To the guy who raped my friend,
I hope you wake up every night replaying what you did in your head and feel like crap, I hope the sweat pours down your forehead and the tears stream down your face because you don't deserve to get a good nights sleep. Do you have a mother? possibly a little sister? Could you imagine what it feels like if what you did happened to them.
You used your heavy weight and your manipulative ways to take advantage of my friend. Who had been out having fun drinking with someone she thought was her cool guy friend, the kid she turned to when she had hard times at home, when a boy was mean to her, when she had a bit too much too drink and needed someone to help her.Did it come across your mind to think that she was completely powerless being woken up in the middle of the night, not fully conscious making it impossible to push you off, it impaired her thinking, she couldn't see your blurry face clearly but she heard your voice leading her into a situation where she once thought she would be safe. Instead of your embrace she was met with a guilty conscious blaming herself and bloody sheets as YOU took away something she valued as precious and hoped to lose to a boy she would love one day. To top it off while you forced yourself into her, you had a girlfriend waiting for you at home. I hope you feel ashamed and I hope one day when you have a daughter of your own you will realise you hurt my friend so much she still thinks about it although it happened years go.
I doubt you are a bad person, I'm sure you weren't thinking straight, i know you will read this and know its you I'm talking about. One day when you are with a girl you love I hope you tell her what you did and I hope you learn your wrongs.
My friend, you have a heart of gold and you are the most caring beautiful person I know on the inside and out. You are my everything and I wish this never happened to you. You are precious and I wish you a man who will love you for the amazing person you are and treats you right every single second of the day.