I visited Stockholm back in may with school and i had almost the whole day for free time and i took so many pictures that day that i still havent published here yet so enjoy some of them here!

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First of all, i dont have any reason for why i have been gone from here since graduation. My blog started going slower and slower back in like may cuz i had so much to do when it came to graduation and when graduation was over i jumped straight into this trying to find a job thing and it was really hard in the beginning and it took me like a month before i got the hang of it and now i've been applying for jobs all summer, no luck yet tho. I also spent like all of june in a really bad place and i had so much anxiety, especially since i didnt leave the apartment at all during that time and i got very isolated which made me feel worse and i just had it really bad there for a while so blogging wasnt even a thought in my head. July wasnt that much different, i meet up with my girlsquad from school like 2/3 times, we had an amazing sleepover but apart from that i didnt really do anything.

As you may notice my life isnt that exciting and i dont really have the resources for traveling and doing all those fun stuff that most people do during the summer. So all in all i haven't had the best summer. The best part about this summer tho is that Shadowhunters aired the second half of their second season and i really started hanging out so much on twitter and i have gotten to know so many good people and i've gotten to know three girls that i know i'll be friends with forever and im really glad to have them in my life. So i've been on twitter for like the whole summer fangirling about Shadowhunters and that has been really amazing cuz that show really means a lot to me and i am actually gonna do a blog post about it some time soon explaining why cuz i really want people to know how good of a show it is and what impact it has on people and what impact it has had on me cuz it has changed me as a person in a lot of good ways.

I dont really have any plans for the fall either as of right now, i am gonna continue my hunt for a job and hopefully get one soon cuz i could really use the money. Also my girlsquad from school are all leaving between now and september to go to england for a year so that has really been hard for me cuz i dont have many people in my life to begin with and to lose them all for a year has been a hard thing to accept cuz it means i am going to be so lonely and im so afraid that i'll barely leave the apartment cuz i wont have them to hang out with. And im also really bad at getting to know new people in real life so i cant really make new friends either. I have a few but i dont hang out with them nearly as often as i do with my girlsquad. I dont know, i'll survive, I hope. I cant really stop them from going, I want them to go cuz it will be such an amazing experience for them but i am going to miss them.

And a friend of mine reminded me that my blog still exists and as of right now i am really hoping to get back into it cuz i have so much time for it and i really want to do this. I just have a real shortage of photos tho, i barely have anything to post since i never leave home but i'll solve that problem somehow. I also really need ideas on what to blog about cuz im really not creative so i need all the help i can get. If anyone is still reading and checking this blog that is. In that case, thank you for still being here, im grateful. And i'll hopefully see you really soon again with another blog post. But i wont promise anything.

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Wow. Hi guys. Im so sorry that i've basically been off the radar these past two weeks. I know I said that i'd start blogging better as soon as i graduated but well, obviously that went to hell. I woke up the day after graduation sick as hell and im just now getting better. I'ts been awful, i've had such a fever and such a cold and my throat has been killing me but I guess that's what you get when you go all out during graduation. But it feels great to be back o track, almost at least, my throat is still a bit sore.

So, since I've been sick I don't really have anything to update you guys on since i've done nothing but I can say that these past two days i haven't been able to quit smiling. There's a shadowhunters convention going on over in Paris so all of twitter has been full of pictures and livechats and inside information from the convention of my favorite boys Matthew Daddario and Harry Shum Jr. They both mean so much to me in different ways and im not gonna sit here and write a letter about how much i love them and why cuz you guys probably don't care. But I care and it has been so nice to see so many pictures of them and to see how happy they are while meeting all the fans. I really hope I get the opportunity to meet them some day.

But anyway, since im starting to feel better I am gonna try and keep my blog updated, i just need ideas on what to blog about and I also have such a lack of pictures to use. It's all very annoying, haha. I hope you guys are good and are enjoying your summer thus far!

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Yep. This happened yesterday. It's still so unbelievable and I haven't really realized it yet. But I had the best day, started at 3.45am when i had to wake up because at 6am i was supposed to be at a classmates house for champange breakfast. The morning was really fun and we laughed, danced, took pictures and so on and around 8am we started to take us to the school since we had a photography session planned at 8.45am. Then stuff didn't really happen until we ran out from school at 1pm and I gotta say, wow what an adrenaline rush. It was so amazing to do and after that I met up with my family before we we're gonna take our ride through the city with the class and that part was probably the best part of the day, it was so much fun, we had good music and danced, laughed and enjoyed our last time together. I can't believe that was the last time I saw my class, ohmgod im gonna start crying again.

After that I went home to my big sister for my graduaton reception that she was hosting for me and that was nice too, we ate good food, some cake, I got presents and I just had a really good time. I then got a ride home but I only came home, changed clothes and then I was back at it into the city again to meet up with Lydia, Jonna and Ida since we were gonna celebrate the night together. We went out for pizza the first thing we did, then we took a walk around the city before we went to lion bar and took a cider and just talked. Around 11pm we ended up at Satin to party all the way until the clock hit 2am. When I came home I was so tired, I cleaned off all my makeup, put away my things, washed my face, brushed my teeth and went straight to bed, when I went to bed I had been up for 23 hours so of course I was tired as hell.

But all in all I had the best graduation and this is easily one of the best days of my life and im so thankful for everything that happened during the day. Im gonna miss my school and my class of course but I am so ready to enjoy the rest of my life.

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Hi guys, it's been a while I know but i've been really busy lately. I graduate from school next week so i've had so much to do. I promise to get better as soon as i've graduated cuz I will have so much pictures to show you, just bear with me until the end of next week!

Right now im sitting in my room and in like one and a half hour im supposed to be back at school for a graduation dinner. Im actually really looking forward to it, it will be fun and the food meny looks great. And it will be fun to spend an evening with all of my friends and just eat good food, I feel like I need this. Btw, can we talk about the amazing weather we've had lately? It's insane, I'm loving it so badly, this is what i've been waiting for and its so nice to finally be able to wear less clothing. I hope you guys are having just as good weather as I am, and I hope you're all doing great!

I just wanted to check in, tell you guys a bit about what's happening in my life and now I need to start getting ready for tonight. I'll see you guys soon, bear with me!

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I went to Stockholm yesterday with school and I took so many pictures that I'm in the middle of editing right now so I have a lot to post as soon as i'm finished. But while I edit I thought i'd share what I bought to drink yesterday. I went with Tim and Fenja to Gamla Stan where they have a ben&Jerry store where you can buy milkshakes and believe me when I say that it is delicious. This was my second time going there and I just love it more and more. It's perfect for summer and it's not especially expensive so if you ever are in Gamla Stan, I recommend you check this place out!

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Hi guys, it's been a while! I hope you're good, I've had a few really bad days and that's one of the reasons that my blog has been dead. But right now I feel like i'm back on track, i'm on the right track anyway. This week is my last week with assignments since everything is supposed to be in by friday which feels good. I've actually finished everything already so I can breathe and it feels so good. Im so looking forward to everything fun that's happening right now. Im going to Stockholm tomorrow so i'm gonna bring my camera so I can take lots of pictures and so I have something to publish here, look forward to it! Then the 29th I have the graduation dinner at school, prom is the 31th, Krampen is the 7th and then the 9th of june I officially graduate from school. How insane?? I can't really wrap my head around it. Except for school related stuff I have two other things i'm really looking forward to, the first is the release of Lord of Shadows which is the 23rd of may and then Shadowhunters comes back june 5th.

What are you guys up to? Do you have anything fun happening? Do tell!

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All you people who don't ship Malec? Who are you? And how do you exist? I promise it's just a matter of time until you're converted into loving Malec because it is impossible to not love them, sorry. Malec is unavoidable, you can't just not ship them, they're the ultimate OTP.

People who know me, knows that I am obsessed with Malec from Shadowhunters, and I love them more than I can ever put into words. And I don't just love them cuz they're cute or so on, but they really mean something to me and they have changed me for the better. So I thought I'd list four reasons why I love them to get you to understand.

- First of, this couple is such a good representation for the LGBTQ+ community. Alec is gay and Magnus is bisexual and I just really love how they portray that in the show and it's so normal. In many other shows it's always such a big deal when a character is anything other than straight but not in Shadowhunters. They don't address the subject and make it into something big. Malec is just in love and everyone around them don't give a shit and that's how it should be. It should be portrayed just as normal as straight couples. I love how its just whatever in this show. I also really appreciate it because I'm bisexual just as Magnus and it feels great to see that portrayed so well on a TV show.

- The next reason why I love Malec is their personalities. Both the characters and the actors. I can see myself in both of the characters. Like I said above, Magnus is bisexual and so am I so that's the connection there. Alec is this closed off guy, who is afraid of what others will think of him and he thinks that he doesn't deserve love and that is something I deal with everyday and so I feel like I can really connect with Alec and seeing him grow into himself and start accepting himself is such an inspiration for me. I think Matthew Daddario(Alec) and Harry Shum Jr(Magnus) is doing such a great job at portraying these characters and doing them justice.

- Also, Malec is the main couple of the TV show which is not something that happens a lot. Usually in TV shows, LGBTQ+ couples always gets played off, they break up, they're always the side couple which is very sad and upsetting. That's why I love that Malec is the main couple and that the show value them so much(though I do think they could work on the content they show in the episodes to prove that). I think it's really great that Shadowhunters is showing than an LGBTQ+ couple is just the same as any straight couple.

- I also love Malec because they're such a unique couple. Magnus and Alec are so very different when it comes to their personalities and their lives but they're still drawn together and they love each other and I think that's so beautiful. It really shows that differences doesn't matter, everything is possible if you just put in the effort to make it work.

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