The words you said gave me courage.
You stood up for me without even knowing the whole story.
And for that I thank you.
From the bottom of my heart, thank you.
I never thought I would meet someone who said they fell in love with me.
When they didn't even know me, but it was a lie.
Just because they still think I'm broken.
They think that they can fix me, just by saying they love me.
But I'm not broken nor am I in denial.
I know myself best.
Sometimes I feel bad but that's okey, because I'm only human.
I am allowed to have bad days where I just want to cry.
I'm allowed to have good days where I just want to spread the love I have within me.
But never will I be so stupid as to think that someone's kindness for me is love.
That isn't all there is in this world.
Just because they are kind to you doesn't mean they love you.
Kindness can mean many things.
Yeah I still hold a broken heart inside me.
But the pieces are no longer shattered.
They are in one piece and just need a little glue and everything will be fine.
I'm not saying I'm broken, I'm saying I'll learn from my mistakes and downfalls.
I'll grow up and become even stronger.
I may not win the fight in physical strength but my will to conquer is what will make me win.
I'm free and that is how I will remain.
I have a person in my life.
She is called Julia.
She's my life, my light, my sister, my family.
But most importantly..
She's my bestfriend.
I may not talk to her everyday but I still miss her.
She's my one and only Julia.
Then there's Chibi.
She is my twin.
We just met up and got caught up in each others life.
She showed me what it means to be kind to others.
She's a lot like my Julia but they are both different.
I need Chibi because she is Chibi.
I need Julia because she is Julia.
Alot have changed since I parted ways with some friends.
They found love and live by it.
I found freedom to run and live by it.
Sure I want love too, but I don't crave it.
It will happen when I happens.
I'm still a wolf and my pack is my family.
Alone in may stand but together we will fall.
This has nothing to do with what I previously said but it's also my truth.
I don't need pity.
I don't need your help.
I have help.
I have love and kindness.
I have freedom.
I have a family.
I have siblings.
I have a life full of fun.
And I'm still learning, still growing.
To become even better than what I am now.
I will achieve my dreams.
So that's why I'll let myself cry sometimes, to get back up again.
Because I'm a warrior, I figth for myself.
I'm a wolf, I live and protect my family.
Because I'm a Witch I also work for the world and the universe.