Just a little taste of the music I've been listening to lately. Not only in January, but also in December. There is no doubt that Post Malone, is the person I'm listening to the most, and I'm so excited to see, what he is gonna do next year. His new album stoney is incredible, and there is not one song on it that I dislike, so you guys should definitely check it out.

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Omg.... have you checked out Boohoo recently, because I obviously haven't. They have so good stuff, and it so cheap. I know what my next pay check is going to. Alle the pictures are links, that will take you straight to the item.

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It's a new year, which means new year resolutions, and "new year, new me" wibes. I don't really believe in it, I will rather like to stay motivated all year long, and do my best throughout. But it's still a good opportunity to reflect over what you have at what you want to achieve. I then maybe go back in the end of the year and look and see if you really achieved any of your goals. So my goals is....

1. I want to be happy, for real. Not every day, but I wanna have loads of those days you think back on, and just know that you were really happy at that point.

2. I want to be healthy, because it makes me feel good. And I sometime needs to be reminded of that.

3. I want to work hard, this is both school, friendships, family, etc. I wanna feel accomplished.

4. I want to be proud of myself, I need to give more credit to myself. And actually sometimes tell myself that Im doing alright, and that I've good enough.

5. I want to make time for passions, I need to remember to take sometime and focus on what I love to do. Not that I don't love my school and studies, because I really do. But it's alright to love other things to.

6. I want to not care. Im so tired of worrying about what other people think. I really want to be careless, maybe not completely, but just learn to care a little less.

Hopefully I will get to actually look back on this. That makes me excited, for what this year has in store for me.

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Ok.... something I've been struggling with for years is my body and my bodyimage. It's so hard to admit to myself, that these standards has gotten to my head, and it can't love my body unless it looks exactly like it should (compared to others). The past month I've lost quite a lot of weight, unintentionally for the most part, because I've been stressed with exams, and other stuff. And to be honest.. I've never felt better. It makes me so happy, and I feel like I can't do anything. But when I sit down and think about why, it makes me so sad, that I had to lose weight to feel this way. And that I couldn't just have loved what I looked like before.

People always say that it's important to be proud of you body, and treat like it's your temple. But that's just so damn hard. I've tried this, and practised this for so long, and it hasn't worked. Every time someone took a photo of me, I looked at it with sadness, because that's wasn't how I looked in my mind, and that especially wasn't how I wanted to look. Why is it so hard. Now the problem is, when is enough really enough. because Im not sure I will ever be able to live up to my own standards. So at what time or what age will I think, now I completely love my body, and I wouldn't change a thing? And if I ever get to that point, will I look back at all those years, I've spend hating and punishing myself, and think It was all a waste of time?

I hope this made some sort of sense, because it's something I have been struggling with for years. I just the thought that it's something Im gonna struggle with for yours to go, makes me horrified.

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OH, how I love the vintage sunglasses trend. But it's kinda over done by now. Here are some of my favourite shapes and colours. I just bought a pair filled with rhinestones, I can't wait to show you guys. I just feel like every outfit gets a little better with sunglasses.

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I feel bad, like really bad. I loved blogging and then suddenly I just didn't. Or I couldn't find the time to do it. I started working a full time job, and a couple of months ago I started going to school, while still working (obviously not full-time). School is taking up so much of my time, that I used to spend doing what I love, and what I am passionate about. And I wanna do that again. It makes me sad to think, how easily I give up what I love, just because Im lazy and bad at managing my time. I hope to make up for it soon, and I wanna get back on here, writing funny post and finding amazing pictures, which basically I just what I do in my spacetime anyway. But hopefully I will be doing a better job, now that I am studying multimedia. We'll see.... Hopefully some of you are still here, and haven't completely forgotten me, but if you have I don't blame you (lol).

See you soon..xx

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I love this trend, I love mom jeans. They just look so effortlessly cute, and put together. I feel like you can wear mom jeans with everything. It's a great way to wear some of your more dressy shirts, and make them everyday wear. I can be hard to find a good pair though, that fits the right way, I am struggling a bit with that.

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So this is something I have never talked about before, but I have anxiety. I struggled with it for a few years, until I actually realized what it was. It started when I was little, and looking back now it all makes sense. I always had a hard time with change, a little change in my day, was enough to make it all seem too overwhelming.

My parents got divorced very soon after I was born, so it has never been weird for me seeing them apart. But soon after they split up, my mom found another man, and because I was very little and had very little contact with my real father at the time, he very quickly became my “Father”. They got married a couple years later. But when I was 17 they told me they were getting a divorce, and my world fell completely apart. I was so close with my stepdad, and I was so afraid that I would loose him because he wasn’t my "real father". My parents also felt that I was an adult and they did not spare me for any of the drama. I sat in the front row to a divorce. I just remember crying for a very long time. And even today it can still make me cry if I think about it. Because I am really afraid of change.

But a couple month after the divorce and everything was slowing down, something horrible happened. My stepfather called me one day in middle of school, and told me that he would come pick me up. When I got in the car he told me, that my mom had had a heart attack. I have always been very afraid of losing my mom, because she has always felt like the only thing I had. Thank god she survived, and she is very well today, but that was just a horrible time. I remember crying everyday, and I started getting real panic attacks.

On top of that I don’t like strangers, don’t know why, but I have always been afraid of strangers. That always made it very hard for me to go out because whenever my friends made me go out, I would get anxious and end up going home. It frustrated my friends a lot, because they never got what I felt.

In 2015 I started seeing a psychologist, and she helped me so much. I don't think I would be where I am now without her help. Now I am able to live my life pretty much anxiety free. I still have anxiety here and there, but it now more than what I have learned to deal with, and I am so grateful, that I've learned how to handle it.

It's not the easiest to write about, and I hope you don't take it the wrong ways. But I wanna start doing these "let's talk" every Sunday, to start some discussions, but also so you can get to know me more, and I can hopefully get to know you.

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I love missyempire, I think their clothes is amazing, and I love buying from them. I chose some of my favourites for summer, and I actually just ordered number 1 and 5 myself.

If you wanna buy any of the things, just click the picture, and it will take you straight to the item.

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