Yesterday was my birthday, time really goes by fast. And it
is almost like I live my life a little bit backwards. When I was
around 20, I felt ready for family and commitment. I had older
boyfriends and wanted to be "grown up". Today when I am
older and actually supposed to be "grown up", I am living
in a small room in a corridor together with people that are
6 years younger than me. I am totally single and to have my
own family seems far away in the future. Interesting how life
can turn out to be so different from what you predicted. And that
it still works fine, even though my life isn't at all as I thought it
would be for some years ago, I am still happy with how it turned out.
This is how it should be and I just want to make the best out of
everything I do, and things will happen as it will happen.

About yesterday, we went to the Cellar for wings night. They had
really good price on chicken wings so we ate there and took some
drinks and played some cards. And then we went home in time
since I was so tired, the age is catching up on me haha!
I am so thankful that I was surrounded by friends and I will celebrate
for "real" tomorrow with dancing and drinking with my friends.

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So this week is going to be full of studying! I have two assignments
due to this week and on top of that, I need to make time for
birthday celebrations. One celebration on Wednesday since it is
my actual birthday and one on Friday since that's when everyone
has time to really celebrate. But I am going to make it!

I can't believe it's only a few weeks left as a Canadian student.
It has been both really hard and so fun, I am not ready for it
to be over and at the same time, I am so excited to go home.

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My first St Patrick's day celebration ever and it was a
very different party with a lot of things going on! But I
had a fun night and are happy to have met so many nice
new people! And we even made it to the club even though
we came like 1pm so we didn't have so much time inside
which didn't do so much since people were acting like
animals, they totally went bananas. The whole night was
very very confusing - I think I am still confused.

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Yesterday was the last "late night" ski event for this semester which
means the last event in Canada for me. It was really fun but it got so
cold when the sun went down. It is so much fun to ski! Today I am
going to celebrate St Patrick's day and Mary-Janes birthday.
It is going to be an amazing night, I am feeling it!

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Time flies by so fast and in only one week, I will be 24 years old.
Oldest of them all here in my school and residence in Canada.
It's funny though because sometimes I totally forget that I am so
much older and sometimes I really feel way older than I actually am.
They say that age is just a number, but it is very much experience
underlying also. When I think back just a few years from now, I do
realize that there is a lot of things that has changed and the age
difference since I was 20 to now is huge. But I am ready for it,
I have never liked playing games to get people to like me or seek
attention in all kinds of ways to be seen, which seems to be a "thing"
many younger people do and that is not my thing at all. So to be
older and wiser fits me and I am happy to continue my journey
to be even more wiser and one year older to appreciate myself.

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I was supposed to go to the gym, but when I get there, me & some
guys started playing soccer! We were just going to warm up with
soccer and then go out to the gym for exercises but it ended with
2 hours of soccer! It was so incredible fun, I have missed to play soccer
so badly. And the fact that we just were goofing around but still really
went in for winning made it so fantastic! I hope I will play soon again.

Otherwise, I have a shitload of studying in front of me for the last
couple of weeks. It is scary how fast time has went, only a few weeks
left as a "Canadian"! I am both excited to go back to Sweden and
at the same time sad to leave all people and things I have here.
I finally start to feel comfortable and more "home" here now and
have met som really fantastic people and then it is time to leave
again soon. It feels like I have so much more to experience here but
at the same time I miss Sweden and know that Sweden is so much
better in so many ways. And I also need to go back and kind of
"continue my life", to be here almost feel like just a "side road" to
where I am actually going to end up. I am here now but my future
life with work &a family is probably (never know for sure) in Sweden.

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Picture is from google.

Even though you could feel like you have been treated unfair, the
only thing you can do is to apologize for your own behaviour,
for whatever you have done to treat someone else unfair.

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Today have been a very busy day. Started with gym and then directly
for a meeting with one of my professors, then to the writing centre
for help with spelling for an assignment and then a meeting with a guy
that helps me with one of my philosophy papers. So a lot of things
in one day. In the evening, me, Ebba, Kajsa and Kajsas parents who
is visiting her this week went to Snooty Fox downtown for dinner.
It was really good but the service was so and so. Still nice to do
something else and eat out. I wore my new necklace and tested my
new lip-pen which had almost exactly the same colour as my lips!

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One week goes by very fast and now my "mommy-week" has come
to an end. We are at the airport now, so in just an hour she will
be on her way back against Sweden and I will be here alone again.
But time flies and we will see eachother again in just two months!

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We have been to the New Brunswick museum, looked at some
beautiful churches & done some serious shopping. Just relaxing
and done what we have felt like doing, in our own pace. We were
planning to go to a bigger shopping centre today and also try
the swimming pool but then we just didn't feel like it and then we
didn't do it either. That's one of the best things with being us,
me and my mum always do what we feel like doing. We can plan
a lot and talk a lot but we can also change our minds a lot and
that is totally okay, because we are exactly the same. So we just
went on walking around uptown today, went by the city market.
We ate tacos to dinner which was delicious and then we have just
been chilling in the bed the whole evening. Tomorrow it's time
to go back to Fredericton again and then on Thursday, mum goes
back to Sweden again. Time flies but it has been fantastic to
have her here with me for some days.

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