I wish that I could write about all the madness that are going on in my life because it's for sure some insane stories... I love it though it's a good kinda madness!
What else ? It's not exactly something new that I'm in love with an asshole, I don't know why? We have this hate love kinda thing, we get on each other nerves but still we can't seem to stay away from each other.
It's a passion that I'm afraid that I won't find in anyone else... he's a pice of shit and I try to tell myself that he's not even good looking but as soon as I see him GOSH nothing else matters.
The fact that he told me " I don't give a fuck anymore " now in this moment when I'm writing this just makes me laugh because I know that he will come back. I think he has ADHD or maybe he's just bipolar or it's a gypsy thing? He's half gypsy just like me so I think a part of the mood swings come from that haha.