Hi guys! I have shared a little longer text down there. It is tuesday, Maybe you want to know how I am dealing with that. (except that my birthday is coming up tomorrow!).
Today I am heading to the gym, then work. The bad thing about my work is that it takes me 1 hour to get there! and it is still in the city, and I live in the city. On the other side I live in the biggest city of Europe.
I made a smoothiebowl this morning aswell, eating it meanwhile I am writing to you guys. It is suuuuuper nice, but the one I had yesterday was even better, I love nuts, it should be nuts in everything.
. Recept and "morning thoughts" if you scroll down.
Coconutmilk (not for cooking)
AND THATS ALL! super easy and super refreshing in the morning.
Have the best tuesday so far!
I really hope yall have had a great night with loads of interesting dreams. Sometimes I dream about something really thrilling and then I wake up and I get so freaking mad because I want to see what happens in the dream. WTF DID I DIE? DID HE KISS HER ? WHAT HAPPENED WITH THE WORLD AFTER THE APOCALYPSE? ............something like that hahaha
anyways....Then I try to fall asleep againg and continue the "movie" and it works sometimes, but this is dangerous babes. You have to wake up, you have to have the WILL to get up. that was just a stupid example but I know that you can relate :)
Life is like waves I would say. To move forward- we have to have ups and downs. We just have to find the balance, and thats not as simple as my favorites on instagram makes it look like! IT IS NOT EASY.
for example, a bad one again, Sometimes I wake up and yeh its raining and there is no orange juice and my bathrobe is not close to me so I have to get up in this freezing flat, stumble upon something and hurt my toe then I'm angry and yes its a shitty day.
It is a shitty day. "this will be" a shitty day."
Did that kind of thoughts pup up in your head some mornigns too ? yes I can relate aswell haha. But then again... Did it just pop up in your head ? Actually you created it. you put energy to THAT THOUGHT! :/
I know that this is something dificult. I do not say that I LIVE like this, it is the hardest thing to master. But we always have a choice haven't we ?
If you tell your self, well this is a shitty day- it will be. I promise you your busdriver will drive away from you and you will be late for work and when you come to work there won't be any coffee for you and work will suck and your friends will suck and you will just wish that this shitty day is over.
But if you tell yourself, even if it rains or whatever, THIS DAY WILL BE AWSOME :D
How do you think this day will turn out? Would you care about the busdriver? or the orange juice? Just small little things..
I ALWAYS try to count my blessings. when thoughts like that come up I try to count my blessings instead. I try.
We always have the choice to get up from the sofa. the key is to choose which thoughts to lay energy on.
The sad thing here is that it takes more energy to find beautiful meanings in things than to lay on the couch and "my life suck".
I'm not saying that we should be happy all the time. I'm just saying that I am trying to live by finding which thoughts worth to lay my time and energy on. Thoughts are just that- thoughts. But I can choose If I want these thoughts to become reality or if it is just that- thoughts. I have a recomendation for you, read the book the secret. My life changed after I read that book.
How do you want to create your days ? :) one day or DAY ONE :D LETS MAKE THIS AN AWSOME ONE :D OH YES!! Tomorrow is my 24th fucking birthday! I have come pretty far haven't I hah. so motivated!!!!!!
sincerely a good day to remember.