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December is finally here, its easy for people that knows me well to say that i love christmas. Christmas has always been my favourite time of the year beacuse its a time where you spend much time with family, you eat good food, have more big familymeetings and everything is just so peacefull and cosy. December is the time to chill and spend quality time with friends and family.

As much as i wish Evrim could be here to spend christmas with us, does he unfortunately not have time cuz of school this year. this is one of the bad parts of comming from different cultures, they dont have same hollidays as us. i have tried my best to explane him what we do in christmas and what traditions we have, and he is starting to have a good idea of how it is, but he needs to join and see it in real to really understand fully. And im pretty sure he will love it. it wont be this year but lets hope for next year:)

In my family we have old traditions through the christmastime that we follow each year. its always the same just some small adjustments. i cant wait for the time when im living with Evrim and we will make our own christmas traditions together. Hopfully keep some of the traditions i already have but also create new once. it will be great, just imagining it makes me smile like an idiot.

Merry christmas everybody! be safe:)

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I am coming back to my country again. Totally 9000 km and 25 hours to see my other half and to come back to 'home'. I know we will hang up all obstacles and be together, but this process is just so hard. It needs sacrifice, it needs time, it needs a strong character but most importantly it needs a huge love.
When your tears start dropping not because of how you feel, but how she feels, you understand that you really love her. She will come home from school and wont see me in home, wont be able to hug and kiss me again till i come back in 1.5 months. Knowing this is giving me pain most. Her goodness is my priority.
Love guys, love. It gives pain and takes everything you have, but it also gives the real happiness to your life.
Goodnight my baby, this time without my kisses and our hugs. Try to sleep well even though it is hard. When i come back, i will make all these alone nights, i promise you. I love you so much Monica, even after my last breathe, my love will be existing for you.

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Being in a long distance relationship can be hard some times. expecially saying goodbye after having time together. Evrim just left today, i thought i would get more and more used to this, i mean more used to saying goodbye. but its not like that. Im having a hard time saying goodbye everytime, my eyes are all read and sencitive. it feels so empty and alone when he leaves, and i cant hold back the tears that are pushing on. Luckily Evrim knows how to make me calm and feel better, he really knows what to say. He is so strong, caring and loving. I adore everything he do. nobody can ever make me feel this good just by talking to me and hugging me. he is so valuable to me, and no one is as good as him, im so lucky to say that he is just mine.

Long distance relationship is not bad, its sooo beautifull. we have such a different connection than other couples. this distance means that you need to trust your partner, show tolerance, have good comunication and appreciate the time you have together. having a relationship like this means that you needs to know what you want and you have to stand for what you belive in. people will come to you, and tell their opinion. Your family may discourage it, other people will tell you to be carefull incase you get your heart broken. in this situations its important to do what you feel, stand up for yourself. I personally diddnt have much problem about these things, we both have good people around us that supports us. 

Seni çok seviyorum canım. Kasım ayında görüşürüz :)

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My trip to norway is finished and now i am coming back to home. We again had a one week by doing everything so much more than normal. We kissed so much more than normal couples, we went to dinner more than other couples, we hug each other so much more than other couples and did many things more than others again. Cuz we have one week to fit two and half month. while others have time to discuss to fight or to hurt each other, we can't even start discussion with each other cuz we dont have time to make each other sad. I hope it goes like this and when i come to Trondhiem, we go on our life without any negativity. Ahh this week, we passed it so fast but we also fit many things in it my princess.
I hope those goodbye tears are less now, cuz i am coming back to you in 42 days. Enjoy your time without me :) and enjoy the passing days. Cuz everyday that is passing is a path we pass more to our future together :)

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   I just woke up now, and as a classic, i am writing while she is sleeping.
   I took her parfume to my hand now.But before i have this, she sent me her pullower with full of her parfume.She sent it for me to have her smell till i smell her by myself again when i was in Riga.
   Post office was in a lonely district. It was autumn and everywhere was covered with dried yellow foliage. After i got the package, i couldn't stop myself till the dormitary to open it. I just opened it outside with that autumn theme. I smelled it and that moment stucked to my mind. It is really weird that everytime i smell her parfume, i just see that moment again. Autumn, foliage and how much i am full of her love. I will never forget that moment and never forget that peace inside.
   When i need peace and sth to sleep with, i just take the parfume bottle and and smell smak av deg Monica. I remember that moment, our love and i feel the peace that fills in to me...

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I am in a funeral now. One of the man who was in the traditional dance group of my father is gone now. He was working in a concrete factory. You know it is "Kurban bayramı" in Turkey now and it is vacation for 1 week. Even though he had vacation, he wanted to work cuz he had to. Money is more important than the time you have with your family if you dont have that money enough. When he took the elevator that is 400 m high from ground, how he could know that rope of elevator is gonna break off. When he falled down, he left this life and passed to another world. Now i am in his funeral. These are poor people, these are the people that they dont have support other than their god. His father is crying and shouting and says " where are you my Mustafa, the Mustafa eho served from 7 to 70 years old, the Mustafa who worked for so less money that is gonna cause his death, my Mustafa". Ahh world, ahh human. You are savages, you take everything and steal people's soul and you leave them nothing. Here is what u have done. For the owner of that company, a honest good man died for working with low wage.

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Yesterday i found a website that is named "36questionsinlove.com" i asked Evrim to do it with me and i recommend everybody that have a boyfriend/girlfriend to try it. its 36 questions that you and your parnet will answer, sit down and make time for it, dont stress through the questions, take time and bond with each other. I can honestly say that even tho i have been together with Evrim for over one year, this questions made me know him even better, get more close and get even stronger relationship.

This questions really made us see our love. Some questions were funny to talk about, and funny to listen, some of them made us really emotional and i loved every seccond of it. Questions can be so simple but hearing the answer can be so much more powerfull. After this questions i had a warm and good feeling inside. So i recommend everybody to check it out..

i love you so much Evrim!! :) 

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  One of the hardest parts of long distance relationship. She is sick and i can't do anything other than advice. I can't take care of her, make her sleep by playing with her face, can't give water to her when her throat hurts and can't cuddle her when she feels tired of sickness and vulnerable. In our last meeting, i got sick and she made me come back to myself in two days. I have never been geting rid of sickness less than 1 week. But she did just in two days. It really kills me when i can't help her, it really kills me when she has pain and caughing too much that ends with tears in her eyes. I wish i was sick and she was ok, i wish i could be fucked up and she could go on her life normally all healty. I just want to pass this year and go to her. Never ever leave her alone in any good or bad situation. I promise to the universe that i will always be by her side.
  Now i hope you sleep peacefully meaning of my life, dont have dreams tonight. just sleep without any wakeing up in the night and wake up to a beautiful day feeling better :)

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  Now she is sleeping and i like writing here while she is sleeping. Cuz when she wakes up and see the things i wrote, she has that smile as beautiful as i can't describe. I can do everything to see that smile on her face all the time, i am serious.
  Today, it is our last 40 days to meet again. And as always, it is not passing. I think that it is getting hard to leave there and coming back to my country by my every visit.
  We are having that question so frequently" How can you make it survive ? "  We are not doing something specificly. We just love each other and this concept gets you ways to handle problems and all other things. We talk around 2 hours everyday in skype. It is our individual time and it is the best and most important time in our day. Cuz talking with her and telling my day makes me feel so relax and happy. I think it is same for her too :)
  We dont fight. We just want to solve the issue, if there is and we talk and apologise from each other to stop fighting before it starts. Being right does not mean anything to us. It doesn't solve problems and help you find a way to handle situations. It just makes the situation sustain which is so harmfull for your relationship. Just apologise, apologise to make her sad, apologise to waste your beautiful talking. Apologise without thinking if you are right or not. When both sides are in this attitude, you will see that is not sth possible to have fight.
  Just love each other, but my suggestion is fiestly, learning how to love a person.
Also look at this cutieee 😍😍 😍 and the other little shit is me 😊 Also that photo of mine is from "Sünnet". Even though it is known as a muslim culture, your family makes u have it and it doe, anyways, in my next writing i will talk "about Sünnet"

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*This summer will be the best sommer ever!!* i say this sentence every year. But this summer have not been a so fun and like i dont know interesting summer. Only 2 weeks in my summer vacation was perfect, Evrim was here and i couldnt have had a better time. But after that i havent been doing much, just working, training and fixing things in cabbin. Normally we go to one vacation every year for example turkey, but since we were building and fixing things on or cabbin money and time went for that. Summer just dont feel like the same, when i dont have any warm vacation to look forward to. Im not complaning for sure, i know that there is people out there that dont even have clean water or a house to live. But It have just been a different summer but even tho we diddnt go to any vacation i had a good summer. And im ready to get back to school with lots of motivation and work:)

This video really put tears to my eyes and again made me apriciate the good life i have, i have clean water, enough food, a house to live in, i go to school and i have people who loves me. So complaning about not going for any vacation trip is not something i will sit and do. I hope everybody out there takes some time to think and apriciate what they have.

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