A smile so bitterly sweet.
Playfully tugging at your heart.
So close yet at the same time so far away.
Like looking at your reflection in a mirror.
Cold to the touch, yet those eyes have an unstoppable fire.
Words spoken and words left forever unsaid.
One step forward and two steps back:
Two souls too wild and too strong to tame.
Where does it start? Where does it end?
Is it a rise or is it a fall.
Probably neither., and she could loose it all just to show the world she was right.
Is it still a dream or has it all become a fantasy.
All those thoughts beckoning the storm to come.
The spark is lit and with just one touch her fire went from a small flame to a forest fire.
Too fierce to control.
If they do not use caution they'll get burned as well.
She grew up to be a gentle and caring child.
For all she knew was to hide the flame inside.
All that she wanted was to wreak havoc on the world.

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Im sufferiiiiiiing.
My phone totally just gave up on me and my life.
It stopped working completely.
So if you need to reach me, use facebook or my blog hahah...

Everyone automatically notices how rebellious you truly are. Your lack of respect for authority, your ability to break the rules wherever you go, and the fact that you don't care about what others think of you make this a dead give away. We think it's safe to assume that sometimes you get your friends in a bit of trouble and you just might start a ruckus in certain social situations- which is why people label you a rebel right off the bat. Keep doing your thing though, it works for you!

The eyes are a window into a person’s soul and your soul is on fire! You have the power to seduce someone simply by looking at them. When you walk down the street and people make eye contact with you, they are immediately intrigued and totally turned on!

Things associated with my name:
- Imagination
- Harmony
- Tranquility
- Non Conformity
- Incandescent
- Magical
- Hardworking
- Freedom
- Illustrious
- Metamorphosis

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There's a world we live in, constantly changing.
We don't control the flow of time here, no one does.
But how we spend it is a different thing.
To have someone out there who understands you is a uniqe feeling.
I've watched so many people i know fall in love.
I've seen that sparkling and bubbling feeling.
Seeing the people i love being happy, is a dream.
Being alone however, sometimes it's hard and sometimes it's not.
It all depends on how you see it.
Love is a puzzle, it's tricky and you make many mistakes.
You put the wrong pieces together.
but when it's done you'll see the results of your efforts together.

And I?
Well i am happy the way things are, i have found my own little thing i call happiness.
It may still be small, but i hope it will grow into a beautiful flower.
Thanks to my connections, i am no longer alone and don't think i ever need to be.
I am connected to everything and the world.

But well:
Giving a fuck
Doesn't really
Go with my
Outfit

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There will always be late night thinking, always people on your mind that you hold dear.
There has been times were we thought wo wouldn't find the way back.
That our stories would only echo so far, our names would only be called one last time.
"Don't die!"
A word so complex and underestimated amongst those that don't understand the deeper meaning of it.
Where did they go wrong on their dance on roses,.
When did they lead the dance out on these thorns.
But in the midst of thorns there are roses more beautiful then those before.
A beauty that poisons the soul, slowly but surely.
Soon we forget, that we are dancing on thorns, feet bleeding.
Leaving red stains as we walk across the thorns.
The sun trying to guide, but shines to bright for us to see.
Crying out to the moon to save us.
Chills spreading across our field.
Shivers running up our spines.
We look up, waiting to be blinded by the sun.

But there instead of the sun is the moon.
She tells us a story of a girl.
A girl who got lost in the bliss of her dance with the unknown.
A girl who didn't see who's hand she truly held.
This girl looked at her partner, he had since long been gone.
For he couldn't take a dance on the thorns as she could.
The girl looks up at the moon, then she looks at her feet.
Scars covered, feet made of emotions so complex no one but herself would understand.
The moon asked this girl to look around one more time.
There in the distance.
There it was, the path she had strayed from in the belief she had found true love.
Then she saw him standing there, at the beginning of her road.
He had watched her with tears in his eyes.
As her feet at been cut open, but the sharp blades on the thorns.
He had cried out to her.
But blinded by the love infront of her, she could not hear him.
For the one infront of her covered her ears.
He was filled with jealousy, for he had not found his one true love.
So he tried to rob her of hers and had succeded.

The moon looked at the child standing in front of her now.
Asking her, "Child is this really the way you want to go?"
The moon had grown tired of hearing the sun crying over the losses of true love.
The young girl looked at the moon and then around herself, the partner she had danced with was gone as well.
She then looked at her feet that had not even healed yet, for she was still bleeding.
She looked up at the moon and she had found her anwser.
"No mother moon, i don't want to walk a path of self destruction."
The moon whispered to the child.
"Then stand tall, be proud, don't let yourself be led astray from your own path."
"
You can always walk this road together with someone, but never for them or after them."
"Your path is your own to walk."

The child now saw her path before her.
It was there, it always had been there.
Waiting for her, she stepped onto the roses, leaving the thorns behind.
For this child had felt the pain of a lifetime.
Now at least one child had found her way again.
But for the moon this was just the begingin of her night.
For she had so many more children to show the way.
To clear their mind from any doubt.
She whispered goodbye.
And the moon replied.
"Until we meet again."
For the moon and the sun were one and the same, loving all of mother earths children.

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song by: Dance Gavin Dance

Forget my jealously
You swallowed the demons on your own
There's nothing left for me
I keep thinking back to when you said
"We own the night"

Stomp that feeling; your puke is a mutant
Can’t think of who did this, well I grew stupid
Say accidents happen, it’s admirable acting
Flicking the back of your ear with my finger

Separate is the way though, no second is the place though
Just fake it through the day and the night is your god
See you in battle; your boat is my paddle
Your life is my business; your plaque on my wall

Let your hair down have one more round
Drink til you believe it
Sloppy kisses, dirty wishes
Baby, this is living
Roller-coaster
Up and down in random motion
Oh come in closer
Ditch your problems, better days are coming

Get up off the wall come on get down get down
Give into moment and live now live now
Get up off the wall come on get down get down
Give into the moment, feel it now

I have the heart of a coward
Here in my arms is exactly where I want you
We own the night

Stomp that feeling; your puke is a mutant
Can’t think of who did this, well I grew stupid
Say accidents happen, it’s admirable acting
Flicking the back of your ear with my finger

Separate is the way though, no second is the place though
Just fake it through the day and the night is your god
See you in battle; your boat is my paddle
Your life is my business; your plaque on my wall

You’ll forget I’m wrong

Call your phone and open my fate cuz I know you're so connected
I need poison mitigate my pain
Feel my toes go golden up in flames
Give me false hope in my veins
Tranquilize and modify my brain

Where did I go wrong?
There's nothing I can do the thrill is gone
So I play these nervous songs
Pretend that I’m not barely hanging on

And medicate
Medicate
Medicate me all night long
Medicate
Medicate
Medicate me all night long

Do it again, do it again, do it again, now grow.

I run quickly out of air, by the way I hate your celebration
I run quickly out of air, by the way I hate our aging faces

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Father tell me, we get what we deserve

Oh we get what we deserve

And way down we go
Way down we go
Say way down we go
Way down we go

You let your feet run wild
Time has come as we all oh, go down
Yeah but for the fall oh, my
Do you dare to look him right in the eyes?

'Cause they will run you down, down til the dark
Yes and they will run you down, down til you fall
And they will run you down, down til you go
Yeah so you can't crawl no more

And way down we go
Way down we go
Say way down we go
'Cause they will run you down, down til you fall
Way down we go

Oh bab-bab-yeah
Wow baby
Baby
Bab, down we go
Yeah

And way down we go
Way down we go
Say way down we go
Way down we go

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Livet rullar på, tiden har hunnit ikapp mig nu.
Tiden med dig rinner ut och jag vet inte hur mycket mer vi har kvar.
Vill inte tänka på dem följande dagarna för dom kommer med sorg då vi lämnar dig, för det som vi kallar "hem".
Du är alltid med oss även om du är långt borta.
De är inte timmar eller mil som separerar oss utan havet själv.
Vet inte när jag kommer få se dig igen.
Få krama dig och skratta med dig i samma tid och rum.
Utan något som separerar oss.
Vet att det kommer ta tid innan jag får se dig igen.
Du kommer få bli min inspiration, min gnista till elden jag kommer tända.
Du är min syster, så länge vi lever kommer våra hjärtan slå i samma takt.

Siempre tú y yo

Together forever
Never apart

Maybe in distance
But never in heart

Vi delar inte bara samma blod utan även en del av varandras själar.
Dagen då vi alla svor på att aldrig lämna någon alltid finnas där för varandra står fast i sitt ord.
Ord ristade inuti våra hjärtan.
Vi är delade av en ocean men de är inget som stoppar oss.
Saknar dem andra men det är dig jag kommer sakna mest.
Lejonet vars rytande var det som väckte mig ifrån min dvala.
Ifrån mörkret som demonerna inuti mig själv tagit över.
Du fanns där, du finns fortfarande där, du kommer alltid vara där.
I mitt hjärta.
Sisters before misters.
Du och jag.
Jag och Er.
Du och oss.

De är vi emot världen!
De finns inget som kan stoppa oss, det finns inget som kan tämja oss.
Inte ens lagen själv stoppa oss.
De är ingen idé att försöka skjuta ner oss.
För vi alla skulle ta en kula för varandra.
Inte ens döden kan separera oss.

Nosotros por siempre

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Så har varit i Chile i fyra dagar nu och de har varit lite för varmt för mig. Men de är inget man inte klarar av om man har tillräckligt med vatten hahahah..
Men fick träffa min systers pojkvän för första gången, han verkade som en schysst kille. När hon va med honom var det som om hela hon lyste upp.
Hon tog med mig till två olika köpcentrum, de va mycket folk på båda ställena och otroligt varmt att gå till båda. Men när man väl gick in så blev det super svalt.
Ska åka till Paly och Pablo nu på kvällen.
Så är helt uppspelt för jag kommer träffa dem för första gången på super länge!
Well har inte så mycket mer att skriva för de har inte hänt så mycket ha ha ha!

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How do you apologise for something that isn't there?
How do you fight back the ever returning darkness of the night?
The answer is:
You don't fight it.
You embrace it, let yourself fall into it and become one with the things you fear the most.
Fear can stand for two things here in life. It stands for the two choices you make everyday.
First is this.
F.E.A.R
Forget Everything And Run
Or
Face Everything And Rise.
What you do to survive is something you just have to do.
What someone else says doesn't matter, they just use their position to give an opinion they are not worthy of.
He who stands for nothing, will fall for anything.
So here I am trying to stand for something, for myself so that I don't fall for anything.
Just when I think I'm onto something it slips through my fingers.
Just to tell the truth...
Telling the truth, it's supposed to be easy, but when you are living a lie the truth becomes your biggest enemy.
Tell them to stay clear of you, because you aren't good for them.
Reality is harsh enough for the lie to die.
Turning against those who were supposed to be the ones closest to your heart.
Shutting it down, locking the gate.
Doing what I want with no apologies.

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Hold on to me cause I'm a little unsteady.
So just hold on to me for a little bit.
If you love me don't let me go.
Momma trust me I know I'm alone.
But not in your eyes.
Dad trust me I know, I'm still fighting.
But please just don't let me go.
Cause no house feels like home.
So if you love me let me go.
No need to hold on.
I'm just a little unsteady.
I'm just tired of being alone.
But trust me I've fought when I felt like dying.
Still fighting.

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