Körkort. Körkort, körkort, körkort.. Det är allt jag har tänkt på sedan jag fyllde 18 under sommaren. Det är ju normalt eller hur? Jag var så otroligt taggad på att fylla 18 och det varade i typ 2 veckor sedan så kändes det ju normalt. Det enda nya med att vara 18 är ju att man kan dricka lagligt på baren, man kan köpa cigaretter och snus överallt (det är ju dock inte direkt bra men ni fattar), man kan rösta och sist, men inte minst, man kan börja ta körkort! Men det tar ju sådan jäkla tid!! Sist i hela familjen är jag ju också *suck*

Igår hade jag min första körlektion NÅGONSIN, och enligt min lärare, så gick den bättre en vad han trodde det skulle göra. Jag är tydligen redan mästare på krypkörning, stanna och sitta perfekt i sätet! Jag är tydligen väldigt mjuk med fötterna också! Jag är fast besluten på att jag ska ha detta körkort innan sommaren eller innan sommaren är slut. Jag orkar verkligen inte ta bussen överallt eller be min mamma/brorsa köra mig till mina kompisar i Spanien.

Men, med tanke på att min brorsa kraschade bilen så fort han fick sitt körkort under sommaren, så blir man ju lite rädd över hur det kommer gå. Så ni på vägen ska nog akta er när ni ser Fanny komma rullandes med hennes "snygga" bil ;)

Sedan kommer vi ju till det här med att rösta också... JAG VET INTE VEM JAG SKA RÖSTA PÅ! Jag har aldrig direkt varit insatt i valen då jag inte har kunnat rösta men nu faan är det ju tid. Det betyder att jag måste börja läsa om alla partier också *suck*. Tagga spendera timmar att plugga om massa partier, om det bara vore så enkelt att man bara kunde titta på Parlamentet och skratta åt alla partier istället.

Aja, kort och kanske lite tråkigt inlägg men ingen tvingar er att läsa den ;)

​Här har ni en dålig kvalitet bild på mig och brorsan år 2008, det enda man behövde bry sig om under den tiden var om man skulle få den nyaste barbie dockan eller om man lämnat in månadsboken (helt glömt bort vad den heter) med päronens underskrift för veckan (vilket jag aldrig gjorde)!

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​Hola!

So this weekend has been really good (finally)! I got to spend it with my 2 best friends, Clara & Linn, and we did a bunch of stuff!

I was home from school friday because I wasn't feeling like my usual self which gave me time to pack my bags and clean my room. Then I headed towards Clara's house in Stockholm and emediatly I was lost, her fault I may add, then we got to her house and we realized we were both quite hungry for burgers so we decided to go out and have dinner. We sat there for awhile and talked about everything thats been going on during the months that we haven't seen eachother! After dinner we went to buy icecream and then we headed home to watch a swedish series called "Gåsmamman" (it's good, REALLY RECOMMEND).  We stayed up almost all night watching it because we had to wait for Clara's friend to come to sleep because he/she needed a place to crash for the night, he/she took forever.

During saturday, we went to Stockholm Brunch Club (BEST BRUNCH PLACE EVER) to have breakfast because Clara wanted to show me it. I had Acai bowl (don't recommend, tastes like a stabel) and some AMAZING american panckakes while Clara had another yougurt bowl thing and an avocado sandwich.

Then on saturday all the way to monday I spent with Linn and her friends! It was really fun getting to spend time with my best friends <3

Sorry for another short post but im extremely tired and just wanna sleep, Adios <3

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Holaa!!

So today has been a long day for me. I had a sleep-in so that was definitely a plus! At school we didn’t really do much, it’s only the 1st week of school so what are we even supposed to do?
We basically only went through what we are gonna do this semester term and what we are gonna do tomorrow! It’s gonna be interesting, I can tell you that.

Tomorrow I leave for the weekend so I can spend some time with my 2 besties, Clara and Linn, and relax a bit. I haven’t seen them in a while so it’s gonna be fun!

I’m sorry this was a short post but I really need to rest because I have THE biggest headache😩

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Hi, how was your first school day? That's one of the questions that I believe get's asked the most this week, and I believe most people will answer "It was okay I guess, it's school you know". Well let me tell you, that will NOT be my answer to that question.. I'll tell you why later on. First, let me explain how my day has been and how it started.

Yesterday I tried to go to bed early because I really wanted to wake up feeling good, if I have to go to school why not wake up in a good mood right? Well, it didn't work. I think I hit the snooze button at least 5 times, I just didn't wanna get up AT ALL! When I could finally pull myself out of bed, I got dressed and had breakfast (alone, as always *sad face*). Then after breakfast I tried to casually clean my room to make my houseparent "proud" while watching this reality show called Below Deck Medditeranean which is a really good show actually, I recomend it! Then I went to the buss and I realized that I forgot my busscard, which was great you know.. So I get to school and I meet one of my really REALLY good friends there (she was waiting for me, SO CUTE <3), then my class find out that our scheduel has changed so we only have 1 lesson on Tuesdays and we don't start until 10.50 (what the hell was I doing there at 8 in the f*ing morning?!) and our usuall classrom has been changed aswell so together with our mentor we walked around the entire school to find our classroom only to realize we've walked past it like 3 times (GREAT). So after we found our classroom we were gonna have some one on one time with our mentor (who is also our teacher in, like, almost all of our "important" lessons) to find out our first term grades in her lessons, in order to do this she tells us that we should walk back to Hyllan (my programs official classroom) because she needed her computer. I didn't complain, you know a bit of excercise never killed nobody!

So I found out that I got an A (IB 6-7 I think) in all of her classes, you can believe how happy I was! Then I also had to finish one assignment that I had to turn in, which I managed to do. I also found out from my classmates that we have a test first thing tomorrow morning, in my worst subject! I didn't know anything about this, so you can only imagine how freaking stressed I am right now..

Okay, so are you ready to find out why this day, this Tuesday, was THE worst first school day I've ever experienced? I can assure you that you're not..

I went to the bathroom after I found out my grades, when I got out of the bathroom I see all of my classmates running out so I followed because my mentor said it was about one of my classmates. I got worried, like really worried. I thought she had just slipped and hurt herself or something.. I was not prepared for what actually had happened... She just experienced something a kid her age should never have to experience.. I'm not gonna tell you what that thing is because it's not something I should tell anybody who reads this. But let me tell you, in that moment, I tried so hard to think of something to say that would make her feel better but I couldn't.. I can't imagine the kind of pain she is in right now and I really hoped that there was something we could say to help her.. I know that she is gonna feel broken and in pain for a while, I can only hope that it gets better in time..

My class is so small, we are 7 people, so when one of us is hurting it makes the rest of us hurt aswell but in a different way. We all got so worried and so sad that my mentor said that if we feel that we don't have the strenght to go to our next lesson, we don't have to. So we all just went home..

So, in conclusion, what I thought was gonna be a good day turns out to be a horrible day to someone else. It really sucks when you end up in situations that you don't have a solution to. I guess you never really know what is going on behind a smile..


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Hiya, I’ve now been in Spain 2 days and none of my friends has actually texted me about meeting up. Which sucks btw! Maybe I should stop coming here? Glad I’m spending summer vacay in Sweden 👌🏼

So, you have no idea how tired I actually am. There is something keeping my up at night and it won’t let me sleep😒

I got home yesterday and my mom said she had some presents for me, I got all of the 2 things I actually wished for. AND A WHOLE LOT OF JEWELRY!😍

And now I’m taking a break from studying to write this weird post because I’ve got nothing to do and I’m sick of reading about the history of chocolate and sugar!

I got these to necklaces and then..wait for it... A POPCORN MACHINE😍 Let me also just say that none of these presents are actually from my mother, it’s my dear grandmother who loves me😉 BUT I did get presents from my mother aswell, she got my a really pretty necklace and some earrings!

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HAPPY FREAKING NEW YEAR!!! Better late then never, right?🎉

I know I haven’t updated in a while, been quite busy. FINALLY!
So I guess you’re all wondering what I’ve been up to while I’ve been gone? If you answer no to that question like any normal person would, then you will just have to suck it up and continue reading :)

So I started my break earlier than everybody else in my school since SSHL finished like a week earlier. In te beginning I was happy about that, but in the end that just meant that I had WAY to much homework to catch up on. Guess what? Break is almost over, 4-5 days left, and I haven’t even looked at my books! My moms probably gonna kill me but hey, my own fault right? Yeah...

So I spent 2 weeks with my best friend, Sabina, in Dubai visiting her family and just chilling. It’s a miracle that I actually managed to get a bit of color while I was there since, according to my dear mother, I’m more pale then an ice bear!
Spending Christmas and New Years away from my mom felt really strange and I was feeling WAY to homesick, but I enjoyed my time in Dubai with Sabina. Sometimes we had a lot to do and sometimes we didn’t but at least I got to do what I wanted to do and also meet her friends. And, let me tell you, the party on New Year’s Eve and on Christmas (dinner with her family friends) was something extra 😉 And I can officially say that I suck at battle shots while Sabina seems to win everytime😒

I think the only bad part about this entire trip was the day that I found out my lovely dog, Sessa, was being put down. Unfortunately, she had some big problems with the bones in her body which made it impossible for her to walk. I miss her endlessly but she will forever be in my heart❤️

Now I’m on my way back to Spain to spend a few days with my mother, let’s just hope I ACTUALLY get to see some of my friends there as well. Lately I’ve seen my best friend like 2 times every break I get there, she seems to always be busy. She’s either got work or she’s spending time with her boyfriend, can’t blame her.

So, I’m currently sitting on the plane from Dubai to Alicante. But..wait for it.. I have a 5h LAYOVER in freaking Barcelona. GREAT. Let’s just say that there will be a very lost blond girl in Barcelona airport trying to find her way to the check-in and/or to the gate 👍🏼

I don’t really know what I’m gonna do for the short time I’m gonna be in Spain, but the one thing that I’m looking forward to is actually sleeping in my own bed <3
I’m think I need to talk to my mom about decorating my room though, it’s been looking pretty empty at the moment!

Now if you’ll excuse me, I have to stare down this kid who’s kicking my chair! I’m most likely gonna update a bit more when I’m in Barcelona👋🏼

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How many people can actually say they get to drink wine for EDUCATIONAL PURPOSES? Well this gal can! So since I go to a restaurant school, one class consists of combining alcohol with food. MY FAVORITE CLASS YET! But I think I've had enough wine to last me at least until new years. I can still taste it in my mouth. Don't get me wrong, I LOVE wine but not if it's red and especially not if I have to tast 6 different wines in one day. "Lucky" for me, only 3 were red ;)

So my day started out like any day does. I wake up, take a shower, get dressed, have breakfast and then spend 45min on a bus to school. Exciting right? WRONG. I'm getting so tired of the whole bus rides to school because the bus is always late or, in some cases, early. The day one of my buses is on time, I will kiss the ground...possibly.. 

I finished school at 14.45 which was perfect because that means I didn't have to take the bus home, I get picked up by my wonderful houseparents instead. That's right, I've got my own personal driver! When I got to my house, the boarding home had training for something we call SPEX (don’t know how to explain it) and I think it went pretty well, we only have until saturday to nail it so I'm keeping my fingers crossed for sure. Then after the training we had dinner, which was dry and gross (even I can make better food and I'm not that great at cooking) and now I’m laying in my bed TRYING to study but, since I’m writing this, I guess you can tell that it isn’t going that good.. Oh well, who needs school anyway? I really hope my mom doesn't read this because, in that case, I will get a message on Facebook from her that will probably include the words STUDY, EXPENSIVE and JOB.

Well that’s my day for you, sorry for the uninteresting short post. But I do have a test tomorrow so I think I should probably study for that, right mom? ;)

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Okay, so I guess my friends were right when they said I wouldn't be able to keep a blog going and they were right.. I made 2 blog posts and then I gave up, but let's just say "I forgot" okay?

Anyway, here goes my 28th try on keeping a blog going, bare with me guys, bloging is HARD and sometimes I might not have that much interesting stuff to talk about. And besides, I just got my computer back since I'm one of those girls who has trubble keeping her computer safe from falling.. oopps?

So what have I been up to latly? Well I just finished my job experience which has been HELL, I'm so glad those 3 weeks are over. I've kind of missed school a bit, strangely. This weekend was a breaking point for me, I was with my dad that I don't see that often because we just "restarted" our relationship and then I talked and saw my grandmother and it made me so sad because she's sick and I don't know which visit to her will be my last and that scares me. In all honesty, I've been scared everyday lately.. I don't really want to lose her, I guess you can say I have separation issues.. Im scared of messing shit up and losing people, but I guess in that case everybody has separation issues, who isn't scared of messing shit up and do something wrong that will lead to you losing someone you care deeply about. Two words: THAT'S LIFE.

I've messed up A LOT lately, YESTERDAY to be precise. I was so upset with everything that I might have taken it out on my best friend which was so stupid, but what's done is done. I know we will move past it quickly, we always do. It's like when you find that one person that compliments you so well and that you later spend so much time with and yes, you will get tired of eachother but in the end of the daythat is what you will love about your best friend. Especially mine, she makes my life a HELL lot more interesting!

But enough about the "sob stories"! I guess you can say that I haven't been up to much lately at all that is why this post might not be the most interesting one, but hope you read it and like it.


This is the girl I'm talking about. I mean, who could live without this stunning human being in your life? I know I can't and I don't think he boyfriend will disagree ;)

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Hola!!

Sooo, I figured that I should probably write some posts in English since I have a lot of friends that speaks English and I want them to understand aswell, so yeah this will be in English today!

So, this weekend has been hectic. On Friday I slept over at my friend Romeo's house together with my best friend Sabina and some other girlfriends because there was this party called PLANTAN that we wanted to go to since it was only for SSHL kids! It was quite fun but it might be a bit overrated! So we got to his house and then went out for dinner, then after that we went back to have some pre-drinks because one drink was 99kr and we are cheap AF. Then at around 21.40 we all went down there and it seems like we had a lot of fun. The place closed at 01.45 and everybody was sticking around to go to an after party but we decided that we wanted to go home and sleep instead!

On Saturday I went to Nockebyhov because my mom's cousin had a birthday party, so I guess it was like a family reunion. I got to meet my second cousins after like 3 years and I had a lot of fun with them! Then Sunday I spent most of the day on trains and busses to go back home to the boarding school. When I got home, I took a shower and then fell asleep immediately because I didn't sleep very long. I think in total over the past 2 days ive slept like 8 hours!

Now I'm laying in bed, super tired and watching Supernatural on ViaPlay waiting for the girls to tell me there is kladdkaka (chocolate cake) because a girl in my home, Sophie, is turning 17 today!!


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Okej, jag tror detta är mitt 25 försök till att hålla igång en blogg. Dags att krossa fingrarna och hoppas!

Jag tänkte att detta inlägg skulle bli det inlägget då jag berättar lite om mig själv så att ni vet lite. Men jag måste varna er, det kanske inte är så intressant som ni tror!

Jag var född i Sverige och bodde mesta delen av mitt liv i Värmdö. När jag var 10 så bestämde min mamma och min styvpappa att vi skulle flytta till Spanien, så där har jag bott nu i 7 år. Just nu så är jag tillbaka i Sverige och bor på en internatskola som heter SSHL, jag bor typ med 32 andra tjejer... Ni skulle bara ana hur många gånger vi alla synkar våran "vecka" med varandra, då blir det GALET att bo här!

Jag har en storebrorsa som fyller 20 som bor i Spanien och jobbar tillsammans med styvfarsan, min pappa bor i Djurö mitt ute i ingenstans, och som sagt så bor min mamma och styvpappa i Spanien. Jag har 3 hundar som heter Scooby, Ronja och Sessa. Jag ÄLSKAR att rida hästar för det är typ det enda jag har gjort sedan jag var typ 5 (give or take a few)!

Ja vad mer behöver man veta om mitt liv? Vi får väl se lite länge fram om det blir lite mer intressanta saker! Imorgon så ska jag försöka skriva ett inlägg som kommer att handla om mina helg planer ;)

Några bilder från livet på SSHL.

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