This is a confession: I won't write anymore.
I won't write again for a long time. I'm going away for a while. They say is good for the soul when there's no soul in sight.
There will always be things we dislike about ourselves. Whether it is the way we react in certain situations when we wish we reacted differently, or the things we say as we had no filter sometimes, or the way we feel about others when we know is wrong to feel such way.
Like when we hurt or become hurt, for example. I like to think people who hurt others (people, animals, nature...) in some way are missing something of their own. Something inside is missing, maybe something they grew up with or something they lacked. I believe such void can be filled with compassion and love. People deserve to be given a second chance at life. Sometimes, people who destroy wished they could build. No one believes in them for the same reason they don't believe in themselves. Wether it is a feeling of loneliness or abandon, a feeling of frustration or lack of love... some people have lived life believing they're not deserving of good, therefore what's the point in believing in myself, they say.
I like to believe people are capable of being their best version, if they can imagine it, if they can see it. But I also like to think we must make mistakes in order to get to know ourselves better and understand our true meaning in life. And it will hurt sometimes when you see someone you love, or someone you don't even know, hurting others. You know they're hurting themselves too, only they don't know it yet. But we all must walk different paths to understand why life works in mysterious ways, and so sometimes all we can do is love and forgive. People learn sooner or later how to fight their own battles and be at peace.
Humans are a rare thing.
"To meet someone who really hurts you, is to meet a rare and precious treasure. Hold that person in high esteem, and make full use of the opportunity to eradicate your defects and make progress on the path. If you cannot yet feel love an compassion for those who treat you badly, it is a sign that your mind has not fully transformed, and that you need to keep working on it with increased application."