A visit from a long distance lover, is like watching a really good movie. The intro is cool and exciting. The story is funny and interesting. And you never ever want to watch the credit part, so you turn the movie off. The story is finished right?
But sadly you can't skip the goodbye part during a visit. You have to sit in that car, leaving them. you have to watch their backs as they disappear. and you have to do that last kiss, that last hug that for once isn't goofy.
Then you get home, and you see your lover every where. On the sofa, in the bed. The mess he/she left. All the memories. And it just makes you want to sleep. Sleep till he/she wakes you up with a true loves kiss. But you have to accept reality. Then you get the "I'm home" and you guys start talking again and you start to notice how much you miss him/her. But you're only going back to the real relationship that you have. You go to bed and you once again get reminded that he/she's not going to be there when you fall asleep, or when you wake up.
But you're sad for a week maybe. Then you go back to normal and you can appreciate the messages in the mornings and the calls during the evning just as much as the touch you get when they're near. After a while you have a date to look forward to and you get hyped for that and everything is back to normal. everything is back to where it was.
and so the cycle continues.