Bad moms..
We all have that feeling sometimes, of now being enough for our children. I really need to stop putting myself down for not being perfect, for not giving Avian attention 24/7. I'm a new mom so I am pretty sure with time I'll go easier on me. But when I need a break I put Avian on the flor with toys ( which he is not interested of) and the tv on with some singing kids shows. And he loves it! Lately I've been turning of the sound of the tv and putting on classical music cause both me and him get calmer from it.

Then some people are on your case telling you no tv for kids under 2. What's your thoughts on this? I think all children are different. I have a 9,6 kilo little boy that is very hyperactive and gets restless really quick. At the moment carrying him around is literally killing my back so to save myself I do the unthinkable ! Having him I from of the tv
🙈 I think he only benefits from this, moving picture, sounds to it and he's on the floor practicing getting up on his knees and holding his head up.

Who can relate?

Kisses

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This weeks is pressweek in Stockholm and me and Avian are taking the town 😭☺ he's been doing so good and I love bringing him. Even tho it gets heavy after a while since he only wants to be carried and be in grown up height.

Outfit details

Jeans - Levi's vintage (thrift store find)
Jacket - Missguided
Adidas iniki -
Bag - fashion drug

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(Wrote this Saturday but forgot to post)

Avian is 6 months today and I can't believe it's been that long since I pushed him out 😭 I love him so much. I just came home (00:30) from a dinner and he's sleeping on his knees 😭. A part of me wants him to wake up cause I missed him during the 4 hours I was away, but I also want him to sleep all night cause momma is exhausted.

I haven't slept thru a hole night in 1 year, it's so worth it but still take a toll on you. Lack of sleep makes you crazy, and I'm a very positive person so I just keep going but I feel it's starting to get to me about now. He still hakes up 1 or 2 times a night but only wants to eat 1 time so I brestfeed him. 

I have brestfeed him fulltime until he was around 5,5 months and he started getting grumpy so we realized that He is growing so fast and my breastmilk wasn't enough so I tried giving him formula (milk-free) twice a day and he got so much more energy. 

It kind of makes me sad cause I love breasfeeding him, and I was hoping to do it full until he was 7-8 months old and then continue part time. But I am so lucky that I was able so do it at least 6 months and now I can do it part-time as we start introducing food. But he is a a real eater this boy.

Avian is 9 kg, probably more ( I am weighing him tomorrow ) so he is a big boy so it's also very hard to carry him around. He is starting to crawl soon I think and I am so rediculously proud of every single small thing and progress. A week a go he couldn't get up on his knees and now that's all he does so I am very excited to see this progress. He can sit on his own but now get himself from laying down up to sitting position. I I think he might be to heavy to sit do it haha. anyone else that has a big boy/girl at home?

But he is honestly happy all the time unless (hungry or over-tired) He is so aware of every sound and he has been since very early. He can turn to stomach-back and back-stomach and he started doing that at 5 weeks and then getting really good around 3-4 months. If we hold his hands when he is standing on the floor and dåddy is standing in front of him he starts lifting his legs and walking towards dad. HE LOVES STANDING UP ! he freaks out and just screams it's just so much fun to watch. 

I wish everyone to feel this way in their life (that wants to) motherhood is the best thing that happened to me and I can't wait to do it again. A lot of you have been asking and I am so excited for a brother or sister to Avian as soon as possible.

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Here it is babes. links to the outfit I vore yesterday ( at home ) Adam came home and said I look like a drug lords wife in the 70's- my thoughts directly went to Michelle Pfeiffer in Scarface. Haha. But I seriously love it, janät wait to wear it at an event or maybe tomorrow when I am going out my sister cause she turned 25 this week. we will see. But I wear the blazer in a size 40 and the trousers in a 38.

Blazer - HERE

Trousers - HERE

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Babes. Nelly.com has a great sale right now and I got a code for you babes that gives you 10% extra off all sale items.
"MADELEINEBITICI0"

HERE

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Random picture but here we go....

Some mom thoughts.

It's 22:37 at it feels like 01:00 at night. At this point I'm just fighting to stay awake longer than 22 every night. I realized around bedtime today that I didn't do anything for myself today, it was all about taking care my beautiful boy and my man. I think a lot of women do this, we feel like we need to live up to some super mom standard and go it all but trust me it's just not possible. I mean it is possible but you won't feel good. You need to take care of yourself so you can flourish. Nurture your soul so your child know what wellbeing is.

I find myself feeling guilty when I go to the gym alone for an hour two times a week. I am getting better thou and I love the love and support I have in my life.


Take care bAbes.

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Interior design really isn't my expertise area and I really want to create a home that feels like my style. Pinterest is such a great tool to find inspiration, it's almost to good cause I want to do every style I find in my home. Right now I am really digging Petrol vibes' I was thinking maybe petrol curtains and mixing in with some dusty pink vibes like a new pink rug under or sofa. Those to colors look so amazing together.

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Hey beautiful people.
This is what happens when you're at home and the lighting is amazing and you need some good picture so of course you slap on your best outfit and make love to the camera haha. I love editing photos and the lighting but I need to be better at it so practice makes perfect. I usually use VSCO and Lightroom to fix my photos, what do you babes use?

Love / madeleine

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Morning angels.

Monday and as a mommy everyday feels like Monday ( just kidding 😄)

This look is from Saturday. It was the first day I put on a faux fur jacket without being to hot after a few hours. I hate this in between period where your either to hot or cold. I can't wait for fall and all the amazing jackets I can rock. This jacket is from Nelly.com and I love it. details of this look is listed below babes.

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Jacket - HERE

Jeans - vintage Levi's similar HERE or HERE

Boots - HERE

Gucci marmont - HERE

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