'I need a new start and i think if i go now it would be more than just a good start.'
I haven't posted for a some time now, i know. I haven't been busy, i just haven't time (?) or inspiration.
We were September 22nd in Helsinki with my class. We were in Ateneum and we went there by airplane. It was actually very good trip and i had a lot of fun there!
I have to say thay i've felt bad about playing piano. Or not i mean bad, i've felt fhrustrate of it. I did have a lot of bad playing days so it made me feel that but now i think i don't feel it anymore, i'm not sure because on this week i felt so bad it so let's see in next week how i'm going at my lesson.
I wanna tell you btw that i want so so so much going to exchange student somewhere. I have think about German, Spain, Denmark but i don't know where i want the most. The number one place i want to go is Norway but i'm too young to go there so i can't go there but niw i've think about them. I still wanna more alternative so i'm still thinking. I'm at 8 grade now so i've thought if i go when i'm going to 9 grade, like in next year but my mom said yes so i hope god help me that my mom say yes that i can go in next year because i don't wanna go after 9 grade.
But let's think about my exchange student dream later. Now let's talk about my crush. I've one crush at school and he isn't the one who i asked out before this autumn, he is someone else but i don't wanna talk about him because yes he's lovely and i actually like him because the feeling when i'm close to him is so amazing and adorable. But i wanna talk about my celebrity crush who is also my number one crush, Marcus. He was in Finland, Helsinki on Monday and i was so happy for that and i tried so much to go there but my parents didn't let me go and i was so mad about that. I think i can't ever meet him and his brother, it's my biggest dream at the moment so i hope i can meet him. But hey guys it's amazing how hot he's all the time and i'm so freakin' excited for November!! The concert gonna be lit and i hope so much i can meet them or Marcus because i wanna talk with him long time. But let's put thumbs up and hope it happens, i really wanna meet him and i think i deserve it because the year is been hard.
I promise post again soon!!