Hi friends! I'm feeling so so happy today. It's amazing, and I hope that you all are having a fantastic day.
This post is more of a quick update on a few things. Me and my friend have invited a few more friends to new years eve, and it looks like they're all able to come, which is great. But I'm getting a little nervous about it. I've never really hosted a party or anything like that, and I really want to make everyone feel relaxed and comfortable. There's a few more friends that I'm thinking of inviting, but I'm not sure if it's a good idea. I really want them to come, obviously, but I'm pretty sure they'll say no. Or say ''maybe'' and then in the nicest way possible, decline the offer. WOW I sound like a loser don't I, haha. But whatever, I'm probably just not gonna invite them, since I already know the answer. Alright, that took a fast turn to..something I wasn't exepecting to write. Next update!
Today I recieved an item of clothing that I ordered online a while ago, and it's so amazing. I'm still waiting for a few more items and then I think my wardrobe is ready for fall/winter. I can't wait, I know I've said that in like, every post but I'm just so excited! And I'm also ready for the new year, this year has kind of sucked to be honest, even though a lot of good things happed as well. I've just been sick a lot and not been able to do all the things I planned on doing. The good things that happened are actually REALLY good though. I got really close to my current best friend, who I've also mentioned in every post I think..She just means a lot to me.
I've also learnt a few things about myself and I'm slowly making myself into the ideal version of myself. I learnt that I need to stand up for myself and not forgive everyone so easily. Even though it's a really good quality to have, to be able to forgive people, that also means that I forgive people for everything. Even when they're mean to me, so that's something that I'm changing. I mean, I think that's good at least. And we really all just exist to please ourselves. So why wouldn't I do things that makes me feel better about myself. It's just a great feeling being able to do that.
Alright friends, hope you all are happy <3
Song of the day: So close- Jon McLaughlin