Hey. I made a lil rule (promise) - I will try my best to update this blog once a day. At least once every other day.
I'm in bed finally. This day has not been the best, not the worst but you know just not the best. Right now I'm studying my last weeks of school, I'll be finished by the 9th of June and I couldn't be more excited. I must be the person who is the most done with school who is still in school if that makes sense. I should be a little sad that I'll never step my foot in another classroom to sit down for the next hour and study english for an example, but I'm just too happy this will be over soon. Just a few more weeks.
My mom picked me up from school and after picking up my brother from dads, we drove home to get the dogs to go into the woods a few minutes from our house. Since I had a really bad day with too many thoughts in my mind it was soothing to get away for half an hour clearing my mind and just focusing on myself, my family and the calm atmosphere.
I can already tell how writing here helps me clear my mind to an emptier place before bed that I can fill nothing but dreams with as soon as I drift into sleeping mode. I know this is such a messy blog already and that I'm not as consistent in my posts as I should be but fuck, its just a place to fill with no other thoughts than my own and what if they are just that - messy.