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Do you ever feel like just giving up on life? Well i do sometimes. I wanna feel loved by people i love. But most of all I wanna feel like i’m needed in someones life just for a second. Day where i feel useless i dont feel the urge to live. I never want to be someones second choice but sadly i’m always there last choice. I wanna feel loved. People take me for granted and i hate it. Think i’m gonna be there for you tomorrow? Well think again! Think about all the times i had your back when you picked me last.
I’m a stranger of this cruel world
Have you ever had nightmares so scary you were afraid to fall asleep?
Yepp that’s me! My current life is nightmares, pretty much every night. I wake up several times at night in panic & anxeous. And then being afraid to fall asleep and meet the nightmares all over again. The new pills i take whenever im having trouble sleeping at night makes me pretty ”high” the next day. My mind is barely with me. I’m in a hole new universe with them pills. Luckily later in the evening my mind i slowly coming back to me 😛
Well i hope you all are having a lovely week ☺️
This is the life of a stranger ✌🏻
What a day. This new medicin i've been taking for a while now make me so weird. I feel weird & good at the same time. Even though i've been sleeping all day i've manage to workout late this evening. Last night i had nightmares again. I woke up with anxiety and was pretty shocked up. Took the medicine right away and thats why i've been sleeping all day. I barely had energy to eat. So i finally aplied to art school. Yay! I really hope i get in!