I have been thinking a lot about some things and it is easier for me to just share my thoughts with others than to keep them for myself. I had many people in my life that were not good for me but I could never let them go no matter how bad they were. I guess that I learned a few things over these couple of months, and that is, just let them go. Let go of negative people in your life, you will find other people who will be there for you in good and bad, who will see you at your worst and still stay, who will not go talk shit behind your back, you will find amazing people, but first you have to let go of those negative ones. Person who can change all of that is you, you have the control of your own life, just like I did but it took me some time to understand that. I decided that I am never going to try to keep someone in my life, if they don't want to be there, I mean what is the point with trying to keep them then? I am just going to lose my time while trying to keep them in my life. It might hurt when they leave but as they say, after rainy days, a rainbow comes.
Holding on is believing that there’s a past; letting go is knowing that there’s a future.—Daphne Rose Kingma
I don't know where to begin? Maybe from the begining... Fashion show was an amazing experience for me, I had a great time and I met some amazing people there, so that is briefly about that occasion. My summer was supposed to be spent in Finland but my mom bought me a ticket for Bosnia so I took the first airplane and voilá I was in Bosnia. I met all of my friends and family there so that was a week that I will never forget. I met my cousin for the first time in my life since I have not been in my hometown for 9 years, and finally the thing that I was most happy about was that I was at my dad's grave for the first time in 9 years. So it was a time for me to come back to reality so I came back to Finland and moved into another city with my best friend and I started to study for a social worker. I always knew that I wanted to work with people and to help them so after these three and a half years I will be able to actually make my dream come true.
''A healthy attitude is contagious but don't wait to catch it from others. Be a carrier. ''
I have not been writing so much about who I am and what I do. I work in a second shop which is more an charity organisation because this shop is supporting children with education in India, Haiti, Lithuania, Latvia, and we have small projects e.g. we have sent a big truck full of clothes and other stuff to Ukraina. I love my job even though it is not paid much and I get so tired every day, but it is all for a good cause. Every year in this small town we have a carnival and on that carnival there is a fashion show and this year I get to be a model for the shop I work for. Last year people said that we had the best clothes and I am sure we will win that title this year also, because I have seen the clothes and everything looks amazing. I just hope I don't trip and fall as I walk. I will write more about this after the show. Wish me a good luck.
“There is no exercise better for the heart than reaching down and lifting people up.”-John Holmes
1. I give random compliments to people I know but mostly to those who I don't know
2. I love kind people
3. I love meeting new people
4. I hate racism
5. I work for a charity organization
6. I am a good listener
7. I like to get to know other cultures
8. I like reading
9. I am not really a party type
10. I am 160 cm
To you... the one reading this. I know you feel lonely from time to time, sometimes you like that loneliness but sometimes it turns into sadness. I know you distance yourself from people because they disappoint you, but don't let them do that to you. You are way more important to yourself than what other people are, so take care of yourself in the best possible way you can, because in the end you just have you. You were born alone and you will die alone so you might as well spend your life loving yourself. If people make you sad and you fall into darkness, pull yourself out of there, you don't need light in the dark because you can be your own flashlight. Put yourself first, love yourself enough so that no matter what people do, they can't harm you. When you love yourself, everything else falls into it's place, because you stop caring about people's opinions and they can't make you sad. People will try to harm you even more if they see they can. so don't show them even if you are hurting because some people build their own happiness on other people's sadness. Don't give thm that satisfaction. People will respect you way more if you have an attitude by that I don't mean you have to go and be mean to other people, I mean you have to stand up for yourself because no one else will do it for you. Be your own number 1, so if everyone else leaves you, you will still have your number 1. Just be kind to yourself and love yourself, and trust me those BIG negative things in your life will turn into small, not that much important problems in your life.
"Love brings you face to face with yourself. It`s impossible to love others if you don’t love yourself." – John Pierrkos
HATE. One word with a huge meaning, a negative meaning. There are many types of hate, but I will never understand how one person can hate on another, never. All of us have said at least once that we hate our parents, but most of us didn’t mean it. Nowadays many people don’t even have to say they hate you, you can see it in their eyes. Biggest reason to hate is jealousy, and to be honest I don’t understand jealousy because I have never felt jealous of someone’s life, because I love my life and sometimes my life sucks but I would never change it, just because something looks perfect it doesn’t mean it is really perfect .So many people are jealous of other people’s happiness and it is sick, how can you hate someone’s happiness, just because it is not your own? How? People today are jealous of anything and it makes me sad that people would rather spend their time hating on things they wish to have than turning those things into being their own happiness. Just because someone is happy with their boyfriend/ girlfriend without cheating in that relationship, people will make up their own lies just to make problems for that couple, and if that is not sick then I don’t know what is.
To YOU, yes YOU, the one hating on someone for having something you can’t have or for being someone you can’t be, you should reconsider your life choices and change everything about your life that makes you so miserable that you hate people.
And to YOU, the one that people are hating on, yes YOU, keep on going, they will hate you no matter what, because you are something that they are not, you have somthing they don’t and you rule. Just do you and be happy, stop caring about other people’s opinions, and don’t let anybody bring you down. Don’t lose your place at the top because of people who are at the bottom, don’t switch places with them.
“I don’t have time, energy, or interest in hating the haters; I’m too busy loving the lovers.”– Steve Maraboli