So, about one year ago i feel like i was a complete different person. I was hanging out with different peoples and i cared about different things, like popularity.
When i was hanging out with "the popular gang" i started ditching my best friend. The friend i have had for almost 4 years, we did everything together and we had everything in common but for tpg (the popular gang) she wasn't classified as "a popular kid". She wasn't wearing the right clothes or makeup. She liked different things and acted in a different way. I'm jealous over how she was brave enough to be herself. Because i was in the tpg and i wanted to stay popular i ditched her, didn't talk to her, made fun of her when tag did and sometimes when they talked shit about her i agreed, and I'm so ashamed. Thinking back i feel so sorry for her. We even stopped talking for a long period of time.
Now I'm in a new group with the best people. I can be myself and i don't care if we're not the most normal people and we act a bit weird. I'm so glad i met them and happy for the person i've become. Even the girl i ditched is in my group. We became friends again one the summer and now we talk everyday. I still see tpg everyday and they laugh at us sometimes, give u weird looks but i honestly do not care anymore. I know that most of the people in tpg are afraid of showing who they really are and thats why I know am with the right friends.
H, if you're reading this, I'm so sorry for what i did to you last year, you're an amazing person and i really regret everything.
(This post is taken from my old blog but i felt like posting it because i still feel the same way)