Not everyone we love deserves us. Not all of whom we forgive should be forgiven because they will certainly be doing it again. Not all the moments that affect our present are so ugly that our future would remain destroyed. Not all the disaster that lies in a soul is beautiful. And sometimes we just have to clean it up. There are people who would have been better off for a long time, memories that we should have left behind in time. There are so many feelings that are no longer relevant to people who have already gone. So it's pointless. It is pointless to suffer and to endure everything for people who are no longer near you or no longer worth to be there.
But someday you'll be so full of it ,and you will no longer forgive, you no longer want to be believed, or forget, give up, give chances. One day you will be tired of seeing yourself in pain, one day you will clean your soul, and that's because you know who to take out, whom to keep, you will know what to throw and what to leave there. That day you will not forgive again, you will not give up asking what you deserve, and you will not ask yourself if you can continue on your own. That day you will realise that you have only one life to live and that it is not worthwhile to waste it with people who do not trust you, believe you, appreciate everything you do for them, along with people who do not want to give you as much as you can offer them, people that let you down, choose to blame you for things you didn't do and throw you out like you never even mattered.
That day you will know your true worth, you will start loving yourself more and stop needing people in your life , because no ones deserves to be pulled down , to be disrespected or judged wrong by the person that was supposed to complete you .
So yeah , after the lot of tears , after feeling miserable and disappointed for the way people choose to take you wrong and blame you wrong . After all that ...
You will know some people come to your life to give you lessons and make you stronger.