Hey MMers! I just wanted to update and talk about how hard all of us fell for the boys. I can tell you this: I fell harder than I was supposed to do. I fell harder than I wanned. My plan wasn't to be the girl that cries when she goes to sleep because she miss two boys she never have seen in real or met. I thought that I would just be a fan of their music. But it got deeper than that. Damn.. I fell so hard. I love their music, but the boys? I love them more than any other boys. They are the ones that always make me smile, and laugh, and dream.. Yes, dream.. They make me dream about one day meet them, one day see them, one day hug them, one day.. yeah I'm pretty sure you get my point. Like, I'm so obsessed with the boys?! (As you who read this also probably is). It never goes a day without that my thoughts land on them. What are they doin' right now? How are they right now? Where are they right now? What are they thinking about right now? Thousands of questions. They are so good, and I hope they understands how freaking proud we are over them! They really deserves to know it.

It exist an quote on pinterest that says:

"You were never supposed to mean this much to me. I was never supposed to fall so hard. But you know what? I did, and that's the truth, that's what keeps me holding on because it hurt like hell to let you go".

And everything is true. I never thought they would mean as much to me as they do now, and they wasn't supposed to do it either. But I stepped into the track and I'm still stuck. But it makes me feel strong too, because I don't want to change anything? I like it in the way it is now. Except the sleepless nights.. But even if I would have the will to let go, I wouldn't. Because I can't. It hurts too much. And believe me, I have tried. Many times. Because I can't handle to cry every time I miss them and want's to be where they are. But in some way, I do it even tho I can't. Because I know how damn much it would hurt if I moved on like before I became an MMer. We are strong together. I can't say thanks to the boys enough to feel like they understands how thankful I am for everything they do for us. For me. For you. But Marcus & Martinus? Thank you.

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Hi!
As a beginning am I just going to tell you about my life in the fandom of Marcus and Martinus. I can't explain why I love them so much as I do. Because I can't find any words that is enough. I can just tell you that I'm so proud of them. They are nice and kind to their fans, and they are themselves. They don't pretend to be someone they isn't. I think every fangirl in the fandom understands me when I say that I cry more than I did before I joined the fandom. Both in a happy way and also in a sad way. I cry when I can't meet or see them. And I cry when I hype so much over how much I love them, haha. But I have never smiled so much either. Because they gave me my best friend. And they give me memories that I never will forget. Pure and simple I love them <3

I have no words for how much I love them!

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