November/December 2016

Winter was slowly beginning, it was getting cold outside. I finally managed to find a job. I remember i been very happy, becouse there was hope that I would meet Kosuke soon. also in this crazy period of full affairs, I thought what i can buy Kosuke for xmas gift. I am ask him what he want, becouse i not have ideas, what he like. Kosuke say me, he want and dream about a scarf that his girlfriend will give him. he chose color and fashion. I remember he wanted black, becouse this is Kosuke favorite color and fit him. after a few days I bought a gift for him. I am buy scarf, card, sweets and write love letter. Unfortunately, I sent him after Christmas, due to his absence from home.

Returning to the subject of work, i very very happy. it was not a dream job, but thanks to it I could fulfill our dream. Kosuke also glad i have job and respect me. Him respect give me very hope and love. I started work on December 12th. I was very busy but happy , necouse i think everyday all day more and more close to meeting him.

I am very happy this year.

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October - 2016

It was the beginning of auntumn. I still felt bad and had a nervous breakdown. Despite that, I could still count for Kosuke. I felt, that he was constantly supporting me and conforting me. Even though i still did not meet him in the real world, I felt more and more, that I very love him and begin to believe him more deeply. I remember, that I have hope, that he felt the same in relation to me. I wanted to read his thoughts.

A few days later Kosuke say me, that he decided, he would come to me in March. I remember, that at the beginning I was nervous, that I would see him in the end. Kosuke at the beginning of our relationship said, he would arive in September, but not come in September. Maybe it was for him too fast or not have money, becouse travel coast a lot. 

At that moment I think and started to look for a job. I was a little sad, that it takes so much time to lookfor this job. Kosuke have this moment job, i glad . Ufortunately in Poland it is difficult to find a student's work, away from the place of residence. 

Ufortunately throughout October, I could not find a job. :(

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End of September - 2016

Our love bloosomed more and more. From the beginning of our know and relationship, I can always count on him. I went through a difficult time at the end of September. I started the new year at school and at that time i also faced by my stalker. I have often cry and sad. Kosuke suppored me very much. It made me feel better.

My stalker also wrote to my boyfriend. He wrote, that ,, It was not worth being with me '', ,, I love sex for money with other guys '' and ,, I cheat on my boyfriend everyday ''. Of course this not true ❢

My boyfriend is wonderful, becouse he did not believe what this guy was saying. My boyfriend still writing with him to see what this guy more writing about me. Kosuke got angry, becouse he not accept other people say bad about me. He is very lovely♡. This time I love Kosuke more that before.

Kosuke also know this guy, becouse he taught many young people from Poland japanese language. This group also been Kosuke friend.

Kosuke say HK it's from Korea not from JapanX becouse he looks like a Korean guy. His japanese language is also bad. Unfortunately, a lot of people also believe him, that he is the last real samurai. He also tried to push it too for me. At first, I thought, he was telling the trues. In begginer i respected him as a teacher by the time my boyfriend say me, ,, He lie ,, , becouse my boyfriend don't know this name samurai. I'm believe Kosuke, becouse he have half samurai blood. leter my stalker urged me to give birth to a child with him. Kosuke mad again, becouse i say about propose falsh samurai. Kosuke block this guy.

My stalker never again write us...

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September -3 - 2016

Today is birthday Kosuke. He spend birthday with his parents. He was very happy in this day. I also write him wishes on Facebook. I have sent a birthday present before. He was just about to see his hokkaido apartament. Today Kosuke seemed calm but busy. This day we very few write each other.

After a few days he returned to his apartament in one piece. Finally, he also got a present from me. He was very happy, becouse he could finally read the letter from me and eat polish chocolate. I saw, that he liked this polish chocolate. I am believe Kosuke say true. Ureshii ^ ^


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December - 1/2 - 2016

Will be soon birthday Kosuke. I sent him a birthday gift earlier. i sent a small but from the my heart. In the meantime Kosuke was still in the family home. He helped a parent and clean home, garden. Kosuke still send me pictures of interesting placez, that he visited alone or with his family. He still shows me, that i am important to him. He also send me many pictures to himself. Kosuke send me one more lovely photo. Hevery cute in this photo. This photo I had for two months on the wallpaper in the my phone.

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A day leter, we to write each other a few hours. That day a little less that usual, becouse Kosuke went with his parents. After the trip, he sent me pictures, with beautiful viws in Japan. On these photos, Japan looked just like i imagine. I felt, that i want to see the same places with him. Date with him this places it would be romantic ❤❤❤
This places is really beautiful ^ ^

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After a few days Kosuke was already with his family. I was very interested in his pets, which he has at home.

Kosuke told me about his pets. He say about turtle, First shiba inu, secund shiba inu, fish.

Kosuke showed me pictures of his pets. I remember, that on one picture with his current dog. They looks very sweet thogeter. I love this picture.


I felt, that my boyfriend really fit me. In that moment we had more and more similar thinds to each other. Even our dogs look like they are related. I was becoming more and more devoted to being our destined.

We believe in thogether our destined every day. We are a different race, religion, culture and long distance, but we're very smilar.

This is amazing ♡

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August - 2016

Summer vacation in Japan began. Kosuke flew to his home by plane, becouse wanted to spend time with family.

Before outlet to home Kosuke send me a secund letter, japanese chocolate's ,, Pocky '' ,, Kit kat '' and japanese medicine ,, Belta '' . I remember it was the taste of green tea. He also made more origami for me ( origami dog ). Then i feel again exulation and more happy, becouse Kosuke again send me origami, chocolate and his letter. He wrote , that his summer is very hot and he can not stop thinking about me. I got very shy, becouse Kosuke is the first boy, who spoke about me like that ^ ^.


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May - 25- 2016

After the whole week of our connection, we dared to talk though the webcam. It was a stressful time for us, becouse we are both very very shy.

Somewhere around noon Polish time, we joined with each other on Skype. We did not talk with each other for too long, becouse we were nervouse. I do not remember much, becouse of my shyness, but I remember his word's ,, You want to be my girlfriend?'' and ,, Daisuki ''. In the first moment i remember my said ,, Yes '' and ,, Watashi mo suki '', becouse I liked him a lot. I felt very happy.

I think he wanted to be with me, becouse earlier Kosuke said, that I was very attractive to him. Kosuke was always gentle for me and also listened my opinion. He always respect me and i am always respect him.

May/ August - 2016

After creating a our love relationship, we very happy. Everyday we wrote to each other. Our conversations lasted for a dozen or so hours. I felt happy, despite the lack of physical contact. I did not need it, just like our everyday talk. I did not feel the emptiness, even though I really wanted to touch him phisically. Sometime when i had a lot of stress or a dificult day, I needed he even more.

I know people say phisical contact is the most important thing, but sometime i could not listen to it. I felt sorry for each time i heard. I started to cry, becouse I really felt love to Kosuke.

I could not imagine life without him, even though we were shortly thogeter.

Our life was put into the test of time. Still is, but i believe, that we will be thogeter till death. I believe in our destiny, that despite so many kilometers, we are for ourselves. 

I hope


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This moment I feel Kosuke interest in me more and more. He suggested, that we exchange lists and present. At the beginning a little fear, becouse we only knew each other for a week. Kosuke wanted my home adress. I'm give my adress and he also give me him home adress. I'm think Kosuke also a little bit too fear, becouse he also never sew me face real life.

Kosuke send me gift. I'm very suprise and happy, becouse our friendship it was similar to flower that bloom ( Sakura ❀). When I'm also send gift for him. He also happy. I'm think so.

Kosuke send me : ( Origami panda, Origami frog, Origami ring, Origami samurai hat, Origami crane and leter. He write me , he like me. I felt , that is could be true. Even thought we did not know each other long. I knew and felt this men will change my whole world, that he will important in my life and it happened.

I'm very suprise and I'm very love him. I'm could not imagine life without him❣

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