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Good afternoon fellas! Hope your day is good and you get a good or awesome ending of this day.

As I said before, I have had problems with my lady down stairs for months and the 10th I was at the doctor and got medication for it.. Again, antibiotics for infection. It's like the only med who takes the infection away but I get so ill of it so today I has only slept.. Literally.. From like 10am-2pm.. In about 40 min I'm gonna pick my love from school and then we are going to take the bus to Johannes. Gosh, these texts he's been sent me are not fun.. Panic over money, panic over his job. So I will be there, with him and trying to calm him down. Maybe take my good arse and some good influence that we. Together can do anything IF we only want too!


He has been so sweet since I was there for a week when I operated his stupid toe, so maybe something good is coming out of this, show knows right? But I'm hoping for the best. Because right now I don't feel very well. I haven't drink or eat anything except water for swallow the meds and my heart had been pounding hard and I have feel dizzy. So I'm hoping with all of my heart that from now, this day can be better! And maybe I can get some time for studying too!


I'm just gonna post a random picture, not just fun to read a boring text without anything good to look at

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Today is it #MentalHealthAwarenessDay and I want to give my sisters and brothers who is in heaven a voice they never had when they lived. Mental illness is a real thing and it kills people daily, it's a big problem in our community and this society but few talks about it.

When I was around 13 I was close to be a victim of mental illness, and I live everyday in a struggle.. But I won't let it bring me down, I will live my life and one day say in it from my heart "what a wonderful day and life!"

Mental illness is a thing, a real thing and not something an idiot has made up for fun. People struggle with this everyday and we need to talk about this more, educate more, save life. Children, teens, adults, old ones lives with this pain in the ass disorder and many live with it and doesn't even know. We need to talk about mental health more, in school, at jobs, around the city, around the world. STOP quite this down, even if you don't want to listen, someone is struggling and need some help.


In this society, even the doctors doesn't want to listen to us who need help, some doctors think a pill will make things better but it won't, we need to talk, listen, respect and work with the problems from the tiny whole to the biggest ocean! So today I celebrate this day for all the people who got silence by the darkness and didn't see the light at the end of the tunnel, let us, us people fight this together! ♥♥♥

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Good morning everyone, I hope you had a wonderful day yesterday. I cannot say I had a good day, but neither a bad day. I got my computer back, which is a good thing. But the other ones isn't.. I have told you, or I think about this with my lady part. The problems, I went to the doctor and I thought.. I have an infection in my uterus again(!!!) and with my medicine I don't feel well. I'm not going into details but I bet you understand a little, it's like I have a stomach flue or something. So now I'm in my second week at home, but I will be coming back to school next week with more energy I hope. I really need it, and of course my school got info about this ^^

I love autumn, but I hate all the flues that are circulating all around me, because I get sick very easy.. But I love it, not the flue but the autumn itself. Halloween, leafs that changing colours, the cold and fresh air. What do you like about this part of the year or which part of the year do you like the most? Summer, spring, autumn, winter? Put a comment below (Y)

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So today, my plans for this week? Nothing, because if I should plan somethis. Like "on thuesday, this will be finish", if I can't finish we say my homework and laundry till that day. I got anexity and panic.. Again, the life of a diagnose living.. So today I gonna do small things that matters, and keep my mind fresh and open so I can try. I don't want to be in that bubble again!

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Good morning to you guys!

Hope your day has start good, mine has been both good and less good. But I can't say it has been a bad day or something. I was going to leave Nélli at preschool so I could study alone because we have like a home study day today and I really need that time to study. Because I have so much to do at school, but as normal when I come home late and I don't got enough sleep. I overslept this morning.. So no preschool, less study. But you know what? It doesn't matter so much, because even if I have Nélli 100% I don't get quality time with her, which is really important for me and for her. So today we took a longer morning, ate some good pancakes we and cuddling till a movie. Finding Dory, little of a change at home, or else it's just like lion king, Dora the explorer and stuff. Nothing in my taste..


Now Nélli plays she's going to the shop, kind of cute to see her playing by herself. It's pretty unusual to se her play that way and I'm listening to some music. My favourite band, Asking Alexandria and trying to study. Gosh, I really love this band and in January next year, they have tour and I'm so excited. Maybe I take a little vacation and take my stuff to London and se them LIVE!! I just need to find someone to go with ^^ because I won't, I'm to scared to see them alone. I'm a chicken haha! What's your favourite band? Have you see them live? Please, let me know how it felt and the power!

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Hello! How have your day been?
Mine? Not so good actually. Okay, let me explain in details about everything, from start.

I fell asleep really fast last night, and I was so freaking tired that I couldn't hold my eyes up at first when I woke up this morning. Nélli wasn't on her best mood either when I woke her up. We got dressed and ready for the long ass walk to my sisters house.. It was wet on the grass we passed so our shoes got extreme wet. My feet got cold, and I had to wear them up until I got to school. After I left her at my sisters home, the bus was full of people. I stood all the way to school, 30 minutes and my back got an extra my pain, which I still have now..

The day at school went okay, because of the pain I couldn't really focus and I got so much work to do... I'm so stressed and I can feel the irritation all over me!
Nélli had an amazing day thank God, so I'm really glad for her. That her day went from nay to yay🖤
So now, I'm watching some crap on channel 5 (I think) and will be get ready for sleep really soon. She's sleeping already so I got mommy time. Wiiii!!!

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Good evening!
So, my plans didn't work as I thought. I got a tired girl yesterday from her grandma, sounded like a cold first but after everything. When we got back home she was really tired and bad.. That night I woke up because she sounded really bad, like really bad. She has asthma so her breathing was rough too.

Anyways, I was going to the doctor today. With a sick child and being single mother, things isn't always easy, like this time. So it was just pick a new time and stay home. So we literally slept the whole day and I got some food shopping too. Which is pretty awesome to fill up the fridge and freezer with some food.

Now? I'm watching NCIS on channel 5USA, and had an amazing long shower. Tomorrow I'll be back to school and Nélli will be home with her aunt and cousin.
Hope you guys had an amazing day and evening, see you tomorrow!

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Hello guys! It's presentation time, ready for ti get to know us a little? We are exiting to tell a little about us.


I'm Jamie as you might know, 20 years old born in March, 16th 1997 and a student. Got pregnant at 15, 2012 and get birth to Nélli in June 2013. I've always be alone, not fully but mostly until late autumn/start on the winter. Her dad didn't want her, as to speak clear. I will not talk about him so much right now, it will come later. But yeah, I'm a single mother on full time, and I'm a student on full time. Right now I'm reading up my classes, so I can take in to college or university. Maybe a job so I can go back to school later, my plans is to working as a psychologist or criminal analys maybe.

I have also a hard backstories, rapes, sexual abuse, physical abuse ect. Diagnosis as bipolar, depression, anxiety and undiagnosed ADD.

Nélli is 4, I said it before. Born 14 June 2013, got 4 daddy's as she says. Grandpa, uncle, my boyfriend and her biological father. But she only got 3 who loves her, her words not mine. Undiagnosed ADHD, got some hard point in her life. Her favourite color is turquoise, so all her clothes and stuff "must" be in that color, or blue.


As you can see, we both are special and things are rough 95% of the time. We both have our issues and problems and it doesn't fit sometimes (read all the time). But we rock this world and live it fully, we do whatever we got to do. So I reading, studying online for tips and trix about this. Got groups on Facebook about this, parenting with a diagnose child but also me as a parent and a person.

Feel free to contact me and talk, maybe you have something for us who can help our everyday to be little easier.

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Hi everyone! First post will be a little boring but I hoping you will be enjoying anyways.

It's Sunday and we all know it means the weekend is slowly turning to a new week, and actually I really enjoy Sundays but I don't really know why. For me it's a peaceful day, and I know a fresh new start will be coming. Today we went to the woods, we found many fun things to watch and Nélli was really happy even if she wasn't on her best I think she might be getting sick or something. As you might know I'm a single mother on full time so I have her everyday and ever night week in and week out, so this weekend she was with her grandma so I could rest a little. And plans a got didn't got as I was hoping..

She's asleep now, or for maybe 2 hours ago, and I gonna watch an episode of Grimm before I sleep. Tomorrow i'm gonna visit the doctor, because I got some big problems with my lady parts... AGAIN! So I will be leaving her at preschool under that time and then if she doesn't feel well, I will be bring her home with me.


Tomorrow I'll also upload a post with a presentation of us, as a family and a little back history so you guys can get to know us a little better before more post of our day and stuff will be uploading. See you tomorrow!

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