Im closing my blog because of the negativity and gossip from other people. I don't know why someone would read about my life that doesn't know me or have anything to do with me and then gossip about it to other people. That's just really low.

I do appreciate the positive feedback people are giving me, and I hate that I have to give up something I love to do, which is writing.

Sometimes people shut down someone else's life because of jealousy and that is okey. I don't believe I'm better than anyone else or trying to show of my life because that's not who I am as a person. Those who know me knows I'm really down to earth, a great thinker and reflected of life. I usually don't care what people are saying about me, because people that talk behind my back is already behind.

I love helping other people by giving advices and I feel like telling about myself and my life helps other people. And I appreciate it so much when people ask me questions about anything in life that they need help with. But it's ending here. My life revolves around someone elses life which are way more important than mine.

So I'm gonna give up my life for someone else and I hope they can be happy again. Because life is about making other people happy. 

You can still follow my instagram story, which I will be updating more due to closing everything I worked with for the last year. 

The end and thank you for following.


-L

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It's not weird that I miss New York right now. It's been a crappy summer and comparing it to last summer is completely impossible. I actually miss the humid weather, the heatwaves and the broken air condition in Queens. I just miss it all.

Here I am, almost 7 months pregnant, back pains, struggling to move and walk, just sitting in a small town nobody even heard of waiting for my baby girl to come. I know it's gonna be worth it in the end. And I can't wait till we are sitting on a plane to NYC and I can show her the city and her dad.

The summer is almost over and I'm kind of glad, it means less time until I see my baby, our beautiful baby girl.

I keep picturing her in my head, how she's gonna look. Like me or mostly like her father, or maybe a little bit of both. At least she is going to be mixed, but I have a strong feeling she'll look more like Marley.





Next week my cousin and her family are staying for a few days, so I have been cleaning the apartment today with great help from my mom.

I can't wait until tomorrow lol my mom is gonna test drive this car so I'll meet her for lunch in town. Sounds really exciting, being ironic, but that is the most exciting thing that has happened in weeks.

With all this time I have you should think I get a lot done, think again, I'm the worlds slowest person right now and it's not even on purpose.

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A while back my dad gave me a Canon G12 camera. I haven't really used it yet, but I woke up early today and the weather is nice so I decided to try.

There is no filter on the pictures now and I think they look pretty good. I'm not very good at taking pictures of nature (maybe because I'm not a nature person) but with practice I'm sure I can be good at that too. After all, my backyard is a god damn forest.

There were so many bugs in the woods that when I came out of there I had a few flies and ants stuck on me, yuck! Guess who's gonna take a shower?

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Two weeks off of everything in life. I don't know what's wrong, but I'm feeling so tired and uninspired that I want to lay in bed all day and go out when I'm about to give birth. The weather is really crappy, rain for weeks. I have no inspiration to work on my blog or instagram even though I have 1000 ideas. It's like I don't care about the surroundings anymore. I really have to clean the house, but I just can't seem to find any energy.

Yesterday I was at my second meeting with my midwife. The baby is growing as she should and she is getting bigger. It's such a relief to know that everything is okey. I was at my doctors today and all the tests I took were fine. I am so happy.
I also met up with an old colleague for lunch, which was so nice. I love to catch up, even after years.

It's late night again, but I'm just glad I don't have to get up early tomorrow. It's pouring rain outside and my baby is doing her gymnastics. I probably have to go to the bathroom any second which makes this a perfectly normal night.
The iron in my blood levels are still low, that's why I'm tired. I guess this town in general is making me uninspired.

I got this shirt from Rebellious Fashion, and I absolutely love it! I need shirts like this in my life, especially when I'm breastfeeding. The weird thing about me is that I plan everything, and I usually get things done months before they has to be done. Like I'm already planning my fall and winter wardrobe, I'm really excited for my daughter to be here and to wear jeans again. I have so many plans for me and her, things I want to do with her and travel with her. And to show her New York! I can't believe she's half American/half Norwegian and I think that is the best combination because both countries are very powerful and rich.

This is my new craving. Akai bowl. Every ingredient is ecological and vegan so it's super healthy. Low on fat and sugar. It tastes like a smoothie, and I love smoothies.

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I decided to move into my own place this week. Even though it's kind of scary to be alone, it's also very nice to have my own place.

Today I slept a little longer, woke up and made breakfast. I cleaned up a little round the apartment. I baked bread and took a bath while I was waiting for the bread to get ready.

I feel like I don't have to much to do around the house, but I've been feeling extremely tired this week so I have been sleeping after dinner almost every day.

I feel like time is not moving at all since I came here, but I've been here almost three weeks now. So time do moves. I'm tired of this rainy weather now, I can't breathe when the air is humid. I can't wait for the fall to begin.
Till my baby girl is here and we can do a lot of fun stuff. It's getting closer and she's so active and enjoys when I'm singing and dancing.

Look at all her clothes 😍 so in love with every piece she's gotten until now! I'm longing for the days she's in my arms and we can cuddle all day.


-L

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It feels like I'll never get done with the apartment, but I'm slowly getting there. Today I hung up this picture, I absolutely love it! Brings back good memories seeing it on the map.

And my dining table came. It looks so nice in the kitchen area. I just have to find chairs that go with it!

What's left now is a washing machine. And I have to paint my nightstands. Which I was disappointed that I could not do now while I'm pregnant because of the chemicals. Bummer!

I'm just enjoying my days, but I'm still trying to fix everything from paperwork to apartment stuff and I got so many things on my mind I just started to cry yesterday and it felt like I could not stop.
I honestly wish things were easier, or automatic but it's not. One thing at the time, even though I know I have to spend tomorrow calling different people and places and I'm not the phone talking kind of person. Well it has to be done...

It's so weird to have a home, I can't remember the last time I felt like home. Every place I've lived the last few years only felt like a stop station for the next destination. I still don't feel like home, but I just have this weird thought that I don't belong anywhere. Hopefully this feeling will change.


-L

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I'm in love with both! So hard to choose. Both are from
Jollyroom 😊 The brown one is Hauck King Air, and the beige one is Petite Chèrie Heritage.
What to pick?

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It's summer up north! And I mean really heat. Today I went to the apartment. I have nothing against the sun or the warm weather it's just that everything doubles up when you're pregnant, at least for me. I get to warm to fast, I need to walk really slow so my feet doesn't get to swollen. And I spend 50 minutes walking a distance that usually takes 20. I'm glad I can take my time and don't stress.

Today I hung this wall piece over my bed. And I'm not gonna go into how hard it was to stick it on the wall when all the letters didn't want to cooperate. I probably spent an hour doing that, but I think it looks cool.

I still can't believe how lucky I got with the apartment. Every time I'm up there I just sit on the couch and think 'This is too big for me'
All of it feels so surreal, that I actually live here now. I had the apartment for a week but I still haven't slept in it yet. I'm not used to living alone anymore. The last time I lived all by myself must have been in 2010, so a few years ago lol...

I'm just happy the baby will be here in a few months so I can fill my days with meaningful stuff. This town is incredible boring always was, will always be.
There are so much emotions being back here, because it feels like I've experienced so much since I last lived here, but the people here are all the same.
Well, I'm gonna go into it later...

Look at that cute little romper I got from Catpapa! My little girl will look beautiful in it. I'm just imagining her wearing it with her black curly hair, big brown eyes and her caramel skin😍

Up north we have midnight sun, which means the sun sets around midnight, but it never really gets dark. And this means that I once again have to get used to the changes. Honestly haven't slept since I came here.



-L

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Hey guys.
I woke up early yesterday and went straight to my apartment to finish the last piece of the unpacking. My bedroom is almost done, I just need a dresser or a shelf to put the small things in. And I also got the wall piece yesterday I noticed, but I guess I'll hang that up tomorrow.

The baby's room is also almost done, I just need a dresser in there too for her small clothes.

Look how cute! I'm so glad I went for a colorful safari team. And I still got a few stuff waiting for me in the mail. I'm not usually a colorful type of person, but I just think kids should have colors in their life to stimulate and educate their minds.
The mobile on the crib has lights and 26 different melodies and it's ridiculously cute!

On the shelf is a book about Trolls, an elephant, a rattle, cards with sweet words and a baby figurine.
I have more toys in the closet, I know it's still early but at least I'll be ready!

Today I met my midwife for the first time, such a lovely lady, very helpful. What I like about Norway is that every doctors appointment related to pregnancy is free. And I don't think anyone knows how lucky we are to have that entitled. In other countries having a baby is so expensive!

Anyways, everything is fine with the baby. She's active and moving a lot, and growing in a healthy way.

I feel when I'm completely done with the apartment I will update my social media more. It's been like a little break because I haven't had time to take any pictures.
I also got a new camera, just waiting for my eye-fi card. I promise to update more.


-L

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