A depressing weather to a depressing day...
I'm telling right now if this time this blog update don't work I give up.And that's for sure..I'm not even gonna bother write about Finland trip cus I spent from before 11 to 3 am in the morning writing and attaching pictures to it and Everytime I was in the end with it,it just dessapierd on me even I saved the shitt..ugh..just like my life ain't already a struggle...😔 I didn't even feel like doing a shitt yesterday...just pretty much slept all day long...
Anyway we came home from Finland for like two weeks ago.
spent there like 16 day and got to do some fun stuff tho.
One day we went to Golden Rax to eat with my mon,older little sister and her two friends.Incase u wonder what it is,so its a pizza buffee.They have some side stuff too like salad,wings,onionrings etc.
We went bowling with Maria&Antton.
Usually my husband wins but this time i won!😄
Went to my old job place to eat pizza and say hello to my work friends (concedered like a friend tho!!)
I took my favourite Wich is pepperoni-aura kotzone!
Still tastes as good as usually!
Wisited my favourite grill Korvgörans ❤
My friend who moved like 200km away came to wisit so we spent night at lake house.
And another friend who moved allmost to Sweden I got to see too.😃
Went chill at ocean,my foster parents have their trailer over there so we spent a little time there with them and grilled some meat and sausages.
Their sons daughter happened to be there so it was nice to see her too.
I went swimming even it was pretty cold still cus Finnish summer was like three weeks late..of course with my bad luck..
But it didnt stop my crazy ass to jump in tho..I was waiting all year long for that tho.😊
We met my aunt I haven't seen in couple years.
Went to a nice coffee place to meet my two other Finnish friends.damn I been missing you guys.
One night we went to a bar called Black sheep.couple cold and played Pool.
Bumpt in to some of my older friends i used to hang out with back in the days and it was nice to see them too.
It was nice to play Halo again with my own gamertag.Kickt some arse!
Well this time i didn't have eather time to see all them I wanted to see..Once again...
But next year I will.
Gonna plan that trip so much more earlier and better then this one...
I'm just happy that I got to spend most of my time with my other half,Fluke 😍❤
God I missed that dog so much and once again I do...It's hardest to say goodbye to him cus he don't understand why I'm doing this over and over 😢 Just hurts and brakes my heart so badly 😩
Then mom who's also like a best friend to me,it was so nice to see her and spend time with my family.
My little sisters and brother.I love you guys so much!
I love you all near and dear who's in my life and around me.!!!
Goodbyes sucks so bad but it's only for a year tho.
These two weeks been kind a depressing and empty after the trip but I guess it will be better..
Just really honestly how I been feeling lately too is that I'm done stop caring about certain things...
sometimes I even get that strong feeling I woul like to really flush my life down toilet..
Just have to stay strong I guess...
Since we came back so last Sunday we went on a charger boat with the guys.
This year was so much nicer cus I can't fish Wich I didn't do last year at all and I didn't have to freeze my ass off,got fryed instead..
Then I been hanging with Earlene.
went shopping and eating Chinese food couple of times.I so love Chinese.
then I been hanging with Martha couple time this week and we been chilling in pool and hot tube.And playing pool.
Then we played cornhole with Earlene&Steve and our best buddy on Thursday.Still my favourite outside game.😊
yea well I'm done writing for now and take care people! ❤