Christmas is over and I have been sick through this whole time, yesterday I also got drugged which was one of the most horrible experiences that I've ever had.
It went from one minute to another, I just fell down and and I didn't react on anything so I'm forever greatful to my friend that called for help.
Today I've been full of anxiety and all because I can't remember anything at all and that scares the hell out of me. I'm a little bit of a control freak when I drink because I don't really like the feeling of getting too drunk however I came up to the conclusion that I will stop drinking alcohol from now on. I know that it sounds like a silly thing that everyone says but I mean it, I really don't enjoy that lifestyle. I want kids and family more than anything else....
what else ? M didn't come home this Christmas which was sad but we have talked a lot lately and what can I say ? He's the love of my life I truly believe that.
"Amo-te e tenho a certeza que é contigo que quero ficar" the best words I have ever heard.