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Everybody have their own goals in life, it can be everything from traveling the world, to reaching a tittle in work. I have some big points that i want to reach in my life, some goals are close, some are more far. but before i die i want to reach them all. Here is 4 of my goals!

🌸Go on with my education: This september im starting a big change in my life, i finished school for now and im starting as "lærling" it means that i will start working. For 2 years i will be working in the ambulance, while i also have learning periodes, courses and other exiting things.

🌸Learn Turksih: This is actually i goal i have had for a long time but im bad at putting time for it. I know some small things but i want to be able to talk and understand turkish as much as possible. Which means that i need to put more time for it, hopefully these year will give me some extra time even tho i will have a hard working year in ambulance.

🌸Create my own little family: Start living with Evrim, it will be the start of my little family. I would never be together with him if i diddnt see a future with him, but now i dont see a future without him. After finishing education, having a stabile life we both want babies. im actually to babysick, so hopefully somebody i know is planning to have soon, so i will be so willing to babysitt.

🌸Travle to different places:I love traveling, seeing new things, tasting new food, meeting different coultures. I wanna go to Italy, Poland, Bali, USA blabla. just exploring the world we live inn.




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Everyday im full of love, i love every single thing you do. I dont know where im going with this post, but i felt for opening the computer and writing some. This is kinda like our journal. Some times when we are together we sit down and read our posts, posts that we dont really rememeber that we wrote. Its wierd reading how it was in those times, how we both changed, but there is always one thing that never changed, and its our love. Its been true and pure all the way. We had our ups and downs but we mannaged to get through them all together. i think thats whats important. Being together though everything, through good and bad.

im in love with this boy, he is my life, my goal my happiness. i dont know what i should have done without him. waking up every morning knowing that somebody loves and cares about me as much as he does, is worth living for.

I love you! How can i not love this boy, he makes me smile, he makes me laugh even when i just want te be mad, ahahah. he always findas a way to make me smile.

Always be this great Evrim!

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💗Decided to put our song in this blog post so its possible to play it while reading💗

💗Today it 24 of july, which is the day were we decided to be boyfriend and girlfriend... one of the best choises i have ever done in my life. You gave me happiness, you gave me tears and love. since day one i have been the happiest girl living. Always waking up knowing that the boy of my life loves me as much as i love him.

Through our 2 years we went through many things, great meetings that i will never forget, the sadest goodbyes, skype for hours, talking laughing and just enjoying the time being you and me! In the start you met my family, finally after almost 2 years i met yours. We are so lucky to have all these good people around us. but most important, we have eachother.

I wanna say so much, i wanna tell my all feeling but im speechless, no words can describe how thankfull i am for what we have. i hope im the girl that will make you happy for your all life.

I love you so much! Happy 2 years my love!

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Finally im home, after spending 5 tiering days in hospital. This is what happend, on last sunday i decided to call the doctor because of a stomack ache that diddnt pass. It was like somebody put a knife to my belly and twisted it. Doctor told me to come at 2pm, so i went with my grandmother. After some tests they told me that they wanted to keep me in hospital for some days. I had to wait some hours to get a bed and a room. in the end when i finally got the room i was crying and shaking cuz of my pain and they finally gave me some pain relife medicine, and i started feeling better. days passes and they diddnt really know what was wring with me, it could be may things but they thought it could be one of these, Appendicitis or pyelitis. i went throug many tests. . They started antibiotic treatment the first day, 2 types of antibiotics since they diddnt know what i had. After some time they told me that i have pyelitis. i had no energy, i was laying in bed everyday, not eating much cuz things i ate just came up again... this was one hard week for me and some people around me, luckily people in hospital treated me well and im now home. now with antibiotics through pills.

my grandfather said " Its not dangeruos or bad as long as it eventually passes"

Im also so lucky to have so many good people around me, my family were with me all the time, and family memebers sent me flowers and other things to make me feel better. One of the hard things is being in a LDR when this situations comes. I wanted him to be with me to much, i needed his hugs, his voice to sleep and his touch. He is also working now, which means we couldnt talk much in day time, but he still made me feel good and in safe byl talking to me as much as he could, Im sure this week wa hard for you Evrim, seeing me like this in pain, not knowing what to do. but you can be sure, if i diddnt have you, it would be even harder for me. You are great, i see how much you care for me and want to be with me and its enough. knowing that you love me.

Now i will have some resting days, before i go to my cabbin for some days.


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there are many bad feelings in life which actually are real disasters. One of them is being unable to help to the woman of your life, to love of your life. She is in hospital now, because she is really sick. Right now, i hate my life. Yes, sickness is something comes from life, but being unable to help her is just a shit. I wanna be there Monica, i wanna take care of you as i did when you got drunk in that night, i wanna take care of you as you did for me many times. I hope she gets better so soon, and life does not test me with this pain again.

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Hello again. Now i finally finished editing the video from our summervacation together. Im pretty happy about how it turned out and i hope you find it interesting aswell. In the video you see some of our adventures, one of them was a boat trip to different places were we could jump from the boat and swim. The water was so clean, all blue/green and temperature was great! the boat trip happend in Marmaris were we were staying in a hotel for 5 days :) The hotel trip was something we both neede, going away from all other things, being just me and him. We diddnt do something special, just enjoyed our time in the sun and being together.

Being in a LDR is hard but when we meet i have the time of my life, so its motivating me everyday to reach our goal to finally be together forver. It is wierd how only holding each others hand can make me enjoy and to be happy to much. hugging becomes so peacfull, its like everything else around just stops for a moment, Kissing i like breathing, just being able to touch and look at him make me to happy. sadly this happiness is only for some time, then we had to go appart again for some time. Now we are passing the time by remembering our great memories and looking forward to creating new once in the future. The happiness is still there for sure, im to happy to have him in my life and even tho we dont see each other in real we see each other from skype, and he makes me the happiest girl on this world!

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I woke up but, i don't want to open my eyes. I am so afraid that i won't find you next to me, sleeping in peace. But also, you know that we can't prevent the truth.
After i opened my eyes, a tuber just occurred in my throat, i couldn't swallow, i couldn't breathe. Every time, the flashbacks come to my mind, our kiss and hug when we wake up, i seriously can't breathe. Being the staying one is harder than the traveling one Monica, you were right. Now i remember and understand and experience your immoderate cryings.
We had a great time together. But, the visit was so much more than a vacation. It was a start again. As i met your family 1.5 years ago and learned your life, you met my family and learned my life. Now we know how each other feels when we say goodbye, we changed the situations and we can understand each other even better.
It is one last year, one damn last year.
Then i am with her permanently and there won't be anything that keep us apart again.

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I think it is time to start writing here again, and to update you all. Right now im having the hardest travle i have had in my all life.. i just left turkey this morning. After 2 amazing weeks with my boyfriend. Im going to edit a video from our vacation and upload it here later.

When i came to turkey 22 of june my mind was full of thoughts and exitment, i couldnt wait to finally hug and kiss him again. Now today when plane took off i felt so damn empty. No words can describe how lonly i felt. Knowing that i wont see him for a long time, i wont be able to hug him or kiss him. In plane i got tired and i closed my eyes and automaticly leaned my head "against his shoulder" but it was not there.. and it broke me, i thought i had calmed myself down but in that time tears just pushed on even more then before. I just wanted to put my head to his shoulder, take my arms around his one arm and hug him...

We also had some problems in airport about my ticket, they couldnt find it in aiportsystem, so we had to much things to check and find out. Because if this we lost alot of time and i had to run to my gate so i couldnt get the long goodbye i wanted, but maybe it was for the best, a long goodbye would make me even more sad and make it harder to walk from there.

Evrim is suprising me everyday with new things, i see new sides from him everyday and i love them all. If there is one quality i love about him it is the way he treats and cares me. He diddnt leve me alone even for 1 seccond in airport. For other days to, he always cares me, asking me what he can do to make me feel better and hugging me if there is nothing he can do.

His hugs are like magicpower, they can make me laugh, they can make me cry, make me feel in peace and most of all make me feel his all love to me!

We will post more about this time together soon but for now this is all i have, i have enough with myself now. I need to come back to myself, and spend my time to talk to him from skype and phone for the pain to pass faster.
I love you with my all heart Evrim!

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I am studying electrical and electronics engineering in Izmir, Turkey and Monica is studying ambulance. We both are in our senior years and to be honest, it is damn stressful. Cuz, i should not find just a job and start my professional life, i actually need to find a job that i will let me visit her at least one time every two months or that will get me close to her for distance. I feel like we will have one more year apart from each other but after that i will at least go to Trondheim as a master student. You may be asking like "why dont you just find a job in Norway and everything is ok then". Nope it is not that easy actually. Because it is already sth too hard to find job and if you are a Turkish citizen, it is even harder to fins job abroad or in Norway. Only thing i want right now is to find a job at least in Europe and be closer to her for easier visits. She is in her test for laerling right now and i wish you my best luck my beautiful angel. We are also sorry not to post for a long time but guys trust me, these days just passes too fast. It is maybe good or bad, idk. Only thing i want now is to skip to the day that i will have one way ticket to her.

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