm getting closer to my space fairy image. 😂

See you soon xx 🖖🏽

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Two weeks of this year has already gone by and I think it's time for a plan. I need a goal, a game plan for this year. Something to look forward to. But I have no idea where to start. Because most of the things I've changed and planned for, are ongoing things. Like drink more water, taking care of my skin and hair and to eat better. I think I need a goal oriented plan, otherwise I risk ending up in my typical nihilistic state of mind.
It feels like my life is a sandbox game (come The Sims) at the moment, but I need it to be more of a mission based game. I do have a plan for my life, I've got several versions, but they're all so big. I want smaller ones, goals that I can reach within a couple of months. Maybe I should have a small goal for every month, to stay motivated and excited about life in general.
I like freedom and the fact that I'm not bound to anything, but it's also scary to have soooo many options. I guess I need my life to at least have a few fixed points to feel my best.

Ugh I feel like I go on about these sort of things too often, but I guess that's just a part of my personality to feel this way. I need to get me life straight!

Waiting on the train pic

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So it's already been a year huh...
2016 was a year of highs and lows. I've laughed a lot but I've also cried like crazy. I've made new friends and lost a few. I feel like I did a lot this year but somehow I ended up on square one.

2016 is the first time, in a couple of years, that ended on a bad note. But hey when you've reached bottom then the only way is up!

I'm so lost in my life so I actually have no idea what's going to happen next year.
But my plan is to get rid of a lot of old, to make room for the new. I want to make money and focus on myself. I'm not going to let the boys get to my head too much, fuck em! 😂
I want to be awesome so that's what I'm going to work on this year!

2016 In Pictures

January
Got dumped
Got "reunited"
Spend a lot of time with mom and grandpa
Went to Copenhagen
Danced a lot

February ❤️
Amsterdam
Birthday
First Valentine's Day celebrated
Edinburgh

March
Pretty much just prepared myself for Paris

April
PARIS!!
Met Andres
Start of EF
Met the Scandinavian girls
Saw PSG
Cannes, Monaco, Nice + Saint Tropez

May
Met Aluna from AlunaGeorge
One of the best nights out
One of the most boring nights out
Befriended Jiwon, Gyuna + Marivan

June
Jiwon's birthday
Last month school was fun 😂
Moms visit
Versailles
The Danes left 😞

July
Pride
Home
Coldplay in Copenhagen
Beyoncé in Glasgow
My darling Isis
Rihanna in Paris
Boat party

August
Last month in Paris
Marivan's shitty birthday 😂
My last two weeks in school
Héritage

September
Graduation 🎓
Sad goodbye's (see you soon's)
Back home
Back to work
Roses from the wanker 😉
So much shit and misery
Got my new phone
New piercings

October
Stockholm
Started tinder again...
Met O
Halloween

November
Melanie Martinez in Copenhagen
Mah wig!
Got tattooed
Grandpas birthday
Got a baby brother

December
Slowly started to get my life back on track
My room makeover properly began
Met the Icelandic dude
Annual Christmas baking with Louise
Nailed my Christmas gift for Isis
Christmas

And that's 2016 for yah

See you next year xx

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So I've promised myself not to shop this month but I did quite a lot last month. And some in late November. And because it was the holidays the shipping has taken longer than usual. And there's still stuff on the way.

New in Clothes

ASOS

Gamiss

Monki

H&M

New in stuff

ASOS

Have a good one xx

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Thursday 5th January
Today was a really busy day. But I like busy, so I'm not complaining.
Yesterday an other store (same company) called me, asking if I wanted to work a shift. I didn't want to do it because it's outside of Lund (approx and hour away) and I had to take a buss + train to get there. And because it was a early shift that meant that I had to get up at 05.30. But I agreed because I need the money and you never know when an other shift will come up.

I couldn't sleep at all that night of course. But when the alarm went I was surprised to find that I wasn't that tired. So I went up made breakfast, and then I made some tea to go. Everything was working as planned and I was on time. Until the fucking train decided to stop at Malmö Central fir fifteen minutes longer. That meant that I would miss the buss and that I would probably be there 5 min too late. I was freaking out. I would make an awful impression.
When I finally arrived in Lund I basically ran off the train to get to my buss.

The drama didn't stop there. Where the fuck is the buss station for my buss!? I ran around asking five people and nobody knew. If i was freaking out before that was nothing in comparison to what I was feeling now. I frantically looked at my phone, searching for others ways to get there. There were three different busses that went there. I decided on one and I kid you not, the same second I looked up from my phone the buss came across the street. So I ran as fast as I could, and I caught it before it left. The buss driver was really nice to me he gave me a discounted ticket. Don't ask me why.

I finally arrived at the mall eight minutes late. I apologised immensely and they said that it was okay since it was my first time. But I still felt like shit.

The shift was a six hour one and because it was a early one, it went by like a breeze. I only had a 30 min break so I decided to have coffee instead of lunch. When I looked at my phone I noticed that I had a missed call from my "home store". I called them up and they gave me a shift for later that evening. I figured why not, I'm already up and working so.

Freezing to death on the platform

After my first shift, mom called and asked if I wanted to join her and a mutual friend for coffee. As I had an hour to spare I went. It was nice to sit and chat for a bit over a cuppa. And by this time my tiredness slowly came lingering. But I had four more hours of work so I had to pull it together. Haha I barely managed. Thank god that I was put on the till that's a little more secluded. By the third hour I thought I was going to die. I was starving and exhausted.

So I did what I always do, I counted the money I was making. It made it a bit easier.

Getting ready for the cold

After work it was time to get ready for a dinner with friends. A friend of ours I visiting from Stockholm. So she invited us and some of her friends for dinner at a place called "Möllans Bar". By that time I was in full zombie mode. But I pulled though. I barely talked for the first hour but after eating I came back alive. I had a great time and the food was good.

Yum

Ylva; the friend from Stockholm, sat down and talked to me about leaving this city. That I have to go out and travel the world, and that I shouldn't waste time on boys. Just live my life and find my way along the way. Haha she harshly said that I was wasting my life staying here. Which is the truth. But I don't know what to do or where to go. Ugh I need to get my life straight. 2017 has to be the year of me.
I'm going to look up the Hawaii thing.

When I got home I stayed up until 02.30 to talk to J aka the ghost from 2015. Haha he was before the blog so you don't know him. Don't worry you're not missing anything. 😂

See you soon xx

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I couldn't stand the thought of being here over my birthday, especially since all of my friends are in different places. So I asked my darling Andres if I could stay at his place if I came to visit him in Paris. He said obvi. So I just booked my tickets!!! I'm so excited it's going to be an awesome weekend! I have to save up some money so I can party like there's no tomorrow!!
Coco might be coming as well which would be even more fun. My birthday is going to be royal!

Paris

See you soon xx

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I'm feeling optimistic for the first time in a while! Since December I've started to make a couple of changes in my life. I'm a bit of a hoarder, I put value in pretty much everything. I think it has to do with my need to remember everything.
But I've recently started watching, minimalist lifestyle videos on YouTube and I must've been inspired. I'm not saying that I'm becoming a minimalist myself, that'll never happen, but I have been getting rid of a lot of stuff that I wouldn't even think of disposing before. The scary part is that I'm not even effected by it. I don't feel anything at all actually. Weird.

I've done a lot of changes to my room, like getting rid of most of my posters. I've giving both my desk and one of my bookcases a makeover. I've bought new art prints, two lamps and plants.

I've also cleaned out my closet (cue Eminem song). Clearing away all the clothes, that aren't my style anymore, that didn't fit me and the stuff that I had to fix but haven't in years. Yeah that's right years. Just a couple of months ago that would've been sooo hard for me to do, because I thought like a hoarder. "Maybe I need to dress like a pirate", " I could totally make a skirt of that fabric" , "But I just bought that not too long ago" "Maybe I want to wear green pants at some point in my life." Haha it's ridiculous but that was my thought process. I still have a lot of clothes, and I still want more but it felt really good disposing a quarter of it.

I've also begun taking care of myself, slowly but surely. I started off with my hair, doing a hair routine to really take care of it. I want it to grow long and healthy! I've also started to drink more water, I drink about 2 litres a day. And I use coconut oil for pretty much everything.

I still have a long way to go to become awesome me, but at least I'm working on it!




Have a good one xx

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So New Years was pretty low-key this year. I celebrated with a couple of friends and mum. We ordered catering so that we wouldn't have to cook. It was a really nice evening a real girls night. That ended with us dancing in the living room.

I went all in with my New Years outfit, but I forgot to take pictures. Sorry. My makeup and styling was inspired by my old Bratz Funky Makeover doll. I even used the glitter from the actual doll, I found it lying around in a box, and just had to use it. Did any of you guys play with those? I was obsessed with mine, I remember asking my mom to do my hair like the dolls, one day before school. Haha I was so proud that whole day. Isn't kinda weird though that, that's pretty much what all those Instagram girls look like now, like a Bratz doll. Haha maybe we're all programmed since we were kids by "Mattel TM" . I wonder if Kylie played with Bratz dolls. Hmm.... Anyways I think I looked cute. You can't tell from the picture but my hair is covered In glitter, especially in my parting. I wore teal eyeliner (kinda like a peacock) to match my sequin skirt. The top I'm wearing is from ASOS.

I couldn't find a picture of the Yasmin one that I actually had.

Pictures from the evening/night

Have a good one xx

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Okay so I was supposed to post a review of 2016. I have made most of it, but most of my photos from this summer, are on my computer. I don't have wifi home, just the 4G on my phone. So I usually go to the library for big uploads, but it was closed yesterday and it's closed today. But I promise the post will be up very soon, probably tomorrow.

I hope you guys had an awesome New Years, mine was great. I'll write about it later, now I'm going to do some "spring cleaning".

Have a good one xx

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