Hi fighters! I'm so sorry about the bad update but I have actually not felt okay at all these past few days. Haven't had any motivation to do anything and have just been mentally tired.
But that's anorexia and orthorexia at it's finest I guess.
Soon me and my mom are hopping on the bus to the movies with a couple of friends and then after, we're eating out on a restaurant- which is really scary for me but I will push through for my mom so that I will be allowed to go to London with her which is in about... 17 days- wow... I will make this, I'm just kind of stuck on how. Am still having trouble knowing how much calories (god I hate that word, I will use energy instead) that I need to repair my extremely wierd and bad metabolism... Hmm. Hope you are all well!
This is me a couple of years ago btw- and I remembered how fat I felt that day and I just wanted to go and hide. But I still went on that photoshoot with my friend.