Everyday life, Training

This Thursday has been spent with Sune! I'm watching him today and it's always so cozy, love him. Other than that I've answered some emails and went to get a package that I ordered a few days ago from the dans shop. Everything was perfect so I'm really happy about that, the tights were so comfy! If you didn't know this I'm on a hunt for the perfect dance tights haha..

Yesterday's practices went so good!! Well at the end of my second class I could feel my legs giving up on life haha but last week I was so weak and yesterday I felt like myself again which was nice.
Currently I'm waiting on Mimmi to pick up Sune and then I'm heading to the stable for my riding lesson.

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Everyday life

Hi guys! It's already Wednesday? What happened.. The days goes by so quickly it's crazy.

I've been up since 06:30am to study before work. I only work for three hours today so it's basically nothing but a girl at my work needed to go off work earlier so I'm finishing her shift! After work I'm thinking about making cinnamonbuns since it's national cinnamonbun day in Sweden today haha!! Well see, it takes some time and I have practices tonight so I don't know if I'm going to make it.

The weekend has been all about work but on Sunday I went straight from work to the movies to meet up Jenny and Mimmi and we watched IT! I'm a huuuuge horror movie fan so I've been wanting to watch this movie for some time now but it wasn't scary at all. Sure it had some pop up scary scenes but I don't think it should be categorized as a scary movie but it was good anyways!

Now I'm going to study some more and answer some emails before getting ready for the day.

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Everyday life

Good morning Saturday! I've been awake since 8am and have so far taken a shower, watched YouTube and eating breakfast. A cozy morning to say the least.
Today's plans are work until tonight and then just relax at home since I work tomorrow as well! Mom is going to meet at friend for dinner tonight so I'm home alone.
Now I really really need to get myself ready for work, I need some makeup so I look more alive haha.. ;-)

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Everyday life, Thoughts

In my last post I wrote that everything was going great and life was good, scratch that haha. These latest days has been horrible, I guess this is what you call karma :-)..
My practices has been awful and I almost passed out during one of my ballet classes the other day and couldn't continue. I don't know why but I can feel my body shutting down more and more everyday and I hate it. I hate feeling this weak and I hate that I don't have the energy to even go through one workout. Maybe it's just a phase, I mean it has only been four days haha so yes I might be overreacting but this is me when I don't work out, I seriously get depressed and can't do anything.
Oh well, I'm currently on my way to meet my grandma at the station and then grab some lunch or coffee! She's in Stockholm for the weekend and today is the only day I have time to see her so that's what I'm doing. I'm not really hungry so I might just grab a latte or something, I've lost my appetite as well these last few days :-). But it's fun seeing her since we don't get to meet that often. Tonight I'm either going to take a ballet class or take it easy at home, depending on how I feel because going to ballet when I don't have the energy is just a waste of time and brings down my self esteem haha..

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Hi guys! My morning started with me finishing my assignment a day early so that feels amazing. I've just had lunch and I don't have any plans until 5pm so I might make a bath and listen to some podcasts and drink coffee.
Speaking of feeling amazing I feel like I'm in a good place in life right now. I have great friends, school is going pretty good, work is fun and ballet is so much fun. Cheesy but I'm happy haha..
No now I'm going to make some coffee!
Xo

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Thoughts

A question that keeps popping up everywhere I go is; what do I want to do after High School?

Recently I've been looking in to colleges that offers a major in ballet and I've found one that I really like, Marymount Manhattan College. I love dancing more than anything but am I ready to move all the way to New York all by myself? I don't have to worry now since, if I got in, it would happen in 2019 so I have time to think but at the same time the days go by so quick, I mean it's almost 2018! If I want to become a student at mmc I need to audition, apply for scholarships and all that jazz so it's a long process. I just have to think about if I'm mentally ready for a four year ballet major in a new city without my family and friends.

Another huge interest of mine is fashion and design. My dream school is Parsons, which is the biggest school in the fashion industry and having a degree from here could really help me in the future. I would want to study ''strategic design management''. During this summes I've been in their online summer program and I loved every part of it! I'm really interested in learning more about fashion history and how everything behind the scenes happens.

This school is also in New York but there is a school in Paris as well but the one I've been looking in to is the one in NYC. Here I have to leave my friends and family at home and go by myself and that's scares me.

My third option, stay in Stockholm. If I choose to stay here I'm either going to work and get an internship or going to apply to a dance school in Stockholm and take a degree in dance. The positive side of staying is that I have my friends and family here and since I've lived here my whole life I feel safe but at the same time the other schools are my dream schools.


These are my current three plans for after I graduate. I know it's a while left but If i want to study abroad there is a long process so I have to decide as early as I can.

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Everyday life

Goodmorning Monday! It's a new week and I woke up feeling a lot better except for my cough but no fever nor any headache so that's great. I thought I'd run through my plans I have so far this week!

Monday: School, school and more school haha. It's a lot right now but I'm planning to do at least half of it today! Later I'm working closing time at the store.

Tuesday: Gym session in the am and after that I have to study quit a bit. At night I have ballet.

Wednesday: Studying and a few meetings. At night I have ballet!

Thursday: Might that a chill morning and sleep in a bit before heading to the gym before I'm going to the stable. Thursdays are kind of my lazy day where I can either choose school or sleep haha.

Friday: Some school in the am before meeting up my grandma at the station, she's in Stockholm for the weekend so we are going to have some lunch! So excited. Later at night I'm heading to ballet.

Saturday: Work work work. If I have the energy and if I'm feeling ok I want to squeeze in a gym session as well.

Sunday: Also work all day and maybe a gym session!


So as you can see this week is all about studying, work and practices! As usual ;-). Now I really need to continue with my assignment in psychology.

Tb to my 18th birthday party which was a costume party! I love Harry Potter so of course this was my costume.

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Everyday life

This has been the most lazy day EVER and I hate it. I get such an anxiety if I don't do anything which is really annoying but it's something I have to work on.. I woke up feeling really sick so I had to take a day off even if it sucks.. But to be honest I cheated a little and put on my pointe shoes to work on my turns and all that jazz but I had to move from the couch haha!

Last night was great. We had some wine and pizza and talked for hours! And another thing, we booked a trip to London!! If you haven't noticed yet I love love love London and I see it as my other home haha.. It feels nice to have something to look forward to now, my two trips to London.


Now I'm going to shut down my computer and go get me some of my moms apple pie and watch a movie with her before going to sleep.

Goodnight, xo.


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Everyday life

Well hello there haha! My Saturday has so far been great. I started my day by meeting Kevin to catch up, we haven't seen each other in a while so it was so much fun. Later me, mom and Mimmi went to my brothers game to cheer!! His team won the first game and lost the second but they played really well.

Right now I'm at the bus heading to Jenny, we are going to Helenas for some quality time with wine and homemade pizza! So cozy.
Don't know if they are going out later or not but I'm still sick so the only place I'm heading to later is my bed!

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Everyday life, Training

Morning! Finally friday ;-).

I woke up at eight and had some breakfast before heading to my meeting and at ten I was back at the apartment. It's 10:30 and I've already handed in my assignment I was supposed to hand in during the day so thats nice. I haven't slept for more than an hour last night so I'm pretty tired but I'm just one work shift away from sleep haha!!

I woke up pretty sick yesterday and I had a day of from school so I took the time to really relax and sleep so I guess that's why I couldn't fall asleep last night, I only have myself to blame but it was worth it. Considering I had enough sleep for a lifetime yesterday I was full of energy so at 1am I put my pointe shoes on and practiced a bit.. It was kind of nice doing it in the middle of the night.

Now I'm going to answer some emails and prepare for work!

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