Well one thing is for sure, I am not the same person I was a month ago because I am trying to change alot of things in my life right now. I am trying to become a better me, and by that I don't mean someone who is going to be kind to everyone or anything like that, I mean I am going to become a person that I am happy being with. I am going to focus more on myself and not on other people and trying to make everyone else happy except for myself. The old me has to go. I want to become stronger so when I say NO to something then it is a NO. I want to get rid of fake people, so from now on if someone is not making me happy then that person has to go, no matter who it is. But on the other hand I am going to try to have as much fun as possible while getting rid of toxic people and holding on to the precious ones in my life.

"Every story I create, creates me. I write to create myself." - Octavia E. Butler

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The Cabin in the Woods

The Conjuring

Drag Me to Hell


American Mary

Would You Rather


The Shrine

The Babadook



Dear John

P.S. I Love You

The Fault in Our Stars

The Notebook


A Walk to Remember

Before Sunset

50 First Dates

The Last Song

Love Actually


The Hot Chick

Rush Hour

White Chicks

The Hangover

Liar Liar

Role Models

Forgetting Sarah Marshall



Bad Teacher



Fast and Furious

Die Hard

The Dark Knight


Men in Black

The Purge


The Amazing Spider-Man

Man of Steel



“Don't think there are no second chances. Life always offers you a SECOND CHANCE...It's called TOMORROW”

- Nicholas Sparks



I have been thinking a lot about some things and it is easier for me to just share my thoughts with others than to keep them for myself. I had many people in my life that were not good for me but I could never let them go no matter how bad they were. I guess that I learned a few things over these couple of months, and that is, just let them go. Let go of negative people in your life, you will find other people who will be there for you in good and bad, who will see you at your worst and still stay, who will not go talk shit behind your back, you will find amazing people, but first you have to let go of those negative ones. Person who can change all of that is you, you have the control of your own life, just like I did but it took me some time to understand that. I decided that I am never going to try to keep someone in my life, if they don't want to be there, I mean what is the point with trying to keep them then? I am just going to lose my time while trying to keep them in my life. It might hurt when they leave but as they say, after rainy days, a rainbow comes.

Holding on is believing that there’s a past; letting go is knowing that there’s a future.

—Daphne Rose Kingma




I don't know where to begin? Maybe from the begining... Fashion show was an amazing experience for me, I had a great time and I met some amazing people there, so that is briefly about that occasion. My summer was supposed to be spent in Finland but my mom bought me a ticket for Bosnia so I took the first airplane and voilá I was in Bosnia. I met all of my friends and family there so that was a week that I will never forget. I met my cousin for the first time in my life since I have not been in my hometown for 9 years, and finally the thing that I was most happy about was that I was at my dad's grave for the first time in 9 years. So it was a time for me to come back to reality so I came back to Finland and moved into another city with my best friend and I started to study for a social worker. I always knew that I wanted to work with people and to help them so after these three and a half years I will be able to actually make my dream come true.

''A healthy attitude is contagious but don't wait to catch it from others. Be a carrier. ''

-Tom Stoppard 




I have not been writing so much about who I am and what I do. I work in a second shop which is more an charity organisation because this shop is supporting children with education in India, Haiti, Lithuania, Latvia, and we have small projects e.g. we have sent a big truck full of clothes and other stuff to Ukraina. I love my job even though it is not paid much and I get so tired every day, but it is all for a good cause. Every year in this small town we have a carnival and on that carnival there is a fashion show and this year I get to be a model for the shop I work for. Last year people said that we had the best clothes and I am sure we will win that title this year also, because I have seen the clothes and everything looks amazing. I just hope I don't trip and fall as I walk. I will write more about this after the show. Wish me a good luck.

“There is no exercise better for the heart than reaching down and lifting people up.”

-John Holmes




1. I give random compliments to people I know but mostly to those who I don't know

2. I love kind people

3. I love meeting new people

4. I hate racism

5. I work for a charity organization

6. I am a good listener

7. I like to get to know other cultures

8. I like reading

9. I am not really a party type

10. I am 160 cm

“You’ll never know who you are unless you shed who you pretend to be.”

Vironika Tugaleva



To you... the one reading this. I know you feel lonely from time to time, sometimes you like that loneliness but sometimes it turns into sadness. I know you distance yourself from people because they disappoint you, but don't let them do that to you. You are way more important to yourself than what other people are, so take care of yourself in the best possible way you can, because in the end you just have you. You were born alone and you will die alone so you might as well spend your life loving yourself. If people make you sad and you fall into darkness, pull yourself out of there, you don't need light in the dark because you can be your own flashlight. Put yourself first, love yourself enough so that no matter what people do, they can't harm you. When you love yourself, everything else falls into it's place, because you stop caring about people's opinions and they can't make you sad. People will try to harm you even more if they see they can. so don't show them even if you are hurting because some people build their own happiness on other people's sadness. Don't give thm that satisfaction. People will respect you way more if you have an attitude by that I don't mean you have to go and be mean to other people, I mean you have to stand up for yourself because no one else will do it for you. Be your own number 1, so if everyone else leaves you, you will still have your number 1. Just be kind to yourself and love yourself, and trust me those BIG negative things in your life will turn into small, not that much important problems in your life.

"Love brings you face to face with yourself. It`s impossible to love others if you don’t love yourself." – John Pierrkos