Walking on cloud nine.
With her head in the clouds, her feet are slowly loosing their grip.
Her love was like that of a wild flower, beautiful but exotic.
So raw and untouched, she was the only flower in the field who had yet to be plucked.
Her eyes had the depth of an entire ocean within them, they carried a storm no one knew how to tame.
Her eyes were so busy looking at the clouds that she didn't realize, she was falling.
Falling for the first time, without no warning.
She was staring into eyes much like her own, eyes carrying a depth of secrets waiting to be explored.
With a love almost as wild as her own.
Carrying a spark of it's own, pulling her in.
No reason to resist she follow the fall.

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Woke up with the alarm, the sound of the sirens ringing through my ears.
Dreamland slowly fading...
Sending chills down my spine.
Kisses on the neck.
Fluttering butterflies in my stomach.
Rises with the fire in my heart.
A steady beat like 1, 2, 3, 4.
My heart sings it's own melodies.

Questions, don't ask them.
Let the feeling slowly fade.
No interruption.
I'm a slave to your games
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Like a wake up call your words make me try so much harder then i ever did before.
Because of you i want to be better then i ever was before.
You make me try harder, for myself so that i can do even better in life.
I always thought i had to prove myself to them, but the way i was thinking was all wrong.
I needed to show myself, still need to show myself that im still in the game.
Good or bad, im in.
I realise it's still "only" march but im still feeling a bit anxious because the days are getting warmer and the sun is staying out longer.
Summer is on the way, so i feel the stress from both the school and the people around me.
But what i hate is when people that are doing worse then i am starts to complain to me.
But i know better, just continue to walk my own path.
Get myself to school, so i can have that attendance when i go out and prepare for the last year in school.
One last summer, one last time.
Then it's time to get myself some good work so i can take that year and go where i want to be the most.
The places i want to go, the people i want to meet.
The family i miss.
So i only hope that this also will be the last year i have mathematics..
I do have all the time in the world, but not with school.
Not with the people i love.
Nor the people i so desire to meet.
Time may just swoop in and crash all that i built.
I want to go to Ireland to meet the lovely Brona.
I want to go to Germany to meet cute and kind Zoe
I want to go to Norway, for so many reasons.
I want to go to Chile to my missed and so kind sister Llawén.
I want to go to the city that never sleeps.
I want to go to London.
I just want to see the world.
With someone or by myself.
But a sight you can never see again is most loved by two.
So let's just hope and wait.
I have all the tools and knowledge i need to rise.
So let's watch me rise.

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We always think there's gonna be more time, then it runs out.
Walking down the path of ruin, will i ever wake up.
I'll always return to the ruin.
But i can feel my mind slowly slipping away.

"Welcome to my mind..."
Some girls want a happy ending with their fairy prince, i want a life where i can be free from the chains of society.
One part of me just want to have a good time while walking this road.
The other part of me just want someone to share the road with.
But oh i'll never be just like them other girls.
Never need to look in the mirror twice to check my make up or fix a push up bra.
Some may think im going under, but oh im just measuring the depth of the ocean.
Im ready to run, walk or hide.
But i won't do that.
Just standing here watching time go round and round.
Because i just am
No need to define who i am.
I know i haven't always been the good girl.
We all have made mistakes.
But trust me when i say that i will reach impossible heights.
Don't judge me for what i've said or done in the past.
Watch me for who i am today.
Yes i have been just one of those girls trying to fit in.
But i am not that girl.
Throwing away your insecurites takes courage.
Because we hide behind them and let them define us.
Instead i will take my flaws and be proud over them.
There is no one exactly like you out there.
That's why each and everyone of us is unique in our own ways.
Love yourself, never ever forget to love yourself.
As long as this heart continues to beat i'll be standing here waiting.
Not for life, not for love, but for myself.

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Your words of reason lose all of it's meaning as you are falling behind, the shadow of a wall.
Silently you watch the sun rise from above you, as the hope of dawn lights up your path.
Birds singing about the warmth to come.
In the distant the howl is heard, calling you home.
To the wilds of heart, leaving the wall behind.
Inside of you, a queen is rising.
Rising up to the will which can fill what's inside.
A void to complex to the outside.
The sun is fallin, only to be replaced by the moon.
Still shining yor way through the dark.
Step by step, you are closer then you think.
Now stand up tall as a mountain and as steady as a tree.
One, two, three..,
Look into the beasts eyes
See their soul, their warmth, their honesty.
For without the wolf, you'd be more lost then you know.
Now run child, run in the wilds.
With the witches at your sides and the wolf in your eyes.
You are more then you think you are.
You are more beautiful then you know.
Your heart is bigger then what it feels.
You are a child who is wild at heart.
Now run with the wind.

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Up, down, left, right.
Who are you?
Stepping into the great unknown.
So I miss you when the lights go out.
So many reasons.
Bad and good.
Living world's apart.
But I'm still standing, still breathing.
No matter how many times it tries to break me.
I am still standing.
"Even when there's a hundred reasons to stop fighting and give up?"
Yes!
Because I'm better then that.
Stronger then that.
So I'll just stay at missing you.
Even when I just want you to hold me tight.
I will never ever need you to live.
Two steps backwards and four steps forward.
I am constantly fighting to be a better person.
Constantly repairing my damages and glitches.
I'm not striving to be perfect in any way.
Because it's my flaws that make me who I am today.
All the scars, all the battles in heart and the feeling of them leaving you broken.
But when you get knocked down, you get back up.
That's our motto.
Life is constantly changing, challenging us.
So that at the end of the day, we are stronger then before.
So that next time society or someone tries to kick you..
You get back up, no matter how much it hurts.
You fight.
Because if you aren't going to fight for yourself then who is?
Nobody.
Fight for your heart, mind, soul and body.
You weren't raised to become a victim.
You were raised to become a warrior queen.
Because Queens don't bow down to anyone or anything.
Not even their King.
So be who you are.
Feel all your feeling.
Cry all those tears.
Break your heart a thousand times over.
It will heal.
Find your roots.
Be you.
For there is nothing more beautiful then you.
With eyes that could kill at sight.
A heart that could lights thousands of fires.
A soul as vibrant and shining as the moon.
Your body knowing it's roots.
So no matter where you are, you will continue to stand tall and firm.
Against all your enemies and demons.
Love yourself.

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Tick tock the clock goes..
One,
Two,
Three...
Time goes but you remain, as always.
Standing still, everyone moving past you.
Can't hear you, can't see you.
Can't feel you.
People you know just walk right past you.
Friends, classmates, sisters, brothers, strangers, family, parents, loved ones.
No one with a heart big enough to hear you scream.
Try to grab someone, anyone, they all just shake you off.
Down you fall, into deep slumber.
Thoughts flowing over.
You try to swim but all you can do is sink.
Thick skin can't help you now.
All the overflowing thoughts stop.
one by one.
All of them are gone except one.
"You are not cursed, nor are you lucky..You are BLESSED."
What had felt like drowning gone.
What had felt like sinking....Gone.
As time stands still you see something.
One person.
Always been there.
Waiting and waiting.
You notice a hand.
Stretching towards you, begging you to grab it.
To let it lead you.
Towards what seemed like nowhere.
That now is anywhere.
Everywhere.
But..
You are not alone, never was.
Never will be.
There is always someone next to you.
If they aren't on you right side, look to the left.
If they aren't behind you, look infront of you.
Don't ever drown in the thoughts of your mind, look inside for the one person who will light your way.
Don't ask to get saved, ask them to light that spark in you.
Make me feel alive.

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Let me hold you, close to my heart.
I promise I'll keep you safe from the harms of heart.
No day like the other, make it as mesmerizing as no other
No sweeter innocence then a gentle sin.
So here i am again sleepless,
My thoughts all about you for tonight.
Seems like im just going to have to hold on for tonight.
Like the sound of a melody, all our conversations come to mind.
What i said, what i didn't say and why.
Gently lifting the veil, hoping to sleep.
But no sleep comes for me.
Instead it's your words whispering me good night.
When will i understand the meaning of my thoughts.
They say that when you can't sleep it's because you are awake in someone else's dream.
But that can't be true because you can't be dreaming of me, nor i of you.
Don't think i will sleep tonight.
Even as the darkness beckons, calling me for sleep.
Everytime i close my eyes i see yours.
Will this melody continue to ring or will i hear it fade.

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"My Love"

My love, leave yourself behind,
Beat inside me, leave you blind.
My love, you have found peace.
You were searching for relief.

You gave it all,
Gave into the call.
You took a chance and
You took a fall for us.

You came thoughtfully,
Loved me faithfully
You taught me honor,
You did it for me.

Today you will sleep away
You will wait for me, my love

Now I am strong (now I am strong)
You gave me all
You gave all you had, and now I am whole.

My love, leave yourself behind
Beat inside me, leave you blind.
My love, look what you can do.
I am mending, I'll be with you.

You took my hand, added a plan,
You gave me your heart.
I asked you to dance with me.

You loved honestly,
Gave what you could release.
Ah oh.

I know in peace you'll go.
I hope relief is yours.

Now I am strong (now I am strong).
You gave me all.
You gave all you had, and now I am whole.

My love beat inside me
My love

My love, leave yourself behind,
Beat inside me, I'll be with you.

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A smile so bitterly sweet.
Playfully tugging at your heart.
So close yet at the same time so far away.
Like looking at your reflection in a mirror.
Cold to the touch, yet those eyes have an unstoppable fire.
Words spoken and words left forever unsaid.
One step forward and two steps back:
Two souls too wild and too strong to tame.
Where does it start? Where does it end?
Is it a rise or is it a fall.
Probably neither., and she could loose it all just to show the world she was right.
Is it still a dream or has it all become a fantasy.
All those thoughts beckoning the storm to come.
The spark is lit and with just one touch her fire went from a small flame to a forest fire.
Too fierce to control.
If they do not use caution they'll get burned as well.
She grew up to be a gentle and caring child.
For all she knew was to hide the flame inside.
All that she wanted was to wreak havoc on the world.

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