This post is a little different because what I basically want to do is to describe a feeling, and that is easier said than done. The feeling is 'home' or 'the feeling of home'. The reason for this post is, that I have realized that for me this feeling has really changed.
Most of us, I think, might considered 'home' to be where we grow up and the feeling and atmosphere that the place we grow up in had. I know i definitely have and until very recently this feeling has stayed with me.
Within the last couple of years or so, I have definitely felt a change in this feeling and the way I feel about it. This feeling is no longer only connected to a place but to a person. You might have already guessed it? That person is Simon. He is now my feeling of home and no matter where we are together and especially where we wake up together I feel at home. Its the feeling of comfort, safety and a stomach feeling that I just can't describe.
It is weird that one person can make you feel like this and actually it is a bit scary, of course in a very good-scary way. My body og mind just feel calm and comfortable whenever I wake up with him by my side. For some time I thought it was the combination of our apartment and him, but when we went on holiday I realized that as long as I wake up with him by my side, It do not matter where it is, I just feel like home.
I am a very lucky girl and I truly appreciate being with someone that makes me feel like this.