Eftersom vissa läsare verkligen uppskattade mitt "Become more familiar with me" inlägg som jag laddade upp för ett tag sedan så har jag tänkt att det är dags för en lite uppdatering. Jag är en person som är rädd för att öppna upp mig för andra, dels för att jag tror att folk kommer döma mig och mina känslor och för att jag tror att jag klarar av det mesta själv. Just därför tycker jag att det är lite jobbigt när människor vet så mycket om mig men förstår att det är intressant så här kommer några frågor som jag svarar ärligt på. (Jag kommer endast att skriva frågorna och svaren en gång så därför blir de på engelska).
Since some of my readers really appreciated my "Become more familiar with me" post I uploaded recently, I've thought it's time for a little update. I'm a person who is afraid to open up to others, partly because I think people will judge me and my feelings and because I think I can handle most of the things myself. Which is why I think it's pretty tough when people know so much about me but I do understand that it's interesting, so here are some questions that I answer truthfully. (I will only write the questions and answer once which is why it'll only be in english):
1. What is one thing that has happened to you that made you a stronger person?
One thing that has happened to me that has made me a stronger person is losing people that I care about and moving on from it, like friends that I were once close to etc. Especially my grandma's passing, it's still as difficult up to this day a year later but it has made me a lot stronger I'd say and I am proud of myself for everything that I've gone through and I still remain who I am today.
2. What's one thing that has happened to you in life that made you feel weak?
One thing that has made me feel weak is my mental state, that has once been putting me through stress and on unrealistic pedestals. I was sad for a while during a period that made me feel useless and not enough etc but no matter what happens next I'll never see myself like that again, no one can tell me I'm not enough or that I am not a better version of myself after all that mess because I really am.
3. Where is one place you feel most like yourself?
One place that I feel like myself the most must be when I am around my best friends, I feel like they know me better than any individual and I can really be myself without having the fear of getting judged.
4. Where is your favorite place to escape to?
My favorite place to escape to must be my summer house, when my head is heavy I just go there to have my own time and nothing could stress me out over there.
5. Who do you think has had the largest influence on the person you are today?
The answer to this question is obviously my parents, they raised me to be who I am but one person that has helped me find myself and be fearless is Rihanna, she shows that no matter what you go through or what you come from you can remain humble, independent and strong. She's a very strong individual, beautiful inside and out, she teaches young people to be confident in the skin they're in, as "The minute you learn to love yourself, you won't want to be anyone else".
6. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?
I've come to a point where I've accepted my appearance after such a long time of being insecure so as of right now the answer to this question would be to change my temper/stubbornness since it's not in my control anymore, it sucks to be honest.
7. If you had one day left to live, what would you do?
It might sound boring to some of you but I would spend that last day with my entire family since they mean the most to me.
8. What decade do you feel you most belong in?
Oh what a tricky question, I don't know. Damn I love the early 90's, music and fashion wise so that'd be super dope.
9. Who are you closest to in your family? Why?
I think I am the closest to my brother right now, we've grown up arguing everyday as kids but now that we're more mature and older I think I prefer talking to him about more personal stuff. Also my cousin who's two years younger than me, we can talk about EVERYTHING.
10. Who's the one person in this world that knows you best?
My best friend(s), my mother and boyfriend. But as I said, I am scared of opening up to people so no one really knows me to 100% but myself.
11. What is your favorite quality about your best friend?
I'll answer regarding to all of my best friends, but all of their laughs, they never fail to make me smile.
12. When you were younger what did you think you were going to be when you grew up?
Baby Han is disappointed in current Han because I really wanted and thought I'd become a vet, but I won't. I still LOVE animals but I just don't see me doing it.
13. If you could identify with one fictional character (from a book, TV show or movie) who would it be?
Okay I change my mind every single day about this but I'd say Kim Possible for sure, she's athletic and hot?? she's a sensitive character but who's aware of her own strengths and weaknesses. She has a kind and caring heart which compelled her to help others and to put their well being above her own. However, she could also be arrogant in certain situations, especially when others, including Ron, appeared to do things better than she could, just like myself!!!
14. Do you easily accept compliments? or do you hate compliments?
I do appreciate compliments, ALWAYS. They mean so much to me, especially since I haven't really been the most confident girl throughout the years but i still do believe I don't accept them easily and I think it comes from me not seeing myself in the same way.
15. Is your favorite attribute about yourself physical or non-physical?
It's probably non-physical.