Perhaps it surrounds you,it comes out in the air you use to breathe and in the way you move,you walk,in how your eyes stand on things while you’re thinking
or maybe your own thoughts cause it; not visible,yet their energy flows out and environs you.
This is what they run away from.
This is what causes fear or adoration or indifference.
I have tasted two,and fear almost constantly and for several reasons
And I have found myself more comfotable in it than in adoration,though such a heavier burden;
Adoration makes one lighter,careless about who he is; it is so easy to let go when you don’t have to protect anything.
And,God,how do I dread indifference
that is to come,as no one escapes life,
for little or for long,by failure or senility
How is it bared? It must be hellish.
A better-to-let-aside thought-
For now it is,it’s your soul that creates darkness -therefore fear
humans we are so weak to fear.