Finally im home, after spending 5 tiering days in hospital. This is what happend, on last sunday i decided to call the doctor because of a stomack ache that diddnt pass. It was like somebody put a knife to my belly and twisted it. Doctor told me to come at 2pm, so i went with my grandmother. After some tests they told me that they wanted to keep me in hospital for some days. I had to wait some hours to get a bed and a room. in the end when i finally got the room i was crying and shaking cuz of my pain and they finally gave me some pain relife medicine, and i started feeling better. days passes and they diddnt really know what was wring with me, it could be may things but they thought it could be one of these, Appendicitis or pyelitis. i went throug many tests. . They started antibiotic treatment the first day, 2 types of antibiotics since they diddnt know what i had. After some time they told me that i have pyelitis. i had no energy, i was laying in bed everyday, not eating much cuz things i ate just came up again... this was one hard week for me and some people around me, luckily people in hospital treated me well and im now home. now with antibiotics through pills.
my grandfather said " Its not dangeruos or bad as long as it eventually passes"
Im also so lucky to have so many good people around me, my family were with me all the time, and family memebers sent me flowers and other things to make me feel better. One of the hard things is being in a LDR when this situations comes. I wanted him to be with me to much, i needed his hugs, his voice to sleep and his touch. He is also working now, which means we couldnt talk much in day time, but he still made me feel good and in safe byl talking to me as much as he could, Im sure this week wa hard for you Evrim, seeing me like this in pain, not knowing what to do. but you can be sure, if i diddnt have you, it would be even harder for me. You are great, i see how much you care for me and want to be with me and its enough. knowing that you love me.
Now i will have some resting days, before i go to my cabbin for some days.