WARNINGS! THIS STORY WILL BE LONG AND IF YOU DO NOT WANT TO READ THE WHOLE THING, JUST SKIP THE BEGINNING AND START ON THE LAST PARAGRAPH OR SOMETHING HAHA.
Okay so before we start, I've never been the one that likes to make my relationship public. A picture or two on Instagram wouldn't hurt nobody. NOBODY except him, but don't worry. You'll understand why in a bit if you read the whole thing.
Now, I'm certainly not naming names but I'm sure HE would know EXACTLY who HE is.
Back in February 2016 we started talking, HE seemed like the sweetest guy.. DISCLAIMER! if you hate calling out to that one person that hurts you the most then this post is definitely not for you. Now, where was I? Oh yah, "sweetest boy" haha! oh how I wished I see his true colors back then. Maybe, just maybe. I wouldn't be as hurt as I was. I mean, God! He looks like Zayn FUCKING Malik in my eyes. He has his ways to my heart. He was not romantic, or the nicest to others. (and by 'others' I meant MY FRIENDS) But DAMN boy! I was falling for him. FAST!
Maybe it was the way he walked? Or the way he would bite his lips and stroke his beard when he's nervous? or maybe it's the way he would take a volleyball game against his friends way too seriously that when he loses the game he would ruffle his own hair out of stress? maybe it was the way he would drive all the from one end of the city to another just to comfort his best friend and make time to see me too. Either way, I noticed every little thing he does.
See! No hard feelings at all. But of course I do wished it never happened because it all seems like it was based on a lie. Before me he was dating someone else. They have been dating for about two years I think that's what he told me, and he promised that he has not been talking to her since they "broke up". Hence the quotation mark on the "broke up" yah well he lied. WHAT A SURPRISE RIGHT?! LOL
Well times passed and I believed him for not talking to his "ex girlfriend" anymore because well... lets just say the "He has his ways to my heart" was true, but he also his ways for BLOODY DAMN GOOD LIES! Don't get me wrong! I have never told him not to talk to her anymore, so him talking to his "ex girlfriend" was never a problem with me. But then again he has promised and swore to god himself that he hasn't been talking to her ever since they broke up and us dating.
One rainy and stormy day we decided to switch phones because weirdly it was our thing to do so. Now I have got nothing to hide. He has gone through my phone before this, he has gone through the chats and pictures because well. I HAVE GOT NOTHING TO HIDE!
Back to talking about this rainy stormy day, when I happen to go through his snap-chat and his "ex girlfriend" was on the first on the list and had couple days strike with him. Now let me remind you how snap-chat works. It will never give you a streak unless both people sends snaps to each other for a couple days in a row. Angrily I walked up to him and gave him my bitchiest look ever and asked him to give me phone back. He thought that I was joking coz he just brushed it off, but then I actually got my phone back when I told him "give my fucking phone back" he did as I told and I threw his phone back to him. couple classes passed by and the rain got worse. he tried talking to me when we passed by the corridor. but trust me when I say this , I was a mess! I cried all my tears out in English class and that god nobody was there other than my bestfriends. Erica, Husna, Aiisha, Shaikha and Shirin was all there when I cried. I cried because I was mad, I was angry because he lied. It wouldn't have bothered me if he told me that he was talking to her all this time, but the fact that he ensures me that there was nothing between them and that he was not talking to her anymore made me lose my trust in him a little. As these girls watched me cried, some shed a tear too not trying to make this sounds cheesy but its true. Husna for instant couldn't see me cry so she walked up to him and told him off for talking to his "ex girlfriend" and lying and etc blah blah blah... My bestet guy friend however was his friend. he saw that I was crying and came up to me straight away. While he(the fuckboy) talked to Husna. Walid tried to calm me down and he told me to be careful and just calm down. I did as he told and by the time he was finished telling me to calm down. HE came after his talk with Husna.
Long story short he begged me for forgiveness, he swore to god (again) that he'll never talk to her again. He "blocked her" off of snap-chat and Facebook in front of me.. little did I knew THIS FUCKBOY WAS PROBABLY GONNA TELL HER THAT IT WAS A MISTAKE OR SOME SHIT.
Weeks passed and it was spring break. I had to go somewhere where there was no internet and I couldn't contact him for 5 days. but in those 5 days i have managed to find internet on day 3 which made me HAPPY AS FUCK that finally I can talk to my supposedly "faithful boyfriend", and not gonna lie he was being distant from there on. He made me wait for 20 to 50 mins for a reply and may I remind you that there was only Wifi in the Hotel Lobby. so every morning I have to wake up early to get faster wifi and tell him good morning and that I have missed him terribly and couldn't wait to see him in a couple of days. but just my luck he wouldn't answer straight away, and that his excuse was that "its fucking annoying to take my phone in and out of my pocket" that made me angry and well it made me ignore him for the couple days until I came back. 2 days after I return we met up and made up. He was really rude to my friends. (REALLY FUCKING RUDE OMG HOW DID I NOT HATE HIM FOR THAT?!) and well after all that was done and that we were "fine" he dumped me. He dumped me the next day over a text and that "I have some reasons with you and that made me feel unhappy" was his reasons and shit (funny coz I still remember exactly what he says). Haha, Me, being the angry little missy told him "HA I was gonna dump you anyway"
Anyways we broke up and surprisingly I was not as broken as I was the second time around. Yes I know what you're thinking, I'll get there in a sec. A week after we broke up and school has started and I was happy, I was fine. Although I was hurt a little but I was okay. He begged for me back a week after the break up (HA YOU LITTLE CUNT) and I took him back (YOU IDIOT) I know I was dumb but eh, never claimed I wasn't. We got back, went out together almost every Thursdays until 3 weeks before HIS graduation, he acted more and more distant again. I thought it was just the stress he's getting from applying to UNI and graduating High School or something. Now,I don't really need to give you details on how much of a DOUCHBAG he was, or is. But let me tell you this, over the graduation he acted like noting ever happened. like the fights never happened. Funny coz he was fooling no body accept himself. WHAT A FUCK BOY DONT YOU THINK! HAHA! Then again he broke up with me telling me that he was just not happy and that "seeing my friends single makes me feel like I have a burden behind my back, I just want to try being single so do you mind?" YES BOY I DAMN MIND AT THE TIME, NOT NOW ANYWAY HA!
Months passed and I figured he already forgot me, but well I was wrong. He still have blocked me off of every social media possible. May 26, 2016 was the last day I have ever seen him or talked to him in person. SO FUCK YOU
DHARMKUMAR AMIT PATEL! Congratulations on making it on my blog page! HA!
You're the most bitter sweet relationship I've ever experienced in my 17 years of life. NO FUCKING WONDER YOU NEVER WANTED ME TO POST A PICTURE OF US! That's because you were dating "me" and "HER" at the same time. THAT'S WHY YOU NEVER WANTED ME TO POST SHIT! You were afraid she will find out huh? You lose the little respect I had left for you after I figured that one out. To say I wished he was smacked by a bat dipped in acid IS an understatement to say the least.
Now a friend told me to forgive but not forget. This is my way of forgiving and NOT FORGETTING. HA!
-P.S, the angry crazy "ex girlfriend"