Its wierd how one person can make your life so perfect, just by being there. Make you laugh and smile everyday, even tho you are maybe having a bad day. I have never had a person in my life that made me feel like this, until i met Evrim. He changed my life, in a so good way. From the day we decided to be together 24 of July 2015, til now. He makes me feel like a princess, he always put a smile on my face and make me laugh. To be this much connected with a person is something special, he fits me, and he make me the better version of myself. After we met i have had more motivation in life to succsess and more happiness. We loved everyday, talked for hours and i diddnt get bored one single moment. Some people ask how we can spend so much time in skype with each other without being bored, or to run out of things to talk about. The answer is, i cant get bored of him, i can even just sit and look at him and still not be bored at all. i adore him.
Days were we dont talk much and maybe dont have time for skype, i feel a lack of something. He is the one who compleats me, i can really say that. If i am sad, he knows it, without me even telling him, he just tell me that he can see/feel that something is wrong. Nobody have had this much connection with me. We talk our problems together and it makes it so much easier, just knowing he is by my side to support me is a so good feeling.
I dont really know were i want to go with this blog pot but i just felt like i wanted to write some feelings. I have been thinking and thinking of him for all evening. Having a long distance relationship can be tough cuz you just want to hug and kiss that person. I wish to be with him more than everything!! Some evenings are harder than others, i can just sit down and think and imagine how good it would be if he would be here to with me. The good thing about long distance relationship is the meetings and the time we spend together, its the time i appreciate the most, jut being us two. I feel in safe with him, i want to go to bed and sleep with his arms around me, it is the best feeling i can have. Knowing that he will be there, if i wake up after a bad dream i can just hug him and sleep in peace again. ahhh as i miss ittt..
Luckily its not much time between our meetings. Hopefully we will start our life together in Norway as soon as we can, i dont know if it will be 6 months or 1-2 years. but hopefully as soon as possible. I could have waited a life time for this to happend so i can for sure wait this time.
I love you so much Evrim, you and me!